i had all these big plans to get a lot done last night if i didn't go out, but instead i fell asleep when i got home from work and didn't wake up til 6 this morning. oh well. i got issues with sleep. either i don't sleep for days or i sleep all the time.
currently i am IRATE about a couple close friends and their inability to call or keep in touch in general. i think at some point i have to accept that we are growing apart. it's just hard to deal with since i have to right now, w/ moving & such... in any other situation i'd say 'eh they're busy' and eventually it wouldn't hurt so much. & i guess one of those two people is just a scared little boy and i need to accept that he will never be emotionally available beyond what he can handle, so growing apart is not really the issue with him and taking care of myself and understanding that nothing he says has any sort of weight IS.
i think i got to throw a lot of stuff out? if anyone wants to trade stuff, i'll send whatever you're interested in that i am getting rid of if it's light and i can ship it cheap, like book rate or something. in exchange for things to hang on my wall, music or small, more useful things. i will be getting rid of clothes, books, shoes, some art supples, and misc. shit like cd jewel cases and such. my car is small, ain't much going with me.
side note: everyone i know has been having problems with their teeth. ADD ME to that list. i went to the dentist for the first time after being dentist MIA girl for three years... before last monday no cavities, after monday i have SIX. wtf?? does filling cavities hurt? because i'm scared of that shit. and i don't want no metal in my mouth. but i spose being able to bite into a candy bar or something that isn't at room temperature will be more than worth it. i was worrying that i'd have to start pureeing all my food whilst washing it down with ensure. i guess dentists are good for SOMETHING.
today i am TOTALLY cleaning, organizing, RELAXING, then drankin with ms. kitten.
currently i am IRATE about a couple close friends and their inability to call or keep in touch in general. i think at some point i have to accept that we are growing apart. it's just hard to deal with since i have to right now, w/ moving & such... in any other situation i'd say 'eh they're busy' and eventually it wouldn't hurt so much. & i guess one of those two people is just a scared little boy and i need to accept that he will never be emotionally available beyond what he can handle, so growing apart is not really the issue with him and taking care of myself and understanding that nothing he says has any sort of weight IS.
i think i got to throw a lot of stuff out? if anyone wants to trade stuff, i'll send whatever you're interested in that i am getting rid of if it's light and i can ship it cheap, like book rate or something. in exchange for things to hang on my wall, music or small, more useful things. i will be getting rid of clothes, books, shoes, some art supples, and misc. shit like cd jewel cases and such. my car is small, ain't much going with me.
side note: everyone i know has been having problems with their teeth. ADD ME to that list. i went to the dentist for the first time after being dentist MIA girl for three years... before last monday no cavities, after monday i have SIX. wtf?? does filling cavities hurt? because i'm scared of that shit. and i don't want no metal in my mouth. but i spose being able to bite into a candy bar or something that isn't at room temperature will be more than worth it. i was worrying that i'd have to start pureeing all my food whilst washing it down with ensure. i guess dentists are good for SOMETHING.
today i am TOTALLY cleaning, organizing, RELAXING, then drankin with ms. kitten.
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