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MY Goodbye:

For the Record. I did mean what I said, all of it, but didn't mean for it to sound so harsh. The best thing to do when you love someone is be BLUNT with them, no matter how hard it may be The bond is all well and good but don't lie about it! You told me you loved and cared for me...
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nikonphoto80:
I'm so very sorry that things did not work out. but you know he may love you, the thing is some people fuck it up with the one they really love, they just don't know how to react, some times love can be scary and because of that our mind fucks it up for us, I'm not saying that you should give him any other chances, he had his chance, but just know that just because some one doesn't act like they love you doesn't mean that they don't love you, some people are just fuck up in the head.
sweetzen:
oh sweetie i have been where you are. you're better off without him.
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wyldewolfe:
cool
societyspliers:
Hope you're getting the tattoo now. That's something you know will always be there.smile

And the Yang & Yin/Tao Te Ching theme seems fitting. Think about it that for a bit . . . balance . . . flow . . .
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ok so now is the time for me to be strong and stand my ground. This above all, with my love in my heart is the hardest thing I will ever have to do, but must to earn the respect and love I deserve. Now the time has come for him to prove to me how strong he is, not physically but emotionally and mentally....
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bellica:
I know exactly how you feel and I went trough it a few months ago... I have hope it'll work ot and something deeper will come from it as well... I guess we're in the same boat so I'm here for ya... smile
roxas07:
THanks chica, that means a lot to me to have the support at a time like this. and glad to know that I'm not the only one going through it. Thanks Bellica
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It's funny how something you treasure so much can be taken away so quickly. So funny how the little things we once took for granted are the things we miss most. I love him, and will always love him. My only ope is that we can one day be together in perfect bliss without the drama, that ceases t amaze my very nature. To be...
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wyldewolfe:
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nikonphoto80:
I'm really sorry that things are not going well, I really hope that he can over come all this and come back to you.
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Love really really sucks. it's like instead of appreciating you they toy with you. Then want to pretend everything's all right when everything's said and done they want to pretend iti didn't happen. "you cut me open and I keep bleeding love" is an understatement. It's hard knowing that what we had, what once felt so right could be so....fake...so....unreal....so surreal. And yet my love...
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nikonphoto80:
I'm really sorry to hear that you are having a tuff time, love can hurt so much some time. I remember seeing a quote one time that said something like "some day you will find some one that will make you realize why none of the other ones worked out", just keep your head up and you will find the one person who loves you so much.
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ok so got engaged the split in the matter of a day...love sucks....raves rock...that is all...
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nikonphoto80:
damn that was fast. Well it was for the best, things will work out.
sweetzen:
thats intense!
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OK I'm Pissed the fuck off... well I have this bf ( lets see how long he decides to stay) who keeps going back and fourth with his ex, ( they have a daughter) and now he's hanging out with her. I'm getting tired of it and it needs to stop one way or another. If he moves out he's moving out permanently this time....
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bellica:
He's an idiot... but if they have a daughter together it's unlikely he won't be going back and forth between you and his ex... I'm so sorry you have to go throught this babes... kiss
nikonphoto80:
it really sounds like he doesn't deserve you, he needs to be there with you, not running off with another women, I would never do that to a girl that I love and I would never ask her to give up anyone or anything for me. it sounds like he needs to be kicked out the door.

I really hope it works and I hope he can get his head out of his ass.

I just wish I could be with the girl that I love but I never will and she will never know that I love her.

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HOLY SHIT!!!!

new pay raise from $11-15/hr!!!
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sweetzen:
yea for raises biggrin
valeyard:
congrats on the raise - money is good biggrin
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blink_:
i dont have a location, that would be up to the model to come up with
blink_:
^^ umm i forgot to ask, send me a pm with what type of theme you wanna go with so i can see if i knowanywhere to shoot. haha i suck biggrin biggrin
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"The White Cross"
When I think of you I think of dying
When I'm in your arms I feel like crying

On the white cross
Baby, you are the crow
and I'm the figure in black
being preyed on below

To make you happy I dress in lace
with those blood-stained hands
you touch my face

I abused myself for you
I misused myself for...
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nikonphoto80:
thanks, good to talk to you to. sorry, my internet was turned off and i just got it back today.
bellica:
Hey babe! It's been a while alright! I'm good, how bout you? kiss