Friday Jul 30, 2004

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No well behaved woman ever made history.

That's my favorite quote right now. Maybe ever.
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jholtsnider:
it's true
jholtsnider:
and _that_ is the question! wink

Monday Jul 26, 2004

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"We are together, my child and I, Mother and child, yes, but sisters really, against whatever denies us all that we are." - Alice Walker

I love quotes. Had a fun time with my kids this last week and week-end. A lot of time was spent playing in the pool in the backyard. When you see and hear your kids really having a great time...
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squidproquo:
thank you for your comments. they made the most sense out of the ones i received. you gave me good advice about a month ago, but when things blow over, i try to forget about everything i learned last time. i don't know what i want. but i definitely know that i wasn't ready to get married. it's too late for that now, but it's something i wish i would have seriously considered this time last year.
i don't know how to fight, how to be heard, how to air my feelings without coming across as accusatory. i know that i'm partly to blame for the problems that we have, but he feels no responsibility whatsoever. there's a gap there. and i think blame has to be assigned-- how can anyone change if they don't realize what they do that's wrong? myself included.
i'm pretty sure he won't leave me, but i'm not sure what i want to do. it seems like such a minor thing to leave over. but it's like the straw that broke the camel's back. if i cannot impress upon him that he doesn't have to hide things from me, that i'd be cool with almost anything he wanted to do, i feel like "why should i keep trying? what could possibly change?"
and i wish i could have some therapy. but we can't afford it. i don't even have medical insurance.
sorry for writing you a novel. i appreciate your comments.
trials303:
Just stopping by to say hi to you smile

How are things? I sincerely hope they are going well.
Things with holly and i are awesome =) Ill tell the whole SG community later in my next journal as to where Holly and i stand biggrin

Well its time to get pierced again eeek WOOT~

Ill chat with ya sometime and stop by and say hi to me!!!!

Saturday Jul 24, 2004

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What the hell happened to MisterJesus?
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justmee:
...sluttygoodgirl....

I like that name! Sorry I can't add more to your journal... cause I never knew MisterJesus. frown
bankerboy:
Thanks for the birthday wishes. Hope everything is going well for you. Brewfest was fun!

bb smile

Friday Jul 23, 2004

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I've been considering what it means to be "in the moment", how to do that.

When you can really BE in the moment, and enjoy the actual being in the moment, without thinking any outside thoughts about what the other people might be thinking, or what you need to do after that moment, or all the shit in your life - when I am able...
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tiffanymarie:
We haven't had our anniversary yet. It's definitely not going to be sad. We are going to have a fucking blast!
tiffanymarie:
Oh. Never thought about you meaning that anniversary! wink Yeah, I don't think we can afford to go to that Hotel. We're pretty broke right now. I tried saving some cash to help out but I had to fix my car and after that I had to pay off other bills. So I've been tryin' to catch up. Take care sweetie.