rictorblackbus

I thought drama was a class in high school.

So, why do so many of my friends still enroll? Some get in the middle of it, yet I am beginning to see that more than most actually cause it themselves. What the fuck for?

I'm not enrolled in this class, myself. You see, I graduated high school.

wish me luck, my DUI trial's in the morning.

My old Friend Juan killed himself. It fucking sucks. He was the best. He love music and art and saw things in a way most of us could only wish. Of course, he was fucked up, but we all are to want to take our own lives. I just never thought it would come to this point.

Anyway, Juan, this one's for you:

What the fuck is going on in my head these days? I want to get out and have some fun, but I'm just way too lethargic lately. There's also the whole branching out too far. I realize that not everyone has the best of intentions. Not all "out to get me " kinda bad, but not in my best interests.

And then the one person...
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So, I got a trial date for my DUI, May 21st. I'm a little nervous. I just hope it doesn't get in the way of summer tour plans with Space Station 5 (www.myspace.com/spacestation5) as we hit up the dirty south in July. So if you know any cool places we should play, let me know.

I still have not had a drink since the day...
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Real quick, would you or anyone you know like to buy a Moog Prodigy synthesizer? Hit me up and let me know, 'cause my bass player's getting rid of his..

So I finally had a "god, i REALLY need a drink" moment, last nite @ tobacco Road. Space Station 5 was playing a show and it sucked. No ine showed up except the other band, The promoter was this passive aggressive say nothing bitch who let her boyfriend do all the work, and the famed "I did sound @ CBGB" sound guy needs to learn...
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I fucking hate Valentine's Day, even when I'm not single.

Felicidades, I guess.

Don't drink and drive, cause jail sucks. I just got out of jail for dui, and It was horrible. I realized though that I was drinking way too much to cover up all the depressive feelings I had. I hate a lot of things in my life right now: The lonliness of a prolonged single life, a boss at work with no tact or anything...
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um...hi.