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I guess it's been over two weeks since I've updated on here. I've basically been living with Misty, who is beautiful and makes me so happy biggrin love wink

It's weird to be so out of the SG loop, and to not really know what to say in my journal. I haven't read journals or checked on groups for weeks. If I continue spending this little time online,...
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morgan:
There have actually been a number of discussions on the issues of older women, more women of color and women of size appearing on SG, I bet you could do a search and find some of the topics.

One thing to keep in mind is that we don't know what kind of applications they get over at SGHQ. I know that staff has repeatedly said that they would like to add more diversity, especially racial diversity, to SG, but that they don't get that many applications from a more diverse group. Or, if they do, they get applications from girls who might be perfect for the site, except they have terrible photo quality, a bad attitude, or something else. I'm sure that happens with all kinds of applications. So maybe SG would really like to expand in that way but just can't get enough applications from other "types" of girls?
morgan:
S5 has some really good thoughts on the topic here
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Overslept and was about and hour and a half late to work yesterday. I figured I'd be in deep shit, but it doesn't seem like there will be major consequences. The bank I work at is seriously the shittiest run business I've seen in a long, time...and it's a bank! They all have their heads up their asses, but whatever.

I'm looking forward to the...
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leola76:
kiss I hope you get to spend more time with your beloved Misty soon! kiss

digmeout:
how are you you? long time, no type...
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Haven't updated in a while, since I'm rarely home anymore. I'm excited about tonight because lots of friends I rarely see over the summer will be over to cookout and drink. And hopefully MIsty will make it by after work to meet all my friends.

Things will be crazy for a little while. I still need another job. Misty's family will be in town this...
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switchcomb:
Yesterday was the last time I was in the city since SGB. Havent taken any new pictures lately. Updated my website if you wanna check it out just click on the contact section. Haha, yeah I'm still jobless. No sense in getting a job for only a month.
leola76:
Summer's always go by way too fast, I can't believe it's almost July! eeek
Things here are ok. My new roommate is a nice enough woman but is tremendously annoying. She smokes in her room which causes our apartment to smell like an ashtray. She's loud, excessively chatty and generally obtrussive. I hate to say these things about her, but often times she does drive me insane, and ever since she's moved in, I find that I'm out as much as possible simply to limit my contact with her. I know I sound like a nasty bitch, but I really cannot wait til October rolls around, when I am free to leave. Egads!

I attended my first Pride this week-end here in T.O. and it rocked!!! I've never seen the major streets of Toronto turn into a giant playground for trannies and hot queer boys/girls before. There were so many delicious butch-girls, oh my God, I was drooling all day. It was a giant party swimming with queers in all sorts of shapes and colours. It was very inspirational!

Anyhootie Lovey, I have to bail but I will write more. If you don't mind me asking, are you and Misty an item?

Namaste kiss kiss kiss kiss
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Wow. My extended weekend was kinda incredible.

I don't think I have ever had such an immediate and deep connection with someone as I have with Misty. I can't even explain most of it, we are just so comfortable together, but so attracted to each other...it feels very unreal. Outside of work we have literally only spent a couple hours apart. It's crazy.

I think...
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amymarie:
i am so happy for you...sounds like life is treating you with kindness right now...i don't think your journal entry was dumb...i'm nosy so i love reading about peoples lives...i didn't understand the "if theres someone you can't stop thinking about"...i can never stop thinking of my truest love...my daughter...bye
juggalette:
yes i'm goin to evanesance it's gunna be the shit
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Well, I've had a coupld days on the job, and it's not too bad. It's laid back, especially for a bank, so that's good. But it's very repetitive. Sometimes I do really well with repetitive stuff, like counting money. But the other stuff I have to do is SO repetitive I'm going to avoid it at all costs.

Been reading Rubyfruit Jungle as the first...
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leola76:
Hey Sweetie!

Sorry it's taken me a while to respond. Met with Joey on Monday in Buffalo which was fab and been busy with school since then. I finish classes on the 16th, then begin my internship on the 19th. Then from there, possibly Italy...

Congrats on landing yourself a job, even if it is a bit boring and repetitive. It take it this is temporary gig?

I'm going to see Waiting for Godot at the HarbourFront Centre tonight. I can't wait! kiss kiss kiss
leola76:
Hey again Hon!

"See my vest, see my vest, made from real gurellia chest..."

Sorry, I'm watching the Simpsons as I type. It's the episode where Mr.Burns kidnapps a litter of puppies from Bart and Lisa, and he launches into that "See My Vest" song. Cracks me up! tongue

I'm not exactly sure what to expect from this internship. I know they'll probably have me doing gopher work will more than likely stick me in the tape room for a while. Tape rooms are no fun, they're the bottom of the barrel in the post-production industry, but no matter what your training is, everybody has to start there. However, the general manager did say she would give me the opportunity to work on some editing and I really hope that's true. This facility cuts commercials for t.v. Being able to show real-world projects in my demo reel would be fabulous because they would be taken more seriously then a couple of school projects. My placement starts July 19th ( I think I mentioned that) and I can't wait! Then from there, who knows...possibly Italy...we'll see.

