pezboy7416:
selfexplanatory.
so tonight that you will know
everything that comes will go
into every day you never see
i'll make notes on all of your words
and tag all the hints you've
dropped off at the door to trip
me as i turn to run
escaping has never been my scene
rather drowning in chains and
letting the rust clog my eyes
though it's all different...
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everything that comes will go
into every day you never see
i'll make notes on all of your words
and tag all the hints you've
dropped off at the door to trip
me as i turn to run
escaping has never been my scene
rather drowning in chains and
letting the rust clog my eyes
though it's all different...
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beta:
ooooh, la, la...that's a sexy little piercing you've got there.
it's an oooold liz phair song. it's entitled "flower."
it's pretty much my favorite 'love' song.
it's an oooold liz phair song. it's entitled "flower."
it's pretty much my favorite 'love' song.
beta:
honey,
i COMPLETELY understand.
mwah!
i COMPLETELY understand.
mwah!
i just paid a thousand dollars for my parents to stay in a super cool hotel when they visit in two weeks.....
that's fucking hot! and i'm so proud i could cry..wait i am...... ungh i'm such a pansy..........
that's fucking hot! and i'm so proud i could cry..wait i am...... ungh i'm such a pansy..........
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fergs:
hehehehehe, nice that you think about my tattoo!
i just love the one on your back!
kissa
i just love the one on your back!
kissa
beta:
well, i'm alright i believe. i painted last night for the first time in a while. i'm happy when i paint...but never quite happy with my painting. it must be love.
today i was forced to go out and shop for "health clubs." this made my heart quite sad. i tried to focus on all of the complimentary bottles of water i was awarded for perusing the facilities and listening to men with large necks and wind pants tell me that "spinning" is very vogue.
if you ever want to go fishing for schmucks, bait the hook with bottled water.
i believe you said your parents showed up from out of town last night? how did cleaning go? where'd you stash the porn? whiskey bottles make great vases. so shabby and chic and creatively depressing.
if anything abstract happens today, be sure to write me some poetry...me encanta poesia.
today i was forced to go out and shop for "health clubs." this made my heart quite sad. i tried to focus on all of the complimentary bottles of water i was awarded for perusing the facilities and listening to men with large necks and wind pants tell me that "spinning" is very vogue.
if you ever want to go fishing for schmucks, bait the hook with bottled water.
i believe you said your parents showed up from out of town last night? how did cleaning go? where'd you stash the porn? whiskey bottles make great vases. so shabby and chic and creatively depressing.
if anything abstract happens today, be sure to write me some poetry...me encanta poesia.
and they're finished and they're hot as fucking hell!!!!
tattoos from someone gifted are gifts that are priceless......!
tattoos from someone gifted are gifts that are priceless......!
thistle:
hmm...
your answer to neko... interesting.
your answer to neko... interesting.
thistle:
i think tegan responded to you while i was signed in, because i have no idea what you're talking about.
so it's decided.
i'm simply gonna get the hell over it and stop fucking playing so tragic.
yes it's sucks and yes it's the worst thing that's ever happened to me.. but i'm sure worse will one day so i might as well get used to it.....
and love is still coming from two houses in la..so i'm happy...
my platonic lover will be here...
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i'm simply gonna get the hell over it and stop fucking playing so tragic.
yes it's sucks and yes it's the worst thing that's ever happened to me.. but i'm sure worse will one day so i might as well get used to it.....
and love is still coming from two houses in la..so i'm happy...
my platonic lover will be here...
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annamei:
i think being out of love is one of the hardest things to deal with, we've all been there 
keep your mind busy with other things (easier said then done) and the hurt will start to sting less & less 
keep your mind busy with other things (easier said then done) and the hurt will start to sting less & less
pezboy7416:
it's not out of love...it's out of the bad love and into the right love that's waiting with open arms......
to blink to forget to call to hear the silence that tells one life is full of complexities.........
puzzles entertain until your life's on the line..then they thrill while scaring the shit out of you...
was it this hard for our parents?.....
puzzles entertain until your life's on the line..then they thrill while scaring the shit out of you...
was it this hard for our parents?.....
