This is an update, and the update is thus: I'm bored. Not just right now, but in general. Also a dog woke me up and I need to go back to sleep. <- pretend that's a yawn.
well, looks like a yawn....
this weathers a bitch...it doesnt feed boredom it embodies it..
we need some god damn snow and fewer people on the hill...seriously i drove past the mall this weekend and oohhhh shit......
thanks for the tip about Garlic and Shots, it was a really cool place. Too bad I left it until the night before my early plane to go, because it was kinda dead (early on a Monday night), and I don't mean in the goth way. I only tried three shots, all of which were awesome.
so i goes to your yure wishlist a while ago...back when it was your birthday, to see whats to see and, dum dum dum, name, amazon name, cup size...well not cup size but i imagined that one all on my own.....
So the world hates me. Two more disappointments to add to the list: unemployment screwed me over because my last boss decided not to file her taxes and shit so apparently I never worked there. So they went to the place I worked before that, which I quit, so that means I can't get benefits.
sorry the world hates you, you know what that means: time to go eat worms! no, really, chin up!
Don't worry, I got an absentee ballot and voted already. Unfortunately I live in California so my vote will mean diddly-squat in making the difference. On that subject, I'm scared....
Nothing's really forcing me to come back, but I have a plane booked for the Wednesday before Thanksgiving and I may well run out of money before that. I thought about staying longer if He Who Is Not To Be Named gets re-elected (goddess forbid!), but I don't have a way to get EU citizenship, I have no money, and can't work here. So it's back to america. But I suppose that as bad as it could be, it's not that bad, at least given a historical perspective.
Life is fuckin weird sometimes. How do you tell people you're lonely without sounding really emo? I hate this time of year. Even my meds and my vitamins aren't enough to keep me from thinking. I hide behind my sense of humor, I think someone said once that everyone who's funny has issues. I guess that's true.
ah, I know that bind. saying and acting that you're lonely rarely gets people to come closer. ps. are people emo because they're depressed, or depressed because they're emo?
ps, is anyone else annoyed by the fact that the time stamps are off by two hours? For example, I am writing this entry at 12am and it displays as 10pm. Gr. I can't find how to fix it either. :/
this weathers a bitch...it doesnt feed boredom it embodies it..
we need some god damn snow and fewer people on the hill...seriously i drove past the mall this weekend and oohhhh shit......