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I don’t want to live life everyday depressed. I want to wake up happy and at peace. I don’t belong in a mental hospital. I deserve freedom and a joyful life. I want fulfillment and to do things that make me feel alive. I want to live and not waste time. I don’t want to suffer and definitely don’t deserve to. I hope life gets...
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They always kiss my ass and tell me everybody loves me, so annoying. Not everyone does like me. I don’t want to be around them. I mean like honestly no one cares. I don’t want to hear the bullshit lol. I have had people talk crap about me to my older sister which I don’t get along with and probably will never be a big...
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zwina:
I fully identify with what you wrote on this blog. It really cost me a lot to be true to myself regardless of what other people thought of me, in the end I had to get away from many people and that regardless of whether they were family. Now I feel at peace with who I am and I defend what I like.
samanthananda:
@zwina Aw I am sorry. Right now I am just trying to do what’s best for me. I am 26 and don’t even know what I am doing with my life and it just makes me more depressed because I don’t know what is gonna happen to me. I rely so much on my parents who I feel like don’t even pay attention to me
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Things haven’t been the easiest. I have a really bad mental problem and can’t function without taking pills. I can’t even drive a car and I am 26. I failed my permit test. I do wish I had my drivers license, it would make my life a lot better and I would have independence/freedom. I was bullied in school. I hate the way I look....
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littlejohn22:
Sending you positive mojo