I'm feeling all introspective and shit. this is what happens on days off when you slow down enough to think again about something other than food/orders/customers/sidework. really though, I am currently at the most interesting of jobs in my employment history. Each night is so unpredictable. Life is turning, I can see it, watch it tilt on some invisible string and pole, exposing a new...
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I still haven't bought a shower curtain. this is forcing me to only take baths which in turn makes me put more time and attention into my body, completely opposite from the quick showers I've taken for years.
The last few days have been strange and I haven't slept well. I feel like a success and a failure at the same time.
again I am...
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The last few days have been strange and I haven't slept well. I feel like a success and a failure at the same time.
again I am...
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northern:
Sounds like my world.
I spend the majority of my time just trying to quiet and calm my mind.
My brain is out to get me I'm sure.
If you feel like talking, you can set aside our current messages and start something new. I'd be very happy to listen.
And if not, then at least tell me more about this body of yours.
See! My brain works in mysterious ways - very sincere then sudden shift to flirting.
I spend the majority of my time just trying to quiet and calm my mind.
My brain is out to get me I'm sure.
If you feel like talking, you can set aside our current messages and start something new. I'd be very happy to listen.
And if not, then at least tell me more about this body of yours.
See! My brain works in mysterious ways - very sincere then sudden shift to flirting.
manchester_black:
I find the only way Ive been able to get my mind to quiet down is to run myself so ragged that I just drop dead with exhaustion at the end of the day
fuck it all, fuck sleep. I'm through with fighting it, I'm done arguing with my body. I can only assume that I am supposed to be awake right now
my fish has clean water, people are going to be visiting soon. life is shaping into something good.
my fish has clean water, people are going to be visiting soon. life is shaping into something good.
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manchester_black:
I think I know how you feel with the body rebelling and wanting to operate on its own schedule- mine for example enjoys the night and thinks best around the one am mark, I however have a job that has me up ridiculously early- so whenever my body gets it's way I end up walking dead-ing it the next day.
And thanks for the support for the set, it's much apppreciated
And thanks for the support for the set, it's much apppreciated
northern:
Thanks for adding me!
one day soon a low paid clean-up crew will be scraping my splattered body from the sidewalk....and one of them will say, out of morbid curiosity, "I wonder why she jumped...what could have caused some young woman in the prime of her life to end it all? And the second guy will say, "you know, I heard some people who saw it happen say that...
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northern:
It's a conspiracy to drive you insane.
Apparently, it's working.
Apparently, it's working.
'...another day older and closer to death'
Artic blast for my birthday yesturday. It was -18* when I woke up this morning(at 4) and only -7* by 11am. we may have had a high of 6* today. ridiculous.
Sometimes Colorado and I just don't get along.
Artic blast for my birthday yesturday. It was -18* when I woke up this morning(at 4) and only -7* by 11am. we may have had a high of 6* today. ridiculous.
Sometimes Colorado and I just don't get along.
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ninadelamorte:
Just a freindly reminder to finish up your swap project for the Sculpture group and get it mailed out soon. Thx!
ninadelamorte:
i received your sculpture, it's quite cool. thx. 
damn people.....grumpy old men seem to be the bane of my existance.
cheap monkey wine and a good nap - maybe I can make it all disappear.
cheap monkey wine and a good nap - maybe I can make it all disappear.
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dekews:
I like your work.
dekews:
I like 'age'. I like the mix of textures and the mix of straight lines and wrinkles.
I've always liked working in clay. But I'm trying to start working in stone. Unfortunately, I've given away all my stone work. But, honestly, I'm not very experienced. Stone can be expensive to work in.
I saw you comment in the sculpture and ceramics group.
I've always liked working in clay. But I'm trying to start working in stone. Unfortunately, I've given away all my stone work. But, honestly, I'm not very experienced. Stone can be expensive to work in.
I saw you comment in the sculpture and ceramics group.
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linco:
Pretty excellent art, "hands" is amazing
albertonio:
cool stuff ...are you showing it anywhere?
I feel rather seperated from my work at the moment. well, my artwork that is, I always feel stepped back from my hourly job.
I'm not sure why, not one reason is coming to surface but I imagine it has much to do with a reluctance to feel the emotions that I delt with in those pieces. -that and a monkey wrench jammed into the...
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I'm not sure why, not one reason is coming to surface but I imagine it has much to do with a reluctance to feel the emotions that I delt with in those pieces. -that and a monkey wrench jammed into the...
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fuck- I should not have turned on the computer
fuck- I should be in bed right now
fuck- my nipples are sore
NEW YEAR, NEW RULES.
-and why should I wait for the "official" first day of 2006 to start shit rolling?
So we kick things off in metaphorical transition with a new sense of self. (atleast I'm still standing)
-and I'm not too sure where 2005 went, but I'm in no hurry to find it.
If anyone needs me, I'll be at my studio...hip deep in...
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-and why should I wait for the "official" first day of 2006 to start shit rolling?
So we kick things off in metaphorical transition with a new sense of self. (atleast I'm still standing)
-and I'm not too sure where 2005 went, but I'm in no hurry to find it.
If anyone needs me, I'll be at my studio...hip deep in...
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Read my blog.
I'm not certain, but I don't think you're being sarcastic, so good to hear you're looking at the bright side of crap jobs.