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Falling out of one thing and into another:
Its just the way I do things: Inertia, ennnui and glorious self-pity I'm notoriously bad at doing things, making decisions that really have to be made - always have been. I'm a financial nightmare, friends come and go, I lose track of what the point is supposed to be, I forget to water my plants and call...
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llona:
tell me you're still in love and life is rosy and full of kisses and dark chocolate and tree buds.

i'll never forget the package you sent me. it was perfectly lovely.
xo
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Hello there,
Life in this city carries on, even though I'm not seeing a whole lot of it... I've got work in an exhibition next week which is as yet unfinished in a rather significant sense (ie not even started yet). I will post photos as soon as I can - it'll be interesting to show the world what I do instead of a living....
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cherry:
I don't get the arctic monkeys either... or a lot of new music. I think I'm getting old and grumpy tongue

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Another New Year. Hope yours was a good one kiss
A decade's rattling by and I can really feel it. When I was a kid I believed that if you stood in the same place for long enough, the world would move beneath your feet and you'd see things and meet people and eventually end up right back where you started. And it's taken me a...
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cherry:
Thanks for keeping on reading <3 It's tough to spend as much time in one place. And I'm happy you like my photos too (-:

Doesn't it feel like that maybe sometimes it's like being on a train... where really it's not the train moving at all but the world spinning around underneath.

Black Cherry tea. Yummy <3
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I'm just about feeling the christmas thing. Nearly, but not quite yet getting that feeling that you used to get as a kid, the expectation and wonder, the terror of an even slightly anticlimatic christmas day. And getting old might have taught me that the anticlimax is pretty much inevitable, but I'm also getting to think its what makes xmas special. Just like New Year...
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Happy birthday to me....
Another day,. another year and all such cliche's not withstanding, I'm feeling pretty chirpy today for one who has suddenly got so much older. No cataclysmic hairloss, no wrinkles (unless people aren't telling me about them) and no more old-man tendencies than i was already displaying (forgetfulness, excessive tea drinking, talking to myself)
so alls good.
I'm playing truant. Skipping class...
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llona:
Happy Birthday.
when is your girl returning to you?

i find sometimes that i miss you and we've never met.
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Its fucking freezing out there, and in here too (no heating in this apartment) and i'm detrermined not to go outside until it warms up. Unless it snows tomorrow, in which case I'm going outside to run about like the 6-year old I surely am...
I spent about 8 hours in the studio today, working without really getting anywhere, going back over the same old...
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cherry:
Did you run about in the snow?

I hope your girlfriend is home soon (-:

Cherry xxxxx.
cherry:
That's the kind of thing you should do in the snow! It's what it was made for!

Cherry xxxxx.
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So, back in the world of the living....
I'm back at school doing a two year Masters (Graduate) course, which may turn out to be either the best or worst decision I've made. Either way, it feels like a break from the real world, which was more than overdue.
Right now I'm living in the coldest apartment in the world with a girl who might...
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onefoolishline:
i'm so glad you're back and i'm back and i suppose we're both kind of in the same world.

i'm thinking about getting a 6month visa to come over closer to that world for a bit. i miss it so much. nothing quite fits over here. everything improperly washed in my absence...
scotland has summers?
and someone was talking about ironing their sheets a month or so ago. made me laugh madly. and think of you.
hope you are well, readslike you are.
xxheather
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Hello...
well, I'm back. Just don't ask me what I'm doing here.
We'll figure that out later
xx r
onefoolishline:
oh my god hi!!! i missed/miss you!!!
llona:
hello, love. i've missed you terribly.

i still have a present to send you, i got the one you sent just before my birthday, it was so lovely.

i've been thinking about you lots and hoping the world is treating you kindly.

xoxo
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Things I like about the city:
that you can look up at the self-same skyline each morning and it'll always be different. If you can't step into the same river twice, you sure as hell can't wake up in the same city...

the city is just an idea, a passing fancy. It never lasts and it's always closer to falling apart than you'd imagine. Nature...
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llona:
how are you?
i miss you.......
and i still need to send you a present. i got the one you sent to me a few months ago and i loved it.

i hope your life has been filled with happy adventures.
xoxo
onefoolishline:
hello you
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bugger it.
enough being miserable.
Came home flopped in tremendous fashion, drank a whole lot of red wine and just about arranged the trip to london that I've been meaning for about the last year. One of my closest friends moved down there last year and sometimes it seems like everyone I know and care about is there.
And I'm not sure if I'm ready...
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I'm in one hell of a mood today, and I don't know quite why. I have no money, and there's so much I want to be spending it on right now... new glasses, new clothes, taking myself off somewhere farflung and distant (or maybe just the other end of the country) and just forgetting everything, myself for a while.
I'm no good at just sitting...
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battles:
You're in SG Scotland now, it won't cure your financial woes but may cause you a few giggles.

Go to Skye if you need a trip. You can get there and back on a tank of fuel and there's nothing to do except walk around and that's FREE!
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Winter marches on, and I want it to be summer again. Or at least the pretence of summer, not being weighed down with scarves and gloves and jumpers... My back hurts from holding myself tight and bracing myself against the wind and scurrying across town. The wind always catches me out, coming from a different direction each time I let my guard down a little...This...
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bluechild:
i'd do anything to be able to stand in your part of the world and feel the cold around me... blush ... trade you? it's 38Celcius right now
selena:
GO TO HAWAII! i need some summer and so do you, its almost here. but i dont mind it now as long as i can get away with wearing a thin jumper at night i am happy! bowling is the shit! im pretty ace at it... only since i found out i;ve been holding it wrong the past ten years skull