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5 more freakin days til my girl picks me up!
1 more day of work!

i'm so excited about everything going on in my life right now. i hope i'm doing the right things and that it's all for the best.

wow, sorry i've been lagging on this ..

it's official! I put in my two week notice last ssaturday. my last day is gonna be the 28th so if u still havent visited me at work .. do so soon!!! my lover just got a job so she's gonna be paying the bills from now on. she asked me to move back to fresno .....
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so i get back to work and so much stuff has changed. but the cool part is the next day was my day off so i just basically went to work for one day. we have a new receptionist, her name is nicole. she's cool, she's not a bitch which is good cause there's only room for one bitch at the shop and that's me!...
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way too much stuff happened since the last time i posted here.

when i got there .. it only took her a day to start acting the way she used to. nothing has changed .. actually something changed .. she got more bitter. she's been having really bad anger problems. she's been snapping at me worse than before. and usually i'll start bitching about it...
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tonight at 635 pm i get on a plane to fresno, california to see the girl that i've loved for the longest time. i'm so happy and excited to see her again. but i'm scared. scared of how it's gonna be between us. scared of how the week with her is gonna end up. i hope all goes well. i just wanna hold her and...
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arg .. this sux!

i feel like crap.

i hate feeling like this.

i hate being emo.

oh man, i'm getting so excited to go to cali! i cant wait! i cant sit still! i wanna go already! geeze! the 25th is taking forever! i cant wait to see her. i cant wait to hold her again, to kiss her again, to be in her arms again!!!!

i wish i can speed up the time so i can be with ehr again!...
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Happy Friday the 13th everyone! it's one of my friends bday's in cali and i'm missing her party. sucks for me .. i kno their gonna have so much fun cause they always do.

ever since my girl went back to cali she's been telling me of every party that's been happening and i feel like i'm missing out on so much. it sucks.

and...
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i'm not happy right now.

i'm sitting in front of my laptop and listening to ben harper while i'm drinking a few bottles of heineken. and man, am i depressed.

i dont wanna be here anymore. i dont wanna work at vni anymore. i dont wanna be living with my parents anymore. i dont wanna be boring anymore.

i want to be with my girl....
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happy 4th of july everyone!!!! i hope u all have fun!

as for me, i'm gonna stay home and be a good girl. staying out of trouble. my family isn't big on holidays anyways so it's not like i have any plans. and i'm off .. how convenient. but it sucks if i did make plans tonight i cant stay out late cause i have...
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so i've been driving lately and i'm doing pretty good at it .. ok just straight roads .. lol! it's nice to know that i'm not alone out there being my age and not knowing how to drive yet. thanks for commenting guys!

oh and me and the gf arent doing so well. we fought the other night and now were not on speakin terms....
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so i have a confession .. i dont have my license. i'm 23 going on 24 and i still dont have my license. yea yea shut up!

so anyways, i went to the dmv yesterday and i took my permit test. i passed it with flying colors and it took literally 3 minutes of my time to do the damn thing. then when i got...
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