feeling overwhelmed.
too much homework, too much stress, it's getting to the end of the semester and i don't want to be here any more.
i don't want to look for a job for next year, when i don't even want to work, and i feel compelled to look for a job because people say i should. why the fuck am i listening to them?...
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too much homework, too much stress, it's getting to the end of the semester and i don't want to be here any more.
i don't want to look for a job for next year, when i don't even want to work, and i feel compelled to look for a job because people say i should. why the fuck am i listening to them?...
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donzell:
I can relate to your plight. During my first year of law school, I went to school and worked on the weekends (and at night). I had a terrible time trying to keep up, spend time with family and friends, and do well. In the end, I survived. But, I learned to take life one day at a time, that all problems will pass, and to enjoy life.
tanar:
Happy Easter beautiful.
ever wish you could see yourself through someone else's eyes? i think everyone has a some what distorted view of themselves...whether its a better view or a worse view.
i just wish i could see what other people see, cuz the things they say, i just can't believe.
i wish people who decided that they didn't want to be a part of my life, would...
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i just wish i could see what other people see, cuz the things they say, i just can't believe.
i wish people who decided that they didn't want to be a part of my life, would...
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pip:
NP. I try. Sometimes too hard, especially with girls, there's this crush and man could it get ugly. But hopefully in the right way. 
klonopin_chugger:
distorted view?.......whatever, i will not allow my greatness to even consider that 
ick, what is with people today?
fuck. i hate people. i am an anti-people-person.
too fuckin busy too write anything good. 9:30 and i've been doing homework for 5 hours and i STILL have a paper to write! and a deadline to turn in a resume for a job tomorrow...and and and...BLAH
(i had a really good trip. maybe i'll tell ya'll about it sometime)
fuck. i hate people. i am an anti-people-person.
too fuckin busy too write anything good. 9:30 and i've been doing homework for 5 hours and i STILL have a paper to write! and a deadline to turn in a resume for a job tomorrow...and and and...BLAH
(i had a really good trip. maybe i'll tell ya'll about it sometime)
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trocc:
hey, welcome back 
i knew i was missing somebody. i'll be brief myself right now, but glad you had a good time, kiddo.
i knew i was missing somebody. i'll be brief myself right now, but glad you had a good time, kiddo.
lv:
It's nice to have you back, missed your comments and your postings. 
I hear ya on the people thing...although I'm more just anti-male than anti-people...just a smidgeon more.
I hear ya on the people thing...although I'm more just anti-male than anti-people...just a smidgeon more.
plans got canceled. unfortunately i am not going to LA for spring break like i thought.
and i'm rather upset for the reasons that shit got fucked up. some people are just not who you thought they were (or something along those lines).
but don't feel too bad for me, cuz i'm going to New Orleans instead.
sometimes ya gotta roll with what you're given....
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and i'm rather upset for the reasons that shit got fucked up. some people are just not who you thought they were (or something along those lines).
but don't feel too bad for me, cuz i'm going to New Orleans instead.
sometimes ya gotta roll with what you're given....
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pip:
Hope your birthday kicked ass!
Latest news is my kickass prom date. I'm a dork and she'll probably kill me by the time we get there.
Latest news is my kickass prom date. I'm a dork and she'll probably kill me by the time we get there.
applerecords1251:
Where are the pictures from spring break?
:::::: insert big HIGE fucking sigh::::::
(i noticed the spelling error, i just think it's funnier as HIGE instead of HUGE, and it more accurately describes everything)
speech is done! i think i did better then last week. but it was hell. ick.
oh so tired. ohhh sooo much homework to do before i can sleep. fuck.
right now i just want someone to hold...
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(i noticed the spelling error, i just think it's funnier as HIGE instead of HUGE, and it more accurately describes everything)
speech is done! i think i did better then last week. but it was hell. ick.
oh so tired. ohhh sooo much homework to do before i can sleep. fuck.
right now i just want someone to hold...
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oso:
jesus...you're giving me palpitations here. 
trocc:
hey you - glad your speech is over with - and i'd give you a nice HIGE hug as well.
i hope you tried to put one over on your clueless classmate when he displayed his ignorance to you regarding the misfits... they're only one of the best bands ever in the world and all.
i hope you tried to put one over on your clueless classmate when he displayed his ignorance to you regarding the misfits... they're only one of the best bands ever in the world and all.
i worked out this morning. whoo!
now my back is killin me! argh!
my legs are lookin good lately. too bad no one but me gets to see them. ha!
you'd think that will my speech being postponed until tomorrow that i might be working on it. ummm nope.
tomorrow is weds! whoo! i'm only a little bit irish, but i really wish i was...
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now my back is killin me! argh!
my legs are lookin good lately. too bad no one but me gets to see them. ha!
you'd think that will my speech being postponed until tomorrow that i might be working on it. ummm nope.
tomorrow is weds! whoo! i'm only a little bit irish, but i really wish i was...
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oso:
i want to be that 9 foot brick wall.
if you had a cam, i think my head would explode.
i'm getting all tingly just thinking about it.
if you had a cam, i think my head would explode.
i'm getting all tingly just thinking about it.
blinding3rdeye:
hi! how r u doing?
hi! how r u doing?i have a speech in 2 hours. craptastical! seriously, i just don't give a fuck. ten minutes and it'll be over. i should probably work on it, considering i've spent no time on it at all. but it's barely worth any points, so fuck it. no memorization for me!
why the fuck is it snowing so much today? sucks ass.
and why the hell is...
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why the fuck is it snowing so much today? sucks ass.
and why the hell is...
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klonopin_chugger:
give the audience ample amounts of guiness before the speech. they can't object it's st.patty's day!! 
deathcabforuglie:
absolutely hot pics....whew...
thanks for your comment..."nothing short of amazing"...i would agree...
xoxo,
j
thanks for your comment..."nothing short of amazing"...i would agree...
xoxo,
j
just a temporary solution. it'll work for the moment.
my birthday is in exactly one week!
my birthday is in exactly one week!
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drunkpunk:
Happy Birthday for next week !
You know my memory is so bad i'd probably forget in 7 days time
You know my memory is so bad i'd probably forget in 7 days time
mylf:
It would have been cute if it wasn't the last of my gum. It is wicked funny.
And just in case I can't get onto SG again before then (see journal) Hope you have a happy b-day
And just in case I can't get onto SG again before then (see journal) Hope you have a happy b-day
pip:
*hug*
Go into a salon, pick the biggest primadonna there and tell them to nuts. Then go home and dye the fuck out of it. and everymorning, regardless of the cut, when you get out of the shower dump a ton of mouse 9or whatever crap you have) and justrandomly run your fingers through it. It'll be like hair russian-roulette.
Oooooooooor, pick an sg and copy her hair. Go into the Salon and say I want a Stormy!
Go into a salon, pick the biggest primadonna there and tell them to nuts. Then go home and dye the fuck out of it. and everymorning, regardless of the cut, when you get out of the shower dump a ton of mouse 9or whatever crap you have) and justrandomly run your fingers through it. It'll be like hair russian-roulette.
Oooooooooor, pick an sg and copy her hair. Go into the Salon and say I want a Stormy!
quest36833:
God your cute...
As for hair, Ive always gound it sexy when a girl can take a shower, get out, dry it a little bit, shake it out, and go.
The whole wet semi umcombed hair drives me nuts.
As for hair, Ive always gound it sexy when a girl can take a shower, get out, dry it a little bit, shake it out, and go.
The whole wet semi umcombed hair drives me nuts.
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lv:
Indeed, you look purdy.
I need to dye my hair...mine is naturally very dark brown though, so the best I can do without peroxide is just a ruddy red highlight. Which is pretty nice itself anyway!
By the way, I like that pic because I get to finally have a nice look into your eyes...usually you're not close enough, but this one is perfect. I love eyes, and you've got a very pleasant pair of peepers!
I need to dye my hair...mine is naturally very dark brown though, so the best I can do without peroxide is just a ruddy red highlight.
Which is pretty nice itself anyway!
By the way, I like that pic because I get to finally have a nice look into your eyes...usually you're not close enough, but this one is perfect.
I love eyes, and you've got a very pleasant pair of peepers!
jjay:
roadtrips are great, yours will be a long one.
once you go black you never go back!
once you go black you never go back!
bleh. i am feeling horribly lonely at the moment.
some times i just miss so much. things and people. ::: insert big fucking sigh here! :::
i need a new profile pic. i might just take one thats not of my ass.
some times i just miss so much. things and people. ::: insert big fucking sigh here! :::
i need a new profile pic. i might just take one thats not of my ass.
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bankerboy:
It is a great ass, but the front isn't bad either! Hope you are feeling well today.
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lv:
Whew, I'm not the only one! Back in high school I played in band and did a few other things, and I frequently had the pleasure (or displeasure) of riding in a bus (thankfully chartered) for sometimes hours at a time. Rather than bring a Gameboy or something that was a bit more susceptible to theft, I usually just brought a walkman and a couple mix tapes. I had just gotten my first cd player and cds, so I still had my little dual tape deck little stereo system, so I had fun splicing things together still.
Anyway, I made at least two tapes that ended up going everywhere with me, including Europe. Thankfully, I still had 2-3 of the tapes...I could never throw them away (and a cheap walkman stashed with them so I could listen to them if I ever wanted to), so I wrote the playlists down and made cds out of them which I listen to now and then still.
Delving back even further, Belinda Carlisle's Heaven on Earth album brings back many feelings and memories as well...as I used to listen to that nearly nonstop no matter where I went. Them and Poison's Open Up and Say Ahh.
Back in high school I played in band and did a few other things, and I frequently had the pleasure (or displeasure) of riding in a bus (thankfully chartered) for sometimes hours at a time. Rather than bring a Gameboy or something that was a bit more susceptible to theft, I usually just brought a walkman and a couple mix tapes. I had just gotten my first cd player and cds, so I still had my little dual tape deck little stereo system, so I had fun splicing things together still.
Anyway, I made at least two tapes that ended up going everywhere with me, including Europe. Thankfully, I still had 2-3 of the tapes...I could never throw them away (and a cheap walkman stashed with them so I could listen to them if I ever wanted to), so I wrote the playlists down and made cds out of them which I listen to now and then still.
Delving back even further, Belinda Carlisle's Heaven on Earth album brings back many feelings and memories as well...as I used to listen to that nearly nonstop no matter where I went. Them and Poison's Open Up and Say Ahh.
hickeys. how fun! whoo!
laundry is happening right now. that is an extremely good thing.
so my interview was ok. they are supposed to make their decision next week. i'm still not convinced i want to work. yes i need money and experience. they would both be good to get. but working 15 hours a week on top of the millions of hours of homework?...
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laundry is happening right now. that is an extremely good thing.
so my interview was ok. they are supposed to make their decision next week. i'm still not convinced i want to work. yes i need money and experience. they would both be good to get. but working 15 hours a week on top of the millions of hours of homework?...
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jjay:
the sunshine state will welcome you
just_bob:
yes i dont know im headed out there also for spring break. i gotta tell you the drive will not be fun