rictorblackbus

Don't drink and drive, cause jail sucks. I just got out of jail for dui, and It was horrible. I realized though that I was drinking way too much to cover up all the depressive feelings I had. I hate a lot of things in my life right now: The lonliness of a prolonged single life, a boss at work with no tact or anything in the way of people skills, the fact that good friends of mine find me lacking because I am "Not punk rock enough," The struggle for my bands to be able to play in our hometown due to a lack of venues, people that I see using others but still I stand by and let it happen.

So, no more drinking. I certainly hope i can still drive after this, because it would be unfair for the SS5 guys if I can't drive the tour van.

"100 Stories"

You're in the next room sleeping and I'm shouting out a song for you
I shouldn't wake you over the furnace, but I should swear to someone you'd have loved every note
So dream a good one tonight
I'll listen to the bad ones when they come
Get up in my ear 'till I hear every word
Every turn of your tongue, I will tighten my grip
No one could tell even if I fell 100 stories straight down, down, down
No one could tell even if I fell 100 stories down

I was getting bored with hurting myself
If you fall down enough, well soon enough, you will find hell
It can't be as as pretty as we hoped it would be
It's not even warm here, not even ten degrees

This bed is too big to sleep in, and I'm dying just to feel you breathe
You couldn't see across the ocean, but I was turning over 'till the vampires sleep
So dream a good one tonight
I'll listen to the bad ones when they come
Get up in my ear 'till I hear every word
Every turn of your tongue, I will tighten my grip
No one could tell even if I fell 100 stories straight down, down, down
No one could tell even if I fell 100 stories down

I was getting bored with hurting myself
If you fall down enough, well soon enough, you will find hell
It can't be as as pretty as we hoped it would be
It's not even warm here, not even ten degrees

Dream a good one tonight
Dream a good one tonight
Dream a good one tonight
Dream a good one tonight

I was getting bored with hurting myself
So dream a good one tonight
I was getting bored with hurting myself
So dream a good one tonight
I was getting bored with hurting myself
So dream a good one tonight
I was getting bored with hurting myself

-Alkaline Trio