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i think this feeling must be something close to mania. i don't really like feeling nice, because i understand the nature of frequency and undulation. and since i so rarely feel good, a noticeable high may predict another gut-punch low. but maybe not. i'm low on self-medication, though, so we'll probably know real soon! : D

next week i at least have a show with...
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iggy:
I remember when I used to just drive around because there was nothing to do but go to the diner. Ahhh small town America....

If it sucks why don't you leave?
rott3nappl3s:
FINE I WILL!!!
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there's a monster in my machine probably from the kilobite revolution (that's tron, he fights for the users!) and it eats cookies and probably other things inside the trillions of cities moving so fast, so fast. so my box is broken. no deal big, but at least i m alive! adventure!

i am going to la soon! adventure!
iggy:
Adventure!!
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well, i'm not dead.

and a fresh batch of lovely clonopin is running rampant through my sad little system.

but what i really want to ask is this:

those girls in that group set on the front page, they are aware that they're playing plastic instruments, right?
iggy:
I think that's the point since it's supposed to emulate that rock band video game or what have you.
rott3nappl3s:
yeah, yeah, i know, i was being silly and all fucked up anyway. the point, of course, is to have a fun conciet in which young ladies may take their clothes off, so it's fine : D
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iggy:
You should come play down here in Alabama. It would give me something to do.
rott3nappl3s:
hopefully this summer we'll get out and about. we better, anyway, because i'm out o' here in the fall at the latest. barring changes of plans, which NEVER HAPPEN
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wow i just screamed a little

i'm not sure if it was a real scream or not but how can you tell and if you can't i guess it must be, because even if you're being dramatic you're still doing it, i mean you're still going there, you're still indulging in such a primal fucking moment of terror that it might as well be real...
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iggy:
You're right, Stanislovsky would totally approve of that scream.

I couldn't imagine having to do that sort of thing as you did in Toronto, going from coffee shop to coffee shop. I've done it in New York, but that was during the summer and instead of coffee shops I went from bar to bar. I am constantly thankful to whatever Gods there are that I was homeless in July and not January.
rott3nappl3s:
it was an all right experience in the sense that i had to lose my old carapace to become this beautiful butterfly biggrin
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I am continually reminded that, if you indulge in the anger when it comes, then the depression hurts that much more when it eventually arrive.

and yet i learn Nothing
runelateralus:
Shal said to say hi. So hi.

And I think I would have learned that too. Maybe I am a glutton for that shit?
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TWO: ORIFICE

Youre in the car. You were driving up until a moment ago, but youre just too tired to have to concentrate any longer. An old girlfriend sits behind the wheel. Both of you are in a hurry to leave. The lake house is being overrun again. Ever since the neighbors sold to the rental agency the vacations there have turned into nightmares. The...
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shal:
My ears started ringing as I posted that.

Also, you're either still writing for the screen or I have a really vivid imagination for conceptual shots, never quite been able to separate the two.
denie:
ahh soo. haha
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fuck it. i have to get out of here. this place is finally eating me alive.

must trick friend into helping sell car.

seriously, i'm going to die here.
shal:
Train tickets are cheap.
rott3nappl3s:
they are

tonight may be really unpleasant
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ONE: CARAPACE

You were in line. You had the tickets in hand, but couldnt stop focusing on the price. Even though you had the tickets in hand you kept noticing the price, because the price included a total amount of money that you werent sure youd brought with you. And even though you had the tickets in hand you werent sure if you had to...
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denie:
hey ahojsmile haha. so do you speak czech?smile)
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so i guess i did a bad thing. : (

i didn't really get into the creative side, or make nasty conjecture. i just told her what i think, as i see it, looking back now, what is true:

"you are an emotionally vampiric, basketcase phony with hateful and enabling friends, and you should have stayed the fuck out of my sad and damaged life."...
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so i sing in a punk rock band.

there, i said it. Shalome was like, oh you can't make it obvious, or make a self-depreciating joke about it, or something. but the honest truth is that i almost never bandwhore, because anything that has anything to do with marketing and promotion begins to make me feel queasy.

but she and her right-hand man said some...
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shal:
dkmfc's going to kill me for bringing rott3nappl3s to SG, isn't he.
rott3nappl3s:
even rory's best friend's boyfriend's band got to play at CBCG before luke went nuts at the unfortunate double murder suicide at the gilmore house.

now comes the time where i actually have to tell luke that i promised people free merch : D oh well, fuck him, i don't ask for much.