Dland bound :) today in Anaheim
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padre:
How was your adventure?
missdevhill:
I hope to go back soon. Single rider status is the best
....lots of questions & no answers.
Why can't I just be happy & in love with something already? Wabisabi imperfections have always been the best.
It never used to be this difficult before.... Before what, though? I never used to have such standards. I all but have blinders on now and I still can't focus.
Fixated on perfection, as I seek a balance between work,...
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pointman11:
That balance is a difficult one. I battle that to. I see others around me who can do that so easily but I can' figure out why. You are not alone in this. Hopefully that can ease a little bit of isolation. In regards to him... You are an incredible woman and a man would be honored and blessed to have you in his life. He does exist. He is out there. I am sure tgast there us a man looKing for exactly that in a woman. I know I do. He will find you and you him.
missdevhill:
Posting on SG helps. Thank you for always accepting me. I hope I never want to stop
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littlejohn22:
still am
missdevhill:
Event planning on a larger scale than I could of ever imagined... I want names like Snoop Dogg & Nicki Minaj, Brass knuckles & Neighborhood Watch, Medmen & .... I need to think of a name of a security force made up of 1st responders
What happened?... I thought that I had gone sooo far & made such progress...
How did I get back here, to where I started from?
Saw that I made another evil man richer...again, before I got left behind.
Saw that he shared my progress with his loved ones, before my face was smashed into my failure & I became their doormat, so... Guess, he's not...
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pointman11:
Looking foir work doies suck. I hope you find something tgat brings enthusiasm back to you. But to say that you will never be much? I disagree whole heartedly. You are incredible. You have passions. You have sensuality. No regular man deserves you and not any man would do. Physically you are breath taking. And so many men would feel honored by your attention. Being filled with hate will not be and anchor for you. You can do so much and will get to where you want to be. I believe that whole heartedly
littlejohn22:
i am so sorry you are in this situation, i wish i could be there for you. Know you are loved here,
But this next move of mine will require the support that only an intimate can provide... I want to be held, I'm sure, just not by anyone that would want to hold me, I know. I want to run & hide from the thought of being weak enough to need someones assistance. I want to rule the world & that's not gonna happen without love....
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littlejohn22:
I hope you can put yourself back out there, if I was ten years younger... maybe 15... I would ask you out
madman6048:
I've been in a similar place. I hope you find what you're looking for. What ever this next move, i wish you the best of luck. Never settle for anything less than what you truly want. And if you find something or someone you want, I hope you are ab,e to make them/it yours.
Kitten woke me up way to early this morning, runnin around the house & knocking sht down. 1 #wakeandbake later & I watched him try to jump through a closed window as the sun rises in the background. Got a 4am msg about buyin all my pot (hmmm) ... Making coffee now. Yeah, today will be a good day.
littlejohn22:
kitty cats rule
Today was fun. Did some of my job. Got to talk with growers and folks in the same competitive space as my group...funny how those that have made it so far can have a such a different outlook on the future of price per lb. Got to help out a long time friend with a perfect job offer from an acquaint's HR search. Got my...
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missdevhill:
Thank you, John. You are one of the best!
bl8228:
Glad to hear that you are feeling better
I can't remember a day where I was able to shove all aspects of my life into focus for a few moments, before sundown... Today was one of those beautifully rare days where everything briefly aligned so perfectly that i was able to gain a clear glimps at the long road ahead...
I can do this...
I should start walking again.
Still think about being...
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missdevhill:
Lol although I love many... i have not found that one person i love and want to touch me
but I'm having trouble uploading pics from my phone.
I can upload pics from other devices ok np
It's just annoying to have to transfer pics & the other device doesn't have a selfie cam :/
So much going on right now.
caraphernelia:
What phone do you have? is it just when uploading pics to SG?
missdevhill:
I have an LG and a Samsung... the LG stops in mid upload when i try to to post 26 pics & wont show the green post/submit button when I only try to post 13. Trying to post similar from the Samsung but it's out of date so it's making me upload one pic at a time.. I maybe spend 2-5 minutes on this at a time when I try before give up I move onto work stuffs
Come visit with me or if you are headed in, say Hi if you see me inside champs social lounge. #igivedabs gone by 5pm though.
littlejohn22:
I wish I lived closer
missdevhill:
No biggie. I'm not really social when I go out. Lol unless that's why I'm out.