things to do before i die:
(no particular order)
kiss bob barker
actually go to an SG event
have sex on a church alter
go to the vietnam memorial in DC
have sex in the hopfields near my house
write a screenplay
have a junk garden
travel in nepal
have a black kitty named rogue
reunite with my lost soulmate in france and kiss her...
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(no particular order)
kiss bob barker
actually go to an SG event
have sex on a church alter
go to the vietnam memorial in DC
have sex in the hopfields near my house
write a screenplay
have a junk garden
travel in nepal
have a black kitty named rogue
reunite with my lost soulmate in france and kiss her...
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schleprock:
Thanks for the suggestion on the Depression Support list. I'm doing much better now.
jcup:
I like your music picks. Actually I like your journal in general. Are you into God Speed You Black Emperor? If not, you should. I love N.M.H. and love the symbolism and word choice in Jeff's lyrics. G.S.Y.B.E. has the same feeling in the music. Pretty dark, but perfect. Sorry to pirate your journal. I'll be gone now. 
i had a dream that my lover's genitals kept flashing from male to female in a 'computer glitch' kinda way 
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then i lost my nose stud in a mansion, it was like finding a needle in a haystack, i couldn't find it and i felt it closing up.
-redcrayonkelly
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then i lost my nose stud in a mansion, it was like finding a needle in a haystack, i couldn't find it and i felt it closing up.
-redcrayonkelly
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thora:
A belated thank you! And not only can fashion and depth go together, but they complement each other quite nicely, I find. 
thora:
Flick wrote something similar about her hood jewelry in her latest entry.
ziggy, iggy, and lou: guide me through my tea tree oil regrets and hangover scents...
-redcrayonkelly
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palindrome:
Yeah, Cali is definitely the place to be in spring. Just don't hope to get too much accomplished the first few weeks... it tends to create a certain laziness!
P.S...
Poppies! (enjoy... they made me smile...)
P.S...
Poppies! (enjoy... they made me smile...)
theevilone:
you are gorgeous, I want to adopt you. 
i'm not that depressed actually. this is just how it is:
you don't understand unless you live here...
here in this shit of a half-city town...
uneducated, NO diversity
just big enough to cause a stench but yet nothing to do but idle. idle in drugs. drugs that are scarce and overpriced. idle in this terrible economy and dream of what if i had money...
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you don't understand unless you live here...
here in this shit of a half-city town...
uneducated, NO diversity
just big enough to cause a stench but yet nothing to do but idle. idle in drugs. drugs that are scarce and overpriced. idle in this terrible economy and dream of what if i had money...
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michael_desade:
Yeah, I hate this town too
molonel:
I like Oregon, but then again I didn't grow up here. Plus, I live in Portland. Good luck.
jeez!!!
my computer decided to crash (and completley self-destruct) during midterms!!!! i have two online classes!
screw school fer a minute, i gotta catch up on my SG sets!! i'm so behind!
-redcrayonkelly
my computer decided to crash (and completley self-destruct) during midterms!!!! i have two online classes!
screw school fer a minute, i gotta catch up on my SG sets!! i'm so behind!
-redcrayonkelly
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rybo:
I havnt been on the computer much myself lately. though it really doesnt have anything to do with it self destructing though it has done that in the past.
btw- i agree with your last post about the site. i too miss the old girls and older ways. the new sets are just kinda... eh.... its not the same.
hel is awesome as well.
have fun.
though it has done that in the past.
btw- i agree with your last post about the site. i too miss the old girls and older ways. the new sets are just kinda... eh.... its not the same.
hel is awesome as well.
have fun.
amccoyjthunders:
Its not that you are shy...it's that you are selective. Got it??
Wow, the grifters, thats pretty cool, but then again you are 19 so that band must seem positively oldskool to you.
Fuck SG, get yr classes finished
Wow, the grifters, thats pretty cool, but then again you are 19 so that band must seem positively oldskool to you.
Fuck SG, get yr classes finished
i'm going to spend this journal ranting about SG... i'm not really looking for anyone to agree or offend... i'm just rambling...
I first came to the site after seeing a pic from katie's tech set in a magazine, i joined after i saw and read about voltaire (wow).
katie used to be chloe, and erin used to be veronica, liky used to be gabe...
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I first came to the site after seeing a pic from katie's tech set in a magazine, i joined after i saw and read about voltaire (wow).
katie used to be chloe, and erin used to be veronica, liky used to be gabe...
