so in the wake of the extinguished crush, that raged through of my sanity like a wild fire .... I have come to the conclusion that i may now have a "type" :/ i have been living with a wet flint stone of a metaphorical heart for a while & I have been ok, shoving any new sparks of affection into that friends or family memory bin in my brain. This flame still lingers though, like a soggy warm feeling, not wanting to quit, it flickers everytime I hear or see a resemblance to my crush... I'm pretty sure it's purely superficial, like a hurt ego. I was never one to stereotype or discriminate when it comes to what my heart wants I don't plan to go looking for love. & I'm pretty sure a good pounding will get this out of my system....holding out for the one tho, when you don't know who the one is, can be maddening
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missdevhill:
I like to read.. and hike/ walk my dog, mingle…I would like to get into guns or artistic expression but, IDK. I do other stuff though, like concrete jungle exploring and public beaching but usually I don't have the time. not a fan of camping unless there is room service involved but I will go with my family and have fun. I mostly work though. and I enjoy it :) I get to go out for my bosses and mingle with city officials and act like awesome. I enjoy cooking too but I do not have a proper stove at this time.
maxroman:
guns are always fun. have you ever gone to the shooting range? you definitely don't sound boring to me. If we're ever in the same area we should hang out and explore places. I rather do bonfires than beaching it in the day