pandemonium

Day two of Culture Shock is a wrap

There is absolutely nothing more to say


have you ever loved someone so much that you wanted to kill them? ...me either
- Maynard James Keenan

First day of Culture Shock (a.k.a. Vulture Cock... ) is now under the belt. It was pretty cool. Some good stuff. Left after the Bouncing Souls played. The Souls' mosh pit was a lot of fun, I lost one of my shoes but I was able to get it back quickly enough.

And now my initial observation of Suny Purchase:

It seems like a nice...
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Culture Shock after work tomorrow! And even if all of hell conspires against me, I'll be there. I'm pandemonium after all, aren't I? I am all of hell!

Bouncing Souls, yeah!

Found another bone behind my sculpture studio. I love behind my sculpture studio. It's the coolest place ever.

Iggy, hopefully I'll see you tomorrow.

...and "denim expert" is still cracking me up

Hahahaha....
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It's always important to set goals for yourself, so here's a list of goals I've set for myself to be completed by the end of this summer:

- re-shoot "Mr. Smith Goes to Washington," starring Little Lord Fauntleroy, datewitha38's African Fat-Tailed Gecko, as Mr. Smith

- reinact the Civil War battle of the Monitor vs. the Merrimack with wiffle balls... if it is successful,...
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~E.E. Cummings


Autonomous machete for hands
Warden and judge hide behind masks
Wet raindrop lull
Small rationing
Exhumed the rhetoric of
Break the weak in single file
Sanction this outbreak- a virus conspires
Push becomes shove, days become months
And I seem to have forgotten the warmth of the sun

Feeding frenzy, it's contagious
Have trigger,...
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My Easter was spent at work, moving bags of dog food around all day. This now makes every single holiday I've spent this year (starting from Christmas because I don't consider New Years a real holiday) working, from Christamas Eve, New Years Eve and now Easter. And you know what, fuckers? I don't get fucking time-and-a-half because corporate are a bunch of chodes. My sister...
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Wumpscut - Ich Will Dich

Ich will dich fr mich allein
Ich will dich, mit all deinem Schein
Ich will dich, willst du mich auch
Ich will dich, nur alter Menschenbrauch
Ich will dich kein Widersteh'n
Ich will dich mit all deinem Wehen
Ich will dich lecken bis zum Wahn
Ich will dich mein stolzer Schwan
Ich will dich bluten sehen
Ich will dich du...
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It's funny how the little simple things in life can really make a day. For instance, this past Thursday, my friend Alex and I, while we were at Ginette's party, decided to, through the card game War, re-fight various battles from World War I, including my personal favorite, The Battle of Tannenburg Forest. Hehe hehe, good times. Alex shares my passion for war memorobilia, specifically...
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I am Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow, and I have the power to be born a second time. I am the divine hidden Soul who created the gods and gives sepulchral meals to the denizens of the deep, the place of the dead, and heaven... Hail, lord of the shrine that stands at the center of the earth. He is I, and I am he.
-Egyptian...
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I get like this sometimes. I had purposely set up my last entry as more of a concept piece than an actual entry. It began with the Nine Inch Nails song Eraser (Polite) which is a much gentler version of Eraser, thus more appropriate for my usual relationships. The venom is no less deadly though.

Afterwards comes that feeling of extreme remorse and self-pity and...
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