Hehe. It's the fourth. I saw Rob's dad play. It was fun. There are a lot of high people here. It is fun. We love each other. I'm getting really good input on my paintings! YAY! It's so nice to do drugs that make me happy rather than insecure for a change.
And so, the drama continues....
My housemates are not in fact dating at the moment. And her ex still does not know about this change in events, so I have had to lie through my teeth at him that all is well. However, there are plans for an e part at my house with selected guests (my boy and another couple, ex not included) so,...
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My housemates are not in fact dating at the moment. And her ex still does not know about this change in events, so I have had to lie through my teeth at him that all is well. However, there are plans for an e part at my house with selected guests (my boy and another couple, ex not included) so,...
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Ok, so I think I may have been a bit melodramatic (sp?) in my last post. I did go ut and drink heavily the night before, so a drinking party at my house just wasn't flying so well, especially after being hung over most of the day. However, my dramatic mood seemed to fit quite well in my house this weekend. On Friday, my housemate's...
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parvan:
Sounds like an interesting party. I can totally identify with what you say about using cop outs to avoid social interaction. I've been doing the same thing pretty much since I got to Portland. I'm the type of person that likes to connect with the people I'm spending time with, of course that could just be an excuse 
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.There are people at my house. I hate that I'm so anti-social that I cannot have fun. I just don't know how to assimilate myself to any of the conversations that are happening. i want to blame it on teh fact that I'm dumb, but I think that's just a cop out. Or is thinking that I am just no good at talking to people...
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zombieshark:
anti-social isn't so bad, i'm a hella hermit.
jivesucka52:
anti social isn't bad but social is better. You're not dumb and you get better at talking to people the more you do it but Thoreau enjoyed his time being a hermit and wrote Walden. I want to be social and be a hermit. Can one do both?
People are such odd creatures. I strated work last night. I still don't know why I keep getting jobs where I have to talk to people. I'm very antisocial, but they require the least amount of work on my part and I'm also kinda lazy (well about some things, and finding shit jobs is one of them). I guess this is pretty interesting cause I'm...
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kalima32:
I completely understand and sympathize. I did customer service at a major bank for about 3 years. I discovered some of the most ridiculous things about our society. People just don't get it.
Furthermore....I just realized I've lived in this damn apartment for almost a year and know NONE of my neighbors... Why do we do this shit to ourselves?
Very good questions indeed.
Furthermore....I just realized I've lived in this damn apartment for almost a year and know NONE of my neighbors... Why do we do this shit to ourselves?
Very good questions indeed.
girlcunt:
if I were a telemarketer i would most likely just sit and talk toelderly people all day. They rock so much ass and have the best stories.
I've lived in my apartment almost 6 months and my neighbors are asshole college boys who watch me...I'd rather not know.
I've lived in my apartment almost 6 months and my neighbors are asshole college boys who watch me...I'd rather not know.
Yay, oh yay for employment! I found a job today! It's a part-time, somewhat spotty sounding type of job, but work nonetheless. And, as a wonderful ego boost, I was hired on the spot. No waiting for phone calls and worrying about the interview, I have a job! Ahh...now only a few more days til I get my check from my last job, then I...
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thee_blacklisted:
congrats!!! you totally rock. what are you doing?
So, the party this weekend was fun. i love outdoor/camp out gatherings. I don't know how long I stared at the fire, but it was great. And I had a chance to talk and have one of teh best conversations ever with my boyfriend. I haven't laughed so hard in months. He's great.
A few highlights of the weekend:
Enough people that I knwo came...
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A few highlights of the weekend:
Enough people that I knwo came...
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I got so angry at my boyfriend today. He was supposed to play at a show for our music collective, but had to work til ten. It kinda sucks that he didn't practice at all for this show, but whatever. So, I get to his job to bring his to the cafe at 10 15, like he asked, and he doesn't come out. I waited...
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slate:
grr...silly boys... 
I don't know how i feel about this whole unemployment thing. On the one hand, I am free to make stuff, work with other peopel in a clooective manner and hopefully make enought money to feed myself. I don't have to work a shitty job, sucking up to people I don't like, an dI have time to read. On the other hand, if I dont'...
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slate:
stupid portland and its stupid inflated unemployment rate...
good luck finding work!
good luck finding work!
So, it's been a bit of a busy week. I quit my job canvassing cause I felt bad shamelessly asking people for money, even if it was for a good casue. The people I worked for were also kinda creepy. A little too constantly chipper. And one of them ahda really bad nervous twitch. So, I'm done with that. I interviewed at a School Uniform...
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thee_blacklisted:
i like your comments a lot -- i basically am just biting my lip a bit at this gig until something better comes along, until the economy gets better, you know? it's a tough time as i'm sure you know!!! if you want to maybe try to meet up sat. night, email me!
itsalivemedia:
No one likes a cubicle and you can rant all you want but when the rent is due, what the hell else is there? A cubicle? a retail job? custmer service rep? I mean ya gotta live.
or...
You can find something you love doing and do it on your own. That's tough too tho.....getting work, getting paid, office space, etc.
There is no easy answer.
or...
You can find something you love doing and do it on your own. That's tough too tho.....getting work, getting paid, office space, etc.
There is no easy answer.