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So I think I've had enough people put me down in my life. I refuse to be one of those people.

I'm cutting back on the self-depricating bullshit (unless it's in humor) and building myself a little stepstoodpedestal to stand on.

And for God's sake.. I am throwing away my old Chucks. I tried to wear them for the last time the other day, and...
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unmk:
Here, here.....

If others can't support something that you do or are, unless you are on the road to nothing but big hurt, then they should be kind enough to keep their mouths shut.

good friends are so hard to come by these days, what is happening to the world?
chocolatejesus:
You know... I need one of those stepstoolpedestals, too.

RIP Chucks frown

I recently had to throw away an old pair of Docs, so I know what you're going through. surreal
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so.. i suppose things are better.

i'm being optimistic. i'm getting my shit together. i've decided on botany and horticulture, and i plan on applying for financial aid as soon as i get my transcripts and everything else together. if i'm going to do this, i'm going to be ready.

i'm scared.

yesterday, i saw someone from high school. i know he saw me too,...
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yuriel:
im socially disabled.
-shrug-
-hugs- smile

good luck on school and such

i hate the past i hate fake people from it
and i hate those people who... arent there and yadda
-hug-
hehe
i dont know what to say but to hope things go well for you smile

youre hot and sweet and have great musical tastes
you will find a boi who loves ya tongue
EL SUICIDO LOCO
tadzi:
i rarely run into people from high school since im in a different state now...but on the off chance i do, i usually pretend not to remember them biggrin
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twinkie:
You're screenname is so funny!
twinkie:
It's really quite good. Different at least. I'm not sure how one would reproduce it at home...
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yuriel:
hehe cute pics smile

heh yeah it -does- look nice....... but thats just the way it fits -snicker laugh-

now behave yuri.
smile
<3
EL SUICIDO LOCO
pottsie:
the postcards in the bathroom are cool...
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mmhmm.

supertramp's where it's at, folks.

in seven minutes, my hair will be 'funky cherry' colored.
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jonnytrrrash7:
duder, you so need a record player to play Yes and Supertramp albums on wink
jonnytrrrash7:
maybe there are some used stereo places, or you could luck out at a thrift store or something....
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i found my mom's old free to be you and me book! she used to read me the poems and sing me the songs when i was little. and i love the old early 70's art!

Dear Richard,

Don't invite me to your birthday party because I'm not coming. And give me back the Disneyland sweatshirt I said you could wear. If I'm not good...
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jonnytrrrash7:
awesome!

have a good weekend!!!
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well, um.. my mom called this morning. my grandma passed away yesterday. maybe it hasn't quite hit me yet, but i feel more like celebrating her life than mourning her death.

she was (mostly) sober for about a year. it took a near-death experience to get her there, but she did it. and after the hard part was over, she was better and happier.

she...
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l7rules:
sorry about your grandma. sounds like she was a pretty special lady biggrin
unmk:
sorry to hear about your grandmother. But, I understand how you feel when it comes to celebrating instead of mourning. That's how I felt when I was told about my grandfather's passing away a couple years ago. We should swap stories sometime. smile
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for the ladies: so i did a little beauty experiment. i was stoned out of my mind, and there was a little handmirror faced up at me against the coffee table. i picked it up and stared back into my own eyes. they seemed more blue than green, which is unusual. the next couple of times i got stoned, i'd sit in front of...
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bleeder:
shocked
tadzi:
i think you just notice more detail stoned...i know i do.
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conversation in the car yesterday with bob.

me: aw, no dude! i hate this shit! you KNOW i hate this shit!
bob: sara, uriah heep were pre-cursors to progressive metal.
me: progressive crap, you mean.
stupid bob: (rolling his stupid eyes) that wasn't even funny.
me: (slouching, folds arms and mutters out the passenger window) your...
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bleeder:
Weed makes any music bearable. biggrin
pixiewings:
sounds like a cool dress-pics?? kiss