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So, if there are any montreal chicks out there looking for a roommate, let me know- i'm generally a good girl, exept I want a dog. I don't smoke cigarettes but I do smoke pot on occasion, something I can definitley do on a balcony. I'm looking to find a place somewhere between 300-425$ a month, starting feb-march 2009.

Life is hectic. Christmas was good...
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btb4:
That sucks. While it is nice to hope for a resolution, maybe it really is time to just get out?

Once you stand on your own it is much harder for them to be critical. And at some point they realize that they have to respect you, or you will be gone completely, ya know?
mildots:
Good luck on the roommate search. Sorry that things were not resolved. Sometimes I feel like the odd one out with my family(extended) too but what are you going to do . They are family. whatever I just may not like it wink
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Things keep moving so quickly, I forget that i`m breathing. Then something really truly bad happens, and I realize what a waste of time my bitching and whining can be. I forget that there must be more, it takes times like these to realize that there is more to me than where I am right now.

I have been quit smoking for four whole weeks...
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mildots:
1- What album should I download next? Make it good!

I have been digging Rise Against- The sufferer and the witness and Bjork- Medulla

2- What part of you are you the most insecure about?
My stomach. It sounds stupid but when I graduated HS I weighed 117lbs (way to fucking skinny) but that put it in my head that I should always be skinny. now that I am 185lbs it makes me feel unhappy. Although I never do anything about it except drink light beer tongue

What part of you do you find the most unique, stunning?
Maybe my eyes

What draws the line between using your assets and flaunting them?
I can't say that for me but for women as long as they are sexy but still classy that is using them

Men: Do you hold the standards of the women on this site (or any nudie naked model or pinup or misc site) up to the women in your life?

Not at all. All women are beautiful in their own way. I love the women in my life for who they are.

3- What quality interests you the most in a potential partner?
Someone that I can talk to and just feel comfortable with.

My sis loves lush. They sell it at macys too I think.
walace:
thanks much sug! biggrin i got them at bettiepage.com go check it out!
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brightredscream:
First celebrity crush
Joe McIntyre from New Kids on the Block

Worst Cover Song Ever
Tori Amos - Smells Like Teen Spirit
Johnny Cash - Hurt
Alanis Morrisette - Lady Lumps
Sheryl Crow - Sweet Child O'Mine

Longest You've Stayed up Sober?
48 hours
brightredscream:
I'm doing a bit better..hanging in there and trying to stay positive instead of allowing things to get to me...

I hope you're doing ok ♥
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Ok, so this week was a different one to say the least.

On the good side, i've been to the gym twice this week, done yoga on my own time three times, spent some good time with the mister, and gotten a lot of homework out of the way. I've also finalized my winter schedule with work and talked to my parents about a loan...
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mildots:
i made the same chicken last night with basil, olive oil, rotisserie chicken seasoning, and garlic by it self so It needed to be changed up wink

You are going to steal one of my recipes. I feel special wink
mildots:
You got it wrong....Let me know WHEN you pull it off wink (positive thinking )
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I did some basic math, I will be (potentially) out of the hole in January 2009. If I work 50plus hours a week. Yet, I have faith. If anyone knows anything about loans and bursaries and the government of Quebec, pleasepleaseplease PM me - I have so many questions but it's way over my head.

I've been doing well. Still super emotional- but somehow i've...
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brightredscream:
Debt really sucks..
Try getting separated, that gives you even more wink

1. I'm notorious for buying toys...like stuffed animals...which is pretty stupid tongue

2. Being happy

3. Like music artist? Nirvana
brightredscream:
I'm TRYING to...
I'm more of a master of self-depreciation than anything..and in the back of my mind it's kind of taunting me...
But I'm battling through it wink

And thank you wink I like to think that I do as well lol
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Just a quick (ha!) update: This medication makes me feel like absolute garbage.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
I have no appetite and I keep getting sick when I do eat. That, and I can't sleep. And I keep crying. I cried at the dinner table five times and threw up twice.


The help I got wasn't too fantastic.

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The doctor I...
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mildots:
When I started taking my meds I felt like fucking garbage for the first 2-3 weeks. Then i felt better and now I don't really have any side effects other than yawning (really), leg shaking, and a somewhat lessened sex drive.

Hope all else is well. wink
mildots:
A woman after my own heart the rare and bloodier the better love
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Hola a todas y todos,
I have been sitting on my bum since I woke up this morning, it's mighty fantastic. I was supposed to go into the office but it's raining, and well, my boyfriends appartment offers entertainment, food, AND shelter. Which is super.
I had a super busy week with everything, but god, I love the weekend. I've been cooking up a storm...
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mildots:
Cooking sounds like fun....I'm sure he's happy with that. Hopefully all will be reviled on Monday. smile
btb4:
Heh - documenting my gluttony does not an expert make. wink
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I fucking hate doctors.
Hate hate hate doctors, to the fullest extent of my being.
Maybe i'll become one.

I have to take off work tomorrow to deal with blood tests and bullcrap, and i'm in debt and really need the money, and have no hours left in the day to make up this crap! Goodness knows where i'll be able to fit in fucking...
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btb4:
Ever upgrade that Cali to a Rainbow?
btb4:
Hmm, well expert is a bit of a stretch, but I do tend to eat what most folks consider to be freakish amounts of it.
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This weekend was rather slow.
I was supposed to go out last night but the stupid transit system had its' way with me- again. I hate how I finally decide to spend a bit of money on going out and it backfires in my face. Ah well, I had a nice night anyways!
Halloween was hard though. I've never not dressed up/gone out. At least...
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btb4:
Well, that is a pretty good up side to things!
mildots:
November is such a blah month. Nothing happens except for Thanksgiving. At least you had a nice night anyways.
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I burnt out all my candles tonight, and my eyes are red.

I fucking hate that you keep coming back, and leaving. I don`t want your money, I don`t want your long distance phone calls, I don`t want the bullshit. Just come home to us. I miss my daddy.

If that`s not enough, I spoke to someone that I used to talk to very often...
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scotty:
Money sucks major ass.
btb4:
I'm sorry you're going through such a rough patch.

Carve a pumpkin?