Thursday Jul 31, 2003

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I'm such a geek.

I'm currently at the beggining stages of developing a mostly text based computer D&D game. For free.

It gets no geekier than this without wearing a strange costume.
lenore:
That's rad!

Sunday Jul 20, 2003

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Well long time no journal. Funny I'm even a recluse online tongue

Kind of dating a girl, although I get the impression that she only likes me for my looks. I hear "huh, what are you talking about?" a lot, and the conversation doesn't exactly flow all the time. But it's been so long since I've actually met someone new that this might be normal. Plus...
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lenore:
?? You're married? confused
ophelia:
I need to reply to your e-mail, I'm way behind on everything since I was away.
This is going to sound really stupid, but whatever. I think that often early sex is a determining factor in a relationship. I've had it where it's led to the relationship just suddenly dying in it's tracks, and I've had it where it's totally solidified the relationship. The sex itself isn't a big deal, just the way that the other person reacts to it afterwards, if that makes sense.
Anyway, if you're not feeling comfortable with her, then it's probably not a good plan to continue dating her. Things tend to be a little awkward at first, but not mid-sentence silence awkward generally.

Wednesday Jul 09, 2003

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La,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la,la


Damn smurfs, can't get it out of my brain. For like the past 2 hours, I'll think I have it smooshed and then I hear it.


AGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


Anyway, good day so far. The weather fucked me up, cold and wet in the morning/early after noon, by 3:00PM hot and muggy. At least Arizonan and Alaskan weather was predictable.

Been reading Morgan's posts about BG2,...
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raver:
well, I think im going to start a company that has employees go raving. it will be a hard job, and some of them might even have to use drugs. but i will pay really good. my plan is almost set. all i have to do is figure out one thing: the missing step.

1. Go raving
2. ....
3. Profit!

Its quite simple really.

Friday Jun 27, 2003

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Things are slightly better. My brother in law ( her brother) has been being ultra cool. He took me out drinking and we bitched about Helga all night. I'm still prone to the ocassional bout of crying, and during the one conversation I've had with her since the one I totally blew up and lost my cool. Other than that things are alright. I can...
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octagon:
Oh. I'm sorry. I wish I could give you more consolation. Meeting people is hard. I'm barely over 19, and I definately don't have an easy time at it. Portland is a good town though and there are a lot of good people to meet. I hope things start going a little better for you.
morgan:
I just can't bring myself to have Viconia (or other evil characters) in my party, they're always mean to minsc and mazzy. And I'm very fond of Mazzy and Valygar.

See, I get very attached to them. I'm a dork.

Tuesday Jun 24, 2003

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My life just got shattered.


I was talking to my wife about an hour or two ago. We were discussing me going down to San Antonio to see her. She kept telling me that she wanted her brother to come down instead. She said we couldn't both come down because there would be no one here to take care of the dog. After a few...
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ophelia:
Oh my God.
I'm so sorry.
If you ever want to e-mail or chat I'm here.
*hugsyoutight*

Thursday Jun 19, 2003

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Grades are in I only got a 3.66 last semester frown That drags my GPA down to 3.7. I'm going to have a tough time competing for scholarships next year if I keep this up. Luckily the summer is looking good. 12 credits all in my major (Comp Sci) so I should pull a 4.0

The Neverwinter Nights expansion came out today. I'm glad it's finally...
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ophelia:
A 3.7 GPA would mean that I'd have a chance at law school. Instead, I'm at 3.3 at the moment. *sigh*
marymary:
ive heard good things about this neverwinter nights game. gonna have to check it out. keep looking for potter, you'll find it.

Wednesday Jun 11, 2003

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Math final tomorrow, I hope I'm ready. Yay such an exciting life.
ophelia:
Icky finals. I have an exam in a couple of hours and a term paper due Monday, followed by another exam Tuesday and all my finals the week after next.
Me? Go crazy? That's unpossible!

Oh, and as to how fast I read... Not nearly fast enough. tongue In a 20 minute drive today I made it through 25 pages of Brighton Rock, so just over a page a minute on a normal sized paperback.

Tuesday Jun 03, 2003

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Ohh my, I'm fading into lurker status, and not just on this site either, just slowly letting everything go. My house is getting messier and messier between bouts of cleaning, homework is getting done at the absolute last second, laundry is getting piled up. What a crappy month.
Got any good ideas on how to revitalize my life? I think it might be time for...
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Friday May 16, 2003

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Seeing my wife kicked ass *does he "I got laid" dance smile Unfortunately the rest of the trip sucked frown I got a really bad toothache the first day I was there, I missed my flight home due to the car rental companies incompetence, San Antonio was hot as hell, and I had to leave. I cried so hard when I gave my wife a goodbye hug...
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ophelia:
Ummm... at least you got to see your wife?
The rest of it sounds kinda crappy, though. I get military-covered dental, but I have to go get it done then they'll reimburse me... Which would be fine if I could afford to go in the first place tongue
I hope that you feel better soon. smile

Tuesday May 06, 2003

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Go tell me your naked stories here http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Lifestyle/16856/

I love nakedness.
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freckle:
well i can't swim at all, so you win.
ophelia:
Dammit... I don't have any nekkid stories. frown
Nekkidness means that I'm taking a shower or shooting a set, otherwise it just doesn't happen.

Friday May 02, 2003

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Yay, I love skipping class smile I have a semi valid excuse though, I'm teaching myself HTML and web hosting. Got my first FTP Server up last night, now I just need a domain name and a dynamic Ip mapping service, and I'll be up. Anyone got an idea for a good Domain name? I'm leaning to PLURNet.org give me your ideas.

Actually I'll probably have...
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lenore:
kittensandwieners.com!!!!

kiss
twenty1dead:
"doing exstacy, dancing and cuddling all night and then walking in the park until the sun rises"

is that because you can't sleep? hehe! biggrin

Thursday May 01, 2003

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Yay I get to go to San Antonio to see my wife next weekend. I got every thing set up. We have a hotel 2 blocks away from the Riverwalk, tickets to Six Flags, 3 months of sex deprivation. All the recipies for a good trip, the only thing thats missing is some E, and I'm sure we'll find some somewhere in San Antonio.
jurasic:
Why are you here and her there???
parvan:
Because she's in the reserves and she's down there till August. Would have moved down there, but it doesn't make much sense to move down there for just 5 months. So she's there, I'm here, and we both are going crazy frown
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