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happy 4th of july everyone!!!! i hope u all have fun!

as for me, i'm gonna stay home and be a good girl. staying out of trouble. my family isn't big on holidays anyways so it's not like i have any plans. and i'm off .. how convenient. but it sucks if i did make plans tonight i cant stay out late cause i have work tomorrow morning. it's ok .. i need some rest anyways. they've been throwing so much overtime at me lately. last wednesday was my only day off for that week and then today is gonna be my only day off for this week too. then i have to work 6 days in a row .. 10 hour shifts! not fun! but hey that's money! i need to start saving up so i can go back to cali.

speaking of cali, my bday is on the 27th so i'm flying to cali from the 25th til the 29th to spend some time with my girl. she's gonna take me out for my bday! i miss her so much. i know we went thru so much shit but lately we've been getting along so much better! i dont think i've ever felt this way about anyone in my life and she says the same. i kno, i shouldnt be all that trusting after everything i've been thru but i think i deserve someone who'll treat me the way i'm supposed to be treated! and i'll take the risk that it's her!

well, that's all for now kids. gotta relax and have some marijhaene time!