Waiting for Godot was excellent. It was my first time seeing it live and I'll probably go back again in a month or so to see it with my best friend. The man who played Vladimir was phenomenal! Reading the play and seeing it live are two very different experiences. It's actually more comical, more vaudevillian then what I expected. Defintely epitomizes existentialism in a nutshell!

Alright honey, I'm off to bed. Good luck on finding another part-time gig. Hope you're legs aren't too sore from all the standing.

Namaste kiss kiss kiss
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The date didin't happen (see last entry) and has been tenatively postponed to later this week. I'm bummed to say the least.

Start my job in a few hours...I should be sleeping.
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digmeout:
oh, yeah, i was pretty drunk when i posted to you last, so things are definitely better. hope you're well.
amymarie:
so how do you like your job? hopefully its not too bad...keep us updated on your date...don't be bummed...as digmeout said good things come to those who wait...
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Well, this week has just gotten better. I officially start my job on Monday. And if it's basically what they say it is, I think I'll really enjoy it. Counting money all day is one thing that shouldn't be hard or boring (assuming my coworkers don't totally suck).

And even better is that I have a date with Misty tonight. Being super-shy and kinda picky...
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emma35:
a date huh? Have a good time! biggrin biggrin and goodluck on your job!!! I need to find a job up there for the fall!!!! surreal
bishopufb:
Id like to.. but it's at frikkin lollapalooza.. unless there's another show.. and Im not a big fan of those huge festivals..
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Well, SGB was pretty awesome. Didn't care much for the first couple acts, but Whole Wheat Bread wasn't bad. The girls rocked though! Totally worth the $10.

Today was also a good day because I think I've found at least a part-time job. And it doesn't suck. I'd be counting huge commercial deposits at the bank, away from annoying old customers. I hope so bad...
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amymarie:
i hope you get that job too...so sgb was good...worth the 10 bucks...i hope i can go...i want to see your trip pics...i don't have any pj harvey but whenever i have heard her songs i really like them...you make me want to get rid of me since you can't live without it...
digmeout:
it was extremely unfortunate that i was out of town when sg REALLY came to okc. did you take any sg pics? i would like to know what i missed. ah, but, spending time with the family (not the mob) and reading an excellent book (angels and demons by dan brown) passed my time fairly well!
scarlet johansson, btw, is an AWESOME crush.
i've been without internet for over 8 days... amazing, huh? i didn't think i could survive like that.
ugh, also, i'm having a not-so-great private life.. wish me luck getting through that.

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I got my SGB ticket today! The show should be awesome, I can't wait.

Just got back from a kinda mellow party at a couple people's house that I didn't know. But I officially decided I love beer. A few months ago, I thought the stuff was gross. Now I could drink it every day.

Not much else going on with me, other than another...
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leola76:
I remember when I used to dislike beer. Now I need to have at least one a week!

Don't worry about work Love, something will come your way!

kiss kiss kiss
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Well, I'm finally back in Oklahoma...woohoo. But really though, I'd rather be here than home with my parents. And my friends are here. I can't wait to start enjoying the summer with my friends!

I still need a job. Since there's only a remote chance that one will land in my lap, I need to go back out looking again tomorrow puke

Soon I will be...
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switchcomb:
SGB! FUCK YEAH!
amymarie:
good luck with finding a job...i still need to buy my sgb tickets too...i get to see them in 2 different venues,if they haven't sold out yet...are you reading a book about the davince code? i love the occult...thanks for being my friend...
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In Vegas, and I'm about to go to bed. Just thought I'd update while I could.

The trip has been awesome so far (despite losing money here in Vegas). Tomorrow we head for L.A., and we'll spend a couple days there.

Got to see the Grand Canyon yesterday, and it was as beautiful as I remembered. While I was there I seriously thought about living...
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amymarie:
i am in the bay area and i saw peaches in san francisco,,,i am doing much better now...sounds like you are having a nice time...i have always wanted to go to the grand canyon...
digmeout:
i've never been west of, well, here really... isn't that sad? i'm glad you had fun. i just got back from a trip too... to Yukon... ugh. glad to be home.
on guestroom record's window, there's a sign saying SG will be here June 1st. of course, i'll be out of town.
i'll post again soon, take care
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So tomorrow morning I head home, and then Monday I leave for such a cool trip! I should have lots of digital photos when I get back (maybe even of me shocked ).

I'm so so so glad classes are finished. I feel so free. I will come back down from cloud nine when I get back to Norman and have to find a job asap....
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ilovemikehunt:
do you ever just want to cry because you're happy?
today, i was so happy tha ti wanted to cry.
digmeout:
How was the road trip? I hope you had something good to listen to, it really does make it better. I need a new cd, although i have been happy with the ones i picked up recently.. the new mclusky, the new modest mouse, the new sonic youth. all good.

yeah, i go to okccc. i'm pursuing something that wil make $$, more specifically, something that will involve computer sciences.

don't be sorry about my journal, some other people do read it occasionally, but that's not why i write in it. mainly, it's just for my self amusement.

heh, speaking of amusement... don't think that i sweat the old "crush" that i wrote about. i have a lot of crushes, on things ranging from video games to songs to girls. it's all the same. no one hurt me. i actually saw that chick yesterday, and she tried to give me her phone number, but i didn't have a pen. so there's no sad ending.. just there never was a story to begin with.