oops.
I went to a gig the other night and I woke up with bruises that are making it really, really difficult to sit down and write this, let me tell you. I don't know how the hell that one happened, because my ass is the one part of me that has any "padding" whatsoever and I didn't fall over, as far as I can remember...
and my ex girlfriend slept over last night and broke the door on her way out, which would be really funny if my flatmate wasn't quite so pissed.
oops again.
and I need a life, if anyone has one to spare. Needing to feel excited about things in a way I haven't for far too long now. I want that spark that I used to have when I was a kid, when I could spend an afternoon collecting pebbles or spinning until I fell over, and it felt like certainly the most exciting thing in the world. I miss that feeling.
and I hate sleeping on my own, and somehow it's even worse when there's somebody else in the bed with you.
so things are strange and weird, but they're going to get easier, because they just have to xxxx r
I went to a gig the other night and I woke up with bruises that are making it really, really difficult to sit down and write this, let me tell you. I don't know how the hell that one happened, because my ass is the one part of me that has any "padding" whatsoever and I didn't fall over, as far as I can remember...
and my ex girlfriend slept over last night and broke the door on her way out, which would be really funny if my flatmate wasn't quite so pissed.
oops again.
and I need a life, if anyone has one to spare. Needing to feel excited about things in a way I haven't for far too long now. I want that spark that I used to have when I was a kid, when I could spend an afternoon collecting pebbles or spinning until I fell over, and it felt like certainly the most exciting thing in the world. I miss that feeling.
and I hate sleeping on my own, and somehow it's even worse when there's somebody else in the bed with you.
so things are strange and weird, but they're going to get easier, because they just have to xxxx r
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'fraid i've got nothing to do with the film - i just like the PIL song. i've heard quite good things about it though.
hope you're feeling better
what's this about the ex staying the night? hmmmm....
i've been pining for my chilhood HARD lately. seems like every time the real world has bitten me on the ass i run back to the past. i think that's ok though since it always makes me feel comforted. at the same time it makes me sad, but that's the way it goes, right?
miss you madly~
oxoxox~a