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faseplant:
Wow, I think you just ranted about everything I've been thinking about the site. There are a few girls that I wonder about too, ESPECIALLY Hel. She was my absolute favorite SG of all time. I miss her!
I also wonder about the insane number of posts some people have for such a short amount of time that they've been here. I mean, seriously, they MUST live here.
I think the last absolutely amazing set, in terms of photography and such, was Lucia, at least in my opinion.
Oh, and even though this is the first time I've come across your journal, happy belated b-day!
I also wonder about the insane number of posts some people have for such a short amount of time that they've been here. I mean, seriously, they MUST live here.
I think the last absolutely amazing set, in terms of photography and such, was Lucia, at least in my opinion.
Oh, and even though this is the first time I've come across your journal, happy belated b-day!
hanoibomb:
Happy birthday! You should be happy by now! 
three parts:
if i told you the truth about my health...
if you knew the answer to my behavior...
if my brain worked the way it should...
[scream]
there are secret appointments to keep and scary doctors to cry in front of as you playfully take your health for granted. yeah yeah, you say you don't, but you so do.
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i'm finally on the...
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if i told you the truth about my health...
if you knew the answer to my behavior...
if my brain worked the way it should...
[scream]
there are secret appointments to keep and scary doctors to cry in front of as you playfully take your health for granted. yeah yeah, you say you don't, but you so do.
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i'm finally on the...
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outlawtrick:
sounds like fun 
m0ngrel:
hallo???
2004 so far:
a fluffy snow dawn of love and a slushy sunset of hate. train-wrecked skin and decadence of health in more ways than one. accusations and social paranoia. dillusions and visions only i can see. one big fat secret and a thousand ignorant judges. no money. no redemption. adrenaline car wreck and a candle-lit downer gathering. memory is treachery.
winter breeds jugdment and...
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a fluffy snow dawn of love and a slushy sunset of hate. train-wrecked skin and decadence of health in more ways than one. accusations and social paranoia. dillusions and visions only i can see. one big fat secret and a thousand ignorant judges. no money. no redemption. adrenaline car wreck and a candle-lit downer gathering. memory is treachery.
winter breeds jugdment and...
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voltaire:
I'm so glad I moved out of oregon when i did.... I don't think I could handle a winter like that.......
bunkdose:
yeah, I can see that.. (you jumping/growing) ..that quote fits you well.
i stress about the most useless shit so when i have valid things to stress about it eats me alive. it's even worse when what i'm stressing about is a secret...
-redcrayonkelly
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littledeadkid:
yea but its the little things that matter
serialx:
Dont stress! It thins out your hair and give you digestive problems... i dont have stomach problems but everyone is telling me im going to be as bald as a cue ball... (not good)
BAMF!
BAMF!
well, i'm on bedrest for for seven days and pushing so much fluids i feel like one big fishbowl. i'm on the fourth day of being cooped up (puking, shitting, hungry but nauseus, cold sweats, achy influenza) and am flirting with insanity. thank goodness for the beatles and neutral milk hotel. and of course the brave friends who visited me today.
-redcrayonkelly
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user092840:
Awwwww. Please feel better soon. 
scarletharlet:
I've got the same flu thing!
I'm finally starting to get better! I hope you do soon.
I just kept takin night time cold meds, and slept for 30 some odd hours.
After all i feel like i can do something, finally.
feel better! 
I'm finally starting to get better! I hope you do soon.
I just kept takin night time cold meds, and slept for 30 some odd hours.
After all i feel like i can do something, finally.
feel better!
i am very very ill.
-redcrayonkelly
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bunkdose:
Get well soon.
For an immune system boost multi-vitamins and echinacea tea works wonders for me, it might work for you.. If its a cold you have anyway?
For an immune system boost multi-vitamins and echinacea tea works wonders for me, it might work for you.. If its a cold you have anyway?
delilahb:
Everyone is sick lately. You don't know me, but I just thought I'd tell you to get better soon. Being sick is no fun.
portland is great for people watching and getting lost.
-redcrayonkelly
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bunkdose:
I've aways wanted to visit portland.. I have a few friends out that way. I miss them.... How was your thanksgiving?
m0ngrel:
wow... i just saw your pic in hookups and i just gotta comment that you have an amazingly hot look.
...nuff said since i don't wanna be a weirdo that is speechless and stuck in your headlights.
...nuff said since i don't wanna be a weirdo that is speechless and stuck in your headlights.