ryman

I really want this weekend to be done, but I don't want it to be next week already. Does that make any sense? The temptation to phone in sick tomorrow is growing...
Its been a weird one: the parents were through yesterday and it was really good to see them again, I've left it too long, but I get a bit scared and worried each time I see my mum. It's scary suddenly finding yourself in the position where you're wondering how you're going to take care of your mum, getting jumpy and paranoid over things which may or may not matter....
I spoke to my ex today, for the first time in a couple of weeks which have felt like forever. She had to run and get ready for dinner, which was ok, but I still have that thing where I want to tell her everything. All the important and insignificant things that worry me and make me wonder and smile... Is that going to change; does it have to? I don't know, and that's kinda scary.
Uncertainty isn't my strong point.

but I know I need a haircut. It's just ridiculous at the moment...