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So much has happened lately, both public and private.

I randomly think that I lead such a peaceful, boring life. Then my rational thoughts smack some sense into me and I realize how very wrong I am.

I should have left the country during my vacation.

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northern:
I miss you.

Thanks for posting this:



Add one more to your list - I know my guy would happily drink from you if he ever had the opportunity. He's enjoyed drinking both piss and squirt from women for a long time and regularly gets plenty to drink from me.



It was a thrill to read. Partly just because of what it says, but also because of who said it.

Made my day.

Mind you, I'm very jealous of the guy.

eric_dastone:
"artist losing mind" ?

i know the feeling haha ithats how it should be!
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bah. what a waste of a night. 12 damn tables and thank god they let me go early. everyone is broke from the holidays and January is going to be slow to the end.

Now last night(Tuesday)...that was incredible. Everyone was in a great mood and all the customers were fun as hell -didn't even feel like work! Helped me forget about everything else there...
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northern:
Happy Birthday!!

HUGS!!
northern:
Did you do the fireworks this year?

I realize that it may be pointless to leave this comment here, since I don't think you use your account anymore.

But I was thinking about you.

Hugs!
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sweet heaven's kisses...the holidays are over.

No offense to anyone who loves that time of year, but I just worked some of the hardest shit handed to me in 5 years of restaurants. From Dec. 23rd to Jan. 2nd I had one day off (the 29th) and it felt like a five minute break.
- a twelve hour shift on Christmas Eve 4pm-4am, during which...
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back from.........the dead? not quite. However, odd coincidence: in the space of only two weeks four deaths have occurred semi-near me: 2 women I knew and 2 cats I knew. 1 woman and 1 cat went peacefully, 1 woman and 1 cat went violently. just kinda odd. The friend with the terminal cancer was not part of this, he is actually improving....but still terminal.

I...
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kung_fu_tattoo:
Hey, I hope things are goig well for you. I'm not entirely sure what's goig on with me at the moment; but it looks like I might move to PIttsburg for a while. Of course for right now I guess any change will be a good one.
northern:
Merry Christmas!!

Hope everything is going alright.

Haven't heard from you in ages.
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"the day you stop learning is the day you die"

Thank you to everyone who has sent their support my way. This is by far the hardest thing I have ever done or experienced. Yes, its painful, yes, it hurts, yes, it is nothing compared to what he is going through.

The brighter side of all this: I am learning just how amazing a child's...
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angeluca:
I am REALLY happy to hear that you are hanging in there. That is such a tough situation. And yeah, if I were in your shoes, that would be what I would wish for too.

If you need anything or just want to talk, don't hesitate to contact me. If anything, just let me know you are around and I'll shoot you my phone number.

Let the kids help you through this too. That has to be some of the best medicine during a time like this.
northern:
I didn't know anything about this. So I'm sorry I didn't offer my support earlier.

Hugs!
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it always feels good to throw away my "work bra". not that there isn't another to replace it........

and.......is that it? no, yes, maybe. life has become a strange world. wait, become? when has it been anything else to me?
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hopey:
I hate when my comfy bras have to be thrown out......

Thanks alot, but i was merely a muse for those paintings. He is a rad artist, in Monterey, Ca

I only paint in arcrylic and watercolor......no oil.
angeluca:
I hope you are doing ok and that everything is going well with the situation. Good luck with it all.
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we've lost three girls in three weeks from the graveyard shift. It was all over stupid shit, as usual.
I feel the urge to insert something witty right here but its just not coming.

oh look, here it is:

(wednesday night)
customer: "How are you doing tonight?"
me: "Oh just excellent."
customer: "are you really?"
me: "no, but I'm gonna treat that as a rhetorical...
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angeluca:
Ok, that does make more sense then. It just seemed like an odd time to go out buying something like a vaccuum cleaner. Groceries, sure, I did that a lot when I was in college (I swear 2am is the best time to hit Wal-Mart!). The vaccuum thing just threw me a bit.

That is pretty funny. What do you do?
northern:
Whew - I was worried you were some sort of compulsive cleaner.

When I lived in a big city, it was great to be able to go grocery shopping at three in the morning. So few people. Very relaxing.

You call customers 'honey'?

Do we get to see pictures of what you're painting?
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strange, strange, world.

So it's 2:30 in the morning and I'm heading to wal-mart, which I'm not proud of but it's the only place to buy a vacuum cleaner at that hour. a couple blocks away I notice a odd light in the back of a pick-up...which turns out to be the gas tank of a lawnmower lit on fire! weird... It's no inferno or...
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angeluca:
Wow.

And might I ask, WHY were you going out to buy a vacuum cleaner at that time of night?
northern:
I love the idea that at 2:30 in the morning, you were so desparate to clean that you actually went out to buy a vacuum.

That's so funny, and somewhat disturbing at the same time.

Yay for doing your civic duty!
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Sunday.....night off, right? Well it started that way. I'm at a warehouse concert with 3 other grave girls...sprawled across my friend's lap, enjoying a beer when suddenly one of the girls runs up asking why the night manager just called her and left a message. Quick checks show that we've all received calls from work. some girl didn't show. I, being the most sober of...
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I should be asleep right now.

I worked hard last night, have only 4 hours of sleep in me, my apartment is cold but I'm wrapped up in warm blankets and ate about an hour ago......all of this should lead to blessed rest. but nope.

rules for society:
-do not order milkshakes at 6 in the morning. -it will only piss off your server.
-do...
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northern:
Your apartment is cold? In the middle of summer?

When I used to eat dinner at 5am, I would order milkshakes.

Why does that piss people off? Does my leaving a nice tip make up for it?

If I could make food to my high specifications, I wouldn't have to pay people to do it for me. biggrin

I beg you to write this book!!
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what a fucking week......only two days at work cause I'm the only girl who doesn't have to make rent. Those days though.....could we have packed more drunks into 16 hours? Some girl thinks I called her a whore, I'm working with waitresses who are half drunk and fucked up on percocet(sp?). everything is madness.

never boring though.

I'm reading a book on male psychology. definately...
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mysweetisrael:
There were nights at my old job where every single server was on vicodin, and a few were on methadone. Made for a wild summer.
e666:
Funny you should say that, since I was chattin to my friend who was takin ghte pics and she was trying not to get to much of my stuff in the background and I was like, "Well if they're paying to much attention to the background then we're doing something wrong" biggrin

Glad it didn't distract you to much and it's always good to chat to another Manga/Anime fan smile
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"my mind and body are flooded, and I have no words"

Back to work tomorrow night, back on the floor. I've been reading a waitress' memoir and while interesting so far, I think I could write a better one. There have been some revelatory points in it though. Its such a strange community of people, a world like no other.
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northern:
You should mention some of the more interesting customers in your blog here.

I always love reading about customers from hell.

And I loved that character in the movie. She was pretty hot, both physically and in attitude.

Just confirms in my mind that you must be pretty hot. