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Ok so here I am in lil boswell OK.

Its not really all that bad here, and it is good to see the fam and get away from all of the company bullshit.

I am watching awn Stars on history channel, and those fuckin kids are fat as shit and they oughta think about a diet or tummy band or some shit before they got...
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Opeth is the shit.

Just so fucking lonely here in Florida.

I cut my left shoulder to hell with a razor blade, and bled for an hour. Have been hiding this from my boss, even though there are scars all over my arms from previous moments of weakness.

I feel empty.

back in fucking florida. Havent been here (on this site) in a while... i know no one is reading this shit. Drunk again and lonely... I miss my friends and family in the northeast. There is no one here that is in any way genuine...

I want to carve my fucking arms up, but I have tat appointments in NY coming up, so healing wounds...
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been real fidgety lately. I just wanna get out of this fucking hoel room. Been doing alot of business devopment stuff lately, wind farm projects and upstate NY transmission line projects. boring.

I tore up my right deltoid, playing the punching game at some biker bar, Finish Line. This thing measures your power as you punch the little baggy... I got a 938 of 1000-...
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opeth always put me in a somber, reflective mood. currently listening to "to bid you farewell"... kinda makes your eyes well up, even though you dont know why... well, i do know why, but it is so much easier to supress superfilous feelings... they dont bring anything to the table... ya know?

wierd here in Tampa/St. Pete. Im very... i dont know... i am definately...
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well, it's been awhile... im here in Tampa/St. Pete now... I was gonna go hit this little punky kinda place called the emerald tonite, but they were closed... so I meandered across the central ave to an upscale italian place called BellaBrava... apparently, it becomes hard to manuever a motor vehicle after a human might consume 7 pints of ginger and bourbon, and 8 pints...
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my fucking guitarist in NEPHILLIM is an idiot... lets just say that i might as well have been jerking off into a cup for the last 7 years of my life, and then dumped it on my head. That would atleast have been more productive...

i fucking hate stupid selfish people

didnt work at all tonite- went in for a few hours, just to find out what I already knew- cancelled due to the torrrential rain we are experiencing here in connecticut. gayness.

listening to older OPETH, namely the track "The Night and Silent Water" - awesome fucking song.

going to work this saturday, but take off on sunday, and probably go buy a grill, chain...
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added some photos for all to enjoy- had to isolate still shots from my camcorder, so the quality is not too great, but the spirit of the photos is all there...

looking back at the last few months of my life, I have decided that I need to slow down a bit. No more recreational narcotics for a long time. No more heavy boozing for...
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