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"The White Cross"
When I think of you I think of dying
When I'm in your arms I feel like crying

On the white cross
Baby, you are the crow
and I'm the figure in black
being preyed on below

To make you happy I dress in lace
with those blood-stained hands
you touch my face

I abused myself for you
I misused myself for...
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nikonphoto80:
thanks, good to talk to you to. sorry, my internet was turned off and i just got it back today.
bellica:
Hey babe! It's been a while alright! I'm good, how bout you? kiss
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wow i was looking in my desktop yesterday at the poetry i still wrote in High school, and couldn't believe how long it's been. I wrote this when i had just turned 18, almost three years ago...


Eighteen

Eighteen is a very significant number...
Eighteen young teens marching on
Eighteen mean New York City streets
Eighteen Vote holders who can turn the world over.
Eighteen...
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nikonphoto80:
wow that is a really good poem for some one who was only 18.
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HEY EVERYONE!!!!


working on a new song for the John Lennon song writing contest. this one sounds like a winner but it's not done yet. pretty much been taking all my time.

been going great in psychology, and Rooms divisions rockin' business 201 is a lil boring but I'm getting through it. i am taking a few sets in my culinary uniform to see if...
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nikonphoto80:
Good luck, I hope you win.

What are you going to school to be?

you were sexual assaulted? I hope the man is in jail. frown

I'm sure you will go pink if you find a great photographer and come up with a great idea.

I've been looking for a new job for a very long time, I really hate my job so much.
nikonphoto80:
I kind of realized that when I looked at the newbie post later that night. I'm so sorry to hear that, I hope some bad stuff happens to the men who did that.

I like to cook, but I cannot afford the ingredients to make good food and with my suck ass job I don't' have time for anything.

Well I don't' raise mice, if you go back one journal you will find out more. I had a mouse problem in my APT and I was catching them and letting them go, but there was this one mouse that was just so tame, if you want to know the rest of the story go back one.

But I do have a pet chinchilla, he is my heart, I love him so much, I'm even thinking about getting another one. If you like exotic pets you can join my group "exotic and unusual pets".

Well at least your job is fun, I hope to find a new job soon.





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HEY!!!


Haven't been on in a while so heres a quick update:

I officially graduated with my associates and have entered the bachelors program ^_^

My sister cut and dyed my hair pix will be up shortly

putting a plan together for my next shoot and welp just loving junior



Oh YEah Also turning the big 21 on only the most fantastic day of the...
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torgaddon:
Congrats on getting onto the graduate course!!!
ahh 21st, have a great party!
toxic:
Oh awesome hun looks like things are looking up for you! You know if you can't reach Steve Prue try Brooklyn or the Photog. hopefuls group there are so many great photographers there the best of luck hun!
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Hola Comrades


Haven't been on for a while. Going back to school in a week so getting financial aid in order. W00t one more ear for my bachelors! I am so pumped. sucks that I only had the better part of a month off but what can you do?

A bit of fun is defiantly in order! Coney Island anyone? biggrin


Whelp going to go check...
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shiva34:
had fun before going back to school
zenzero:
Damn!.. a Coney Island Lovin Girl too!... Arent you the total package!.. Happy to be your friend! biggrin
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What made me want to become an SG?

A question that I've been asked time and time again. It's because of what it's about. Beautiful, STRONG, REAL girls who are not afraid to be themselves. It's freedom in your unique sensuality. But for me it's also about taking a stand.

I was raped by someone I new a few years back and since then I...
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toxic:
thank you hun for the compliemnts and I adore you love you should try to contact Steve Prue to shoot a set for you he is my favorite staff photog. and is simply amazing! I think if you shoot with a staff photog. you'll have a better chance of going pink remember it's their job to do everything they can to make you pink!

Also for your eyes only

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I was raped as well it does change you as a person and I believe if it makes you a stronger person through it you can conquer anything mwwaauuhhh love smile love

gnossos:
So true... I think a lot of girls, (including me), can relate. It's sad that there's so many of us out there, but we are definitely stronger together. smile
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WEll I just shot a shoot with my sister, much MUCH better lighting. cleaner pix,, blue and white, bg, submitting about 114 pix, much better shots, not the best but it's improving. lets see what happens now.
ed1e1us:
That is great!!.....do we get a preview.. smile

I also like that pic of you at the office..in your attire..that outfit looks sexy... smile
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ed1e1us:
You look so hawt in the first pic..I like your makeup...uummm . Lets see some real sexy pics of you in your set...something that shows off your personality. If you wanna be a bit explicit..go for it!! love

ps..she's a real cutie biggrin
jfm:
i love your set, very sexy, love the whole laying on the floor thing, wow!
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A Brief History Of Caribbean Cuisine

The food of Latin America and the Caribbean has greatly influenced the word with both it's flavors and customs. Many of the techniques used in these countries have been brought through the methods used by the native people of the Caribbean islands (the Carib's- to which the Caribbean sea is the namesake), the Borriquen/"Taino"and Arawak Indians for starters), colonization...
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shiro:
awww chers hun

i'm sure you will be just don't give up, don't take any rejections too personal and try and get as much feedback as you can in the hopefuls and hopefuls only group.

good luck hope to see more of you in the future

xx
roxas07:
thanx for the advice ^_^