Friday Dec 23, 2005

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wow, i don't think i have ever been the dumper before... it sucked but not half so bad as getting dumped.

i am feeling badly now but i think it was the right thing to do. when i imagined our future it was not happy; something wasn't there and i couldn't pretend.
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floyd:
sometimes, you just gotta rip the bandaid off fast.
that's all i'm saying.

...you heartbreaker. biggrin
_biblia_:
*hugs*

Wednesday Dec 21, 2005

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hmmm i don't know about this boy all of a sudden...
nobody tells me to fucking make him dinner (well, and then i actually do it, i mean).
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finklestein:
Make him a knuckle sammich!
dunx:
Weird.

Monday Dec 19, 2005

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don't worry, it's sort of ok again.
i need a BLT, i think.
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_biblia_:
I like BATs (fake bacon since I've gone veggie, ALFALFA SPROUTS, and tomatoes).

Sorry your going through a rough time-- Beverly 2 is on her way!



This means thank you in sign language. Thank you for the birthday wishes. And it kind of looks like he's trying not to puke, too. blush
adam_idea:
veggie bacon blt's are amazing. lots of vegenaise.

Sunday Dec 18, 2005

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this sucks so much.
dunx:
frown
esme:
I'm sorry, beautiful.

How was the end of the semester for you? I read a good chunk of Lunar Park on the BART today. Hope to see you soon.

Thursday Dec 15, 2005

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i've been staying up later.
getting up earlier.
i haven't brushed my hair in days! (weeks?)
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aaronsrod:
it did indeed, in fact we are going on our third date tonite hehe, I see a pattern forming here and I like the shape of it.

I used to love finals because they were exactly that, the end no more to do after them, it was finally over. Good luck not that an obvisiouly smart girl like yourself will need it.
finklestein:
Why no sleep? Is school almost over?

The nappier the hair the cuter.

Tuesday Dec 13, 2005

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term paper. term paper. term paper! term paper. term paper.

i think i am plagiarizing myself too much but i'm not sure.

p.s.: note - wasabi peas are turning out to be a pretty good staying-up-study-aid. convenient units and searing sinuses & whatnot. school is a lot harder when you don't do speed anymore.
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wallace:
thanks again for dinner & pictures! i love it all!!
oh btw - here's the flyer for the card party on saturday (d2re is one of the hosts)..

floyd:
bumski....term papers can really cut into one's time for slackage.

Saturday Dec 10, 2005

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ok: update.

my dear friend donavon called me about 2 this morning to say goodbye and that he loves me (he lives in montana). i couldn't sway him; i called him back countless times and we talked once more. he was on his way home to kill himself. i don't know if he "succeeded" or not. his mailbox was full but now it is cleared....
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wallace:
man, i am definitely at war with myself. i do nothing but lie to myself. i mean, i'm upset with someone else, but really it's my own fault for putting up with it. frown
hmm, i'm not sure where i want to eat on wednesday, by yes let's definitely have dinner someplace. probably thai food biggrin
celery:
Committing suicide is not something that you do to yourself. Committing suicide is something that you do to your friends and loved ones. It is the most selfish heartless act anyone can ever commit. No one deserves to be scared like I imagine you were. It is not ok to hurt or threaten people with the weapon of their love for you. That is what my best friend told me at a moment in my life when, how shall I say, I needed to hear it.

Saturday Dec 10, 2005

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i can't believe this is happening to me. fuck.
magni:
Are you going to be okay? You're scaring me.
dunx:
What happened?!

Friday Dec 09, 2005

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help!
i've been trying but i can't seem to do it. how do i change my picture to a new one so it is not all stretched? it is in my pics folder.

how can such a smart girl be so dumb sometimes? argh.

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_biblia_:
okay, i'm smart too. but i can't seem to make it look nice that size. especially the last one i tried. i cropped it and you couldn't tell what you were sitting on. it could be a toilet for all anyone knows. whatever
aaronsrod:
dam it I wanted to be the one to tell you how it was done, so I could get the love, oh well may be next time.

Thursday Dec 08, 2005

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i slept for 10 hours last night!
i feel grrrreat.
bday party at supperclub last night: awesome.
i'll write more later... i'm too busy to think about anything but my term paper right now.
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