if only i could explain myself in its ever boring detail, to the point where youd break down and admityou dont care.
spending the evening hiding behind a christmas tree that is hiding behind a cardboard cutout of elvis. his message says that im nice but crazy, versus the usual, 'youre a bitch and i love it'. i am nice. to him, of course. the last thing i remember is her shoving me into the wall and smashing a martini glass into the floor. god bless us...
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jcup:
You're right, Portland is boring. Tonight I went out to the 1201 and did the same thing and saw the same people. My usual sunday options are dante's, Hive at the Crystal, or the 1201 on sundays. It all gets really monotonous. I need to go see more local bands play.
albertine:
great you liked my photos , we had so much fun shooting them!!!.
I am missing an update from you!
I am missing an update from you!
stomp stomp stomp, tone of voice, stomp stomp stomp. lots of short conversation where you dont know what to say but that doesnt make you nervous. dried up booger queen of the lowest echelon. nightmares about cradling the shattered jaw of a suicidal seven year old. the music may have stopped but the perfumes still puff for free.
i like catching things from people. complexes or phobias. i caught a fear of toes and a fixation with principle. all of her reactions were based on rules she had set up in her head and she was always threatening to write a letter. it rubbed off on me. i hate when people insist. any kind of forcing onto me of anything and ill just...
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sluttysadclown:
not many people I know checked out that Typical Cats....I can't get enough of it...
I never realized she liked like that girl...especially with that wig on...I think its the same girl for both movies....
your journal entry is quite interesting...not many people have that certain type of insight about themselves
I never realized she liked like that girl...especially with that wig on...I think its the same girl for both movies....
your journal entry is quite interesting...not many people have that certain type of insight about themselves
albertine:
hey. where are you.(tricky question)
think about majorities and then about me. think optimistically and then of me. and then of that time when things were obvious and simple. then more on me. we could spend whole days. theyr just like dollars but they buy time.
albertine:
I'd make you a stinking scarf.
so fucking long , it 'd talke me a hundred cigarettes .
so fucking long , it 'd talke me a hundred cigarettes .
its either sunshine and daisies or up shredding meat at dawn. an entire night wasted arguing solipsism and underestimating gnosticism. fickle or pitiful, which is better. killing every claim just in case, cause im too tired to really think. trusting instincts. i hate you just because. i dont even need a reason.
arcanite:
Silly boys indeed.
In my experience, vampire teeth hurt more than normal teeth. Those can be fun, I know a lady in portland that does custom ones, pretty cheap too.
In my experience, vampire teeth hurt more than normal teeth. Those can be fun, I know a lady in portland that does custom ones, pretty cheap too.
albertine:
haha!
you are so fucking awesome.
I tried the lipstick, but it doesn't seem to match anyways.
I might just end up migrating.
you are so fucking awesome.
I tried the lipstick, but it doesn't seem to match anyways.
I might just end up migrating.
the american mall scene. cottons and candy. shopping is the antiactivity. any fool can buy this trash. theyll even chose it bag and charge it for you. it doesnt prove anything. all it shows is that you know how to spend and would rather... than make or think or do something meaningful. maybe some do both but why. why do people want this crap so...
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arcanite:
Giving can be considered selfish. People often give to feel "good" They get some sort of gratification from seeing others happy, etc. And while that isn't particularly bad, it's certainly not a virtue.
i broke a heel, ran my nylons, chipped a nail, lost an earring, cried my eyes, smeared some make-up, fought with boyfriend, started my period, stained my dress, wrecked a car, broke a dish, shrunk the sweater, burned the dinner, choked the kids and killed the dog. ehausting really. maybe now ill go play with my boobs.
albertine:
I suggest a piece of cake, as long as four is fine! 
jcup:
That reminds me of that kids book...A nogood, very bad, horrible day...or something like that. Wow, that's a fucked sequence of events. Yet I understand cuz I've had many of those. That's funny that you mentioned telemarketing...I've done tons of that. I wasnt trying to bitch...I was just evaluating things to try to give myself motivation. I think most people have the feeling that they arent living up to their own expectations. This was a spark I needed to put under my ass. I wish you a wave of good luck. 
the line connecting the fake bullet holes and a mailbox, it spits up little drawings. theyr free and if you know how to pick them up, well, not everyone can.
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albertine:
yes, you totally should.
I love getting lost in decay.
[Edited on Nov 22, 2004 3:03AM]
I love getting lost in decay.
[Edited on Nov 22, 2004 3:03AM]
nimhly:
DON"T CALL ME BITCH, BITCH
*bitchslaps you.
i know exactly how to get everyone to pick them up.
*bitchslaps you.
i know exactly how to get everyone to pick them up.
smile at the people, it makes them feeler.
tomorrow is the day i promise to start forcing myself. there wont be so much forcing as there will be suggesting, that is, if i knew what was good for me i would take my own suggestions. the clothes on the hangers wont hang inside out and all the dishes in my sinks will shine clean, or so i think because as static as it...
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arcanite:
Oh, completely HOT.
Naw, I don't think I need a call. I'm doing quite better. And, I even did the dishes. But I too, need to work on laundry, and clutter.... and cleaning up Aradia's messes....
Naw, I don't think I need a call. I'm doing quite better. And, I even did the dishes. But I too, need to work on laundry, and clutter.... and cleaning up Aradia's messes....
im not sure why i wrap these laces around my ankles so tight cause it doesnt really keep my socks up, just cuts off the circulation. it makes me happy to have dirty hair and still smell like flowers.
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arcanite:
Yep pretty weak indeed. What kind of shoes are you lacing up? Boots I assume? How many eyelets?
Boy, I'm nosey today.
Boy, I'm nosey today.