tomorrow is the day i promise to start forcing myself. there wont be so much forcing as there will be suggesting, that is, if i knew what was good for me i would take my own suggestions. the clothes on the hangers wont hang inside out and all the dishes in my sinks will shine clean, or so i think because as static as it...
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im not sure why i wrap these laces around my ankles so tight cause it doesnt really keep my socks up, just cuts off the circulation. it makes me happy to have dirty hair and still smell like flowers.
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arcanite:
Yep pretty weak indeed. What kind of shoes are you lacing up? Boots I assume? How many eyelets?
Boy, I'm nosey today.
Boy, I'm nosey today.
its been years since ive eaten at one of those fast food restaurants. i want to go inside. not for the food, but to sit in that plastic dining area and squirt ketchup packets all over the paper liner of a plastic tray.
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arcanite:
Yeah, that was actually in Portland, but that's close enough for me. Hrrrm, girls licking girls, that alone is hot! It hardly matters what body part you lick (although a few are excluded). I must say I've never been tummy-licked by a girl. Tis a sad thing.
erin:
ha, thanks.
I love how those trays are covered by a thin film of grease so they are a little bit slippery but you know it's never going to come off.
I love how those trays are covered by a thin film of grease so they are a little bit slippery but you know it's never going to come off.
lately life has been as boring as a side of mashed potatoes next to a sleeping dog. ill be a pile of intelligible slime in no time.
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toiletooth:
nuh uh.
jcup:
Go out and change that. I seriously think that change is the most needed occurance of human nature.
last night i took a pill that gave me stilts for legs. tumbling around in wet eyelashes, stumbling over all my own belongings. i dont want these things, theyre getting in my way. pouting. my mind went blank. i fell asleep hallucinating with a pen in my hand. smell the exhaust, youre already late. woke up to an ink stain.
jcup:
I wouldnt mind having one of those pills. Actually the ones I want tend to be superhard to get. So, till they come my way I'll be ink stain free sippin on some wine. 
desilou:
hello
tea burns my lip, makes it pucker and swell. reminds me of a boy whom the thought of did the same, literally so, once, when he made me bite my bottom lip so hard it bruised and blistered. i cried and he laughed at me. we had an intense six month relationship that bled for three years. just goes to show, people arent always worth...
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jcup:
Did you go to the employee party? It was fucking nuts. Noone drinks like McMenamins people. Did you work at the Crystal or at Ringlers? And what did you do? Im doing security and a little catering/production work, but Im waiting to be bartender since I have 4 years experience at another bar.
jcup:
Nope, never did. The first bar I worked at did the same to me (as far as the drinking...drugs as well). But when I moved here I changed that and started on the right foot there. I work my ass off for that company. It's starting to pay off though. I did 12 hours tonight, but there are people who beg and fight for hours. I get tips all the time as well for helping out the bar and waitstaff so much. It's cool. Shit, they're hiring if you wanna come back.
and the wiener is...
the air smells like ice cube and my clothes smell like the seventh grade. im happy, despite the nausea.
weve entered the bit looser, much more used to being touched age. its ok to have your teacher pat you down or you doctor spend the night. our skin is dead from tanning and less sensitive to touch. at twentyfour im desperately in love with everyone who speaks to me. like a magician shlepping chains of men from her throat. comedians twitching among corpses.
if youve gotta live in a shit hole, youre gonna need a fly swatter. i dont kiss my mother with this mouth.
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toiletooth:
don't fear the reader.
nimhly:
*GWEEP
heee it's so nice to have someone that sympathizes with my dorky nerdiness.
yay GO BARTENDER'S GROUP!
i was all nervous that the group wouldn't take off and i'd be at the bottom of the list of retarded groups, but aw, it's growing!! people are talking!!
i'm so verklipt.
or however you spell that.
heee it's so nice to have someone that sympathizes with my dorky nerdiness.
yay GO BARTENDER'S GROUP!
i was all nervous that the group wouldn't take off and i'd be at the bottom of the list of retarded groups, but aw, it's growing!! people are talking!!
i'm so verklipt.
or however you spell that.
Naw, I don't think I need a call. I'm doing quite better. And, I even did the dishes. But I too, need to work on laundry, and clutter.... and cleaning up Aradia's messes....