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stillifegaijin:
my parents were miserable.
this week is so fucking gorgeous here - it's lovely to know that i will be on vacation in no time...
seriously, these people are mindless goons - have you read the threads lately...you know that if you call a racist peice of shit facist a NAZI on the threads then the thread gets shut down by the all powerful S5? i used to think that guy had it goin on but this US nationalism is rotting even the most lively of brains around here...ps anywhere that you can't point out stockula's real motives is a dangerous place to be.
and i'm not even in a bad mood -
this week is so fucking gorgeous here - it's lovely to know that i will be on vacation in no time...
seriously, these people are mindless goons - have you read the threads lately...you know that if you call a racist peice of shit facist a NAZI on the threads then the thread gets shut down by the all powerful S5? i used to think that guy had it goin on but this US nationalism is rotting even the most lively of brains around here...ps anywhere that you can't point out stockula's real motives is a dangerous place to be.
and i'm not even in a bad mood -
pezboy7416:
eh- just look at what the colours tell you....
so to bury a thought, an image, a hour. what has to be done? where in your mind can you put it so you don't see it everytime you close your eyes? every time you speak......
life has so many nasty tricks up it's sleeves that sometimes it makes you wonder...why? why all this bullshit and pain? why all these selfish bitter weak people? why...
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life has so many nasty tricks up it's sleeves that sometimes it makes you wonder...why? why all this bullshit and pain? why all these selfish bitter weak people? why...
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pezboy7416:
ah..so you do sleep..........
i was just in a fog playing all my cd's just to stay alive.
i was just in a fog playing all my cd's just to stay alive.
pezboy7416:
work sometimes feels like your living in a sitcom that never ends...
like a film that's been on too long but you can't pause..
like a film that's been on too long but you can't pause..
off to have more colours and pain take away others from my mind......
it's tit for tat - every little prick pulls back out some of the demons waiting to rip me apart...this way it keeps me from becoming consumed inside myself like i once was............
it's tit for tat - every little prick pulls back out some of the demons waiting to rip me apart...this way it keeps me from becoming consumed inside myself like i once was............
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trent:
indeed..
emylou:
Thanks for the comment on my set! 
there's nothing like going to a good party and dancing your ass off until five in the morning to help your head stop hurting from all the demons slamming into it's walls.......bloody nose and all!
from now on.every saturday night......same party same fun...the first good party i've found in nyc..
from now on.every saturday night......same party same fun...the first good party i've found in nyc..
so.....three atom bombs in an hour and my brain/heart is completely dead.
how can fear turn someone into a machine that runs from the oil that after so many years of slowly wearing thin of creaking and gears growing tired soon to die if it doesn't recieve an overhaul and oil to make it live?
how can fear turn someone into a machine that runs from the oil that after so many years of slowly wearing thin of creaking and gears growing tired soon to die if it doesn't recieve an overhaul and oil to make it live?
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fergs:
well, the devil wasn't horned. he's gorgeous and actually has a lot of different faces.
why am i saying he? sometimes the devil is a girl. it depends on who i'm in love with.
the point is that sooner or later everybody turns into devil, you know?
so i keep on sleeping with him/ her over and over
kisses
why am i saying he? sometimes the devil is a girl. it depends on who i'm in love with.
the point is that sooner or later everybody turns into devil, you know?
so i keep on sleeping with him/ her over and over
kisses
pezboy7416:
like their fears....
which flavor?
they're all the fuckin devil.
new ink in pics to remind................
[Edited on Sep 02, 2004 12:14AM]
which flavor?
they're all the fuckin devil.
new ink in pics to remind................
[Edited on Sep 02, 2004 12:14AM]
why are you so scared?..why are so afraid to have something you've wanted for so long?why can't you trust that i'm not going to hurt you?why do you have to keep telling me you love me it's just hard for you?whay can't you stop being so fucking afraid?........
questions i keep asking my amazing/scared g/f and i never can get a fucking response,,,,i know why...
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questions i keep asking my amazing/scared g/f and i never can get a fucking response,,,,i know why...
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fergs:
do you really think younger is better? and why can't i be the younger one? hehehhe. anyway. in this case it wasn't. maybe next time... for a while all i can keep on saying is:
i slept with the devil
that ends up being my life filosofy
kissa
i slept with the devil
that ends up being my life filosofy
kissa
stillifegaijin:
less than a month - i'm counting - i'm coming.
so much to co me.
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stillifegaijin:
ah. you found dusty too -
nice vice...sound familiar
nice vice...sound familiar
stillifegaijin:
look at my profile pic - new work on my back...eXistenZ in the house.