Searching for affection in all the wrong places leaves me with some intriguing images
I fall in love so easily sometimes ...and then they hate me for it....
I fall in love slowly, get comfortable; say something stupid or do the wrong thing and I'm left alone, like ghosted...
It's an amazing thing to be blindly in love & I swear that it keeps you young for ever, but I'm tired of looking... tired of being sought after...
Thought...
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Virtually stood up... unromantic like :(
Beachside for the night; in his old haunt, has me missing someone with facial hair.
...not wanting just anyone to be feeling me tho
Feeling worse than being hated
Knowing that the one I have wanted to be close to, for so long, wants nothing to do with me & that it's my fault...I can not help but feel inadequate on any and all levels of intimacy.
Can't sleep
Can't eat
It's getting harder to not believe:
I'm not nice
Not worth the trouble
I won't be alone for...
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Not that I want to
Not that I shouldn't
Not that I can't
Not that I won't...or might, maybe...idk
Either way ...I'm just not doing it ...
Not touching.
