Meeting at 11 then networking near the convention center ... May ride a rollercoaster... Pics later
Social hang ups got me awkward for sure.
Being raised in the shadow of a cross ....the fact that i find most desirable on some level is a curse. I mean, I know what naughty is and how to avoid it if necessary.... i just want to be able to touch and smile and laugh again, like no ones watching :) like no one can...
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I started in with this website to have an outlet... That's what i tell myself. In reality, i started because my husband had an interest & i longed for his attention. A divorce & 2 hopeful acceptance emails later - i will admit i kept my blog because it gives me a sense of pride in my choices....as well as an outlet. Im not pink...
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Had to take a break for a moment and just absorb reality for a bit....
"The devhill's lettuce" like marijuana madness w/o the BS...really tho...i think my grower said it was coconut :)
Took me 6 months, a blind eye and my mouth shut to issues I'm no stranger to.. but a year after I shed my corporate skin :) I'm a share holder in...
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this new year has seen the loss of my guy, my car and my job... All before the 13th.
I was 15 minutes late but it was a dinner show and hadn't started yet. The service sucked but the food was amazing. I was placed next to the owners son and participated in creative conversations,while I observed enlightening banter...it felt intimate, in a way :) watching everyone interact with each other was inspiring.
most memorable moment of the weekend was when my crush handed me his phone, for some random reason, and told me to Not look at his nudie pics..."yeah, no I...uh...huh?" And then he laughed uncontrollably, at the expression that washed over my face like the tide...I'm guessing it was a blank mix of shock and serenity splashed with stupidity...i stumbled on my words as I...
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woke up and felt around my bed for someone that I knew was never there.
seeing less and less of him every week has me thinking more and more of him every day.
I even tried to substitute his presence with like cheap knock offs and filler, that fooled no one - not even me.
I think he may be gone or going away for...
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Love being in SD, regardless of the why.
I will be headed down there tomorrow morning for a meeting near Sweetwater.
then I'm gonna snap some pics and eat some food
I hope to meet up with someone new for lunch - hit me up if you will be in the area.