Yesterday was hell!!!!! I went and got my thrid installment of my outline for my new tattoo. I knew going in I wasn't in the right frame of mind. It was just pure torture. 4 1/2 hours I endured that needle. I couldn't block it out at all. Everytime she put that needle to my skin, I would tense up. I felt like someone beat...
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catiedid:
i love all your ink! that's a lot of time and a lot of pain. but pain can be good, makes you feel alive.
i am in a good place. i just haven't had a lot to say lately. i updated today, a little more then recently.
i am in a good place. i just haven't had a lot to say lately. i updated today, a little more then recently.
Life is crazy right now.
New job - interesting
New apartment - really nice
Start second job sometime next week - Restoration Hardware COOL!!!!!! Can't wait.
This Saturday - more tattoo outline - butt and leg - koi - mostly pictures below water-line
Need sleep bad, so good night.
New job - interesting
New apartment - really nice
Start second job sometime next week - Restoration Hardware COOL!!!!!! Can't wait.
This Saturday - more tattoo outline - butt and leg - koi - mostly pictures below water-line
Need sleep bad, so good night.
Amazon.com has everything. I just brought a men's g-string from there. I went looking for new music and remembered I need a G-string for my next tattoo session. I've been looking for awhile. I tried buying them before but never really felt comfortable with it. Maybe it was the store or how the looked or I was running out of time. 2 weeks till my...
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suzy_kabloozy:
The whole kid swap thing is pretty weird. Be glad your kids are older. I really worry about my 6 year old and the weekend visits. I guess what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I'm like the bionic woman.
suzy_kabloozy:
So where ya been? You leaving like everyone else around here or something? 
It's 7:30pm on Saturday night and I'm sitting in front of my computer. What is wrong with this picture. I really need to start dating agian.
Moved more of my stuff into my apartment today. Rented a truck for next weekend and got a storage unit to put all my extra stuff in. I brought 4 chairs and 2 little tables for the balcony. I...
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Moved more of my stuff into my apartment today. Rented a truck for next weekend and got a storage unit to put all my extra stuff in. I brought 4 chairs and 2 little tables for the balcony. I...
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aeryn:
Your idea about holding sounds great- i will have to try it with my kids.
I started moving things into the apartment this weekend. I hadn't realized how depressing it was going to be. The thought of finally selling my house and giving up Lucy hit home on Labor Day. Oh Well life goes on 
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aeryn:
I was wondering when that would sink in...I wish there was a way you could keep Lucy. I know I have had the feeling of a lot of things sinking in lately - I don't like it one bit. But as you say life moves on. I bet in the end the apartment won't be so depressing.
PS I haven't had time to comment on your incredible tattoo. It is going to be fantastic.
PS I haven't had time to comment on your incredible tattoo. It is going to be fantastic.
suxcitystalker:
OH I am sorry here is some love 
and a for what you posted.
and a
for what you posted.Busy week!
Paid 1st months rent. 3 weeks till closing and the person buying my house is going to take Lucy (bullmastiff) COOL!!!!
Sent away for a Restaurant Start Up Kit. (very nice)
I'm going to open my own restaurant or die trying. I can't stand working for other people. Unless they are on Suicide Girls.
Just got back from my tattoo artist. She finished...
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Paid 1st months rent. 3 weeks till closing and the person buying my house is going to take Lucy (bullmastiff) COOL!!!!
Sent away for a Restaurant Start Up Kit. (very nice)
I'm going to open my own restaurant or die trying. I can't stand working for other people. Unless they are on Suicide Girls.
Just got back from my tattoo artist. She finished...
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I went to the bar down the street last night. I haven't been in a bar for over 20 years. I thought I check this one out because it's so damm close to my house I could cwarl home if I had too. I got there around 8:30 and figured I would have 2 beers and something to eat. I was very humgry do to...
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mythicus:
how is bill maher's book? well, how is it so far? i'm just going to assume your not finished with it.
catiedid:
i'm not a fan of Bill Maher but i do like that rule 
i hope i have the same type of relationship with my kids that you have with your daughter. Mine are so young right now, it's hard to tell how our relationship might unfold...
i hope i have the same type of relationship with my kids that you have with your daughter. Mine are so young right now, it's hard to tell how our relationship might unfold...
I went to the record store tonight and bought a lot of cd's. I can remember going to the record store every other day and buying records. One wall was completely covered from floor to ceiling with records. I also use to see ever movie that came out dom. and foriegn. Once the kids came it was all over. It went from seeing 2 to...
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suxcitystalker:
Thanks. I haven't been around alot lately. Got a new job (as a conductor for the railroad) 
... Anyway, it has been a tuff week and I am soooooooooo tired. But I have been riding the trains. whooot.
Thanks. I haven't been around alot lately. Got a new job (as a conductor for the railroad) ... Anyway, it has been a tuff week and I am soooooooooo tired. But I have been riding the trains. whooot. I have now not dated for 8 months. I have 4 months to go and we will see if I decide to start agian. At the present moment I have no desire to do so. With each passing day I beocme less lonely and much more content with being by myself. Budda said; happiest is found within.
I am happy at this very moment.
I am happy at this very moment.
suxcitystalker:
That is good, and very true.
Cuz sometimes even when you are in a relationship you are still very lonely.
Cuz sometimes even when you are in a relationship you are still very lonely.
catiedid:
finding happiness within is not easy. you are very fortunate. i feel i am on that road and hopefully one day, i can say the same thing.
My world in nuts right now.
1st someone bid full price on my house 1st day it was on the market. I accepted their bid. Husband loses job and deal falls through. New buyer sees house 1st day it is back on amrket and offers same deal. I will accept this offer too.
2nd people come and look at lucy (bullmastiff). Think she is a...
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1st someone bid full price on my house 1st day it was on the market. I accepted their bid. Husband loses job and deal falls through. New buyer sees house 1st day it is back on amrket and offers same deal. I will accept this offer too.
2nd people come and look at lucy (bullmastiff). Think she is a...
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rodan:
Happy Birthday!
Wow, you're older than I am!
Wow, you're older than I am!
suzy_kabloozy:
Happy birthday, baby!
suxcitystalker:
They are twins
Those cars are sooo cute!
Sounds like you are having some good fortune lately. I am sure all will be fine.
have a good day sunshine!
Those cars are sooo cute!
Sounds like you are having some good fortune lately. I am sure all will be fine.
have a good day sunshine!
It is good to hear you are still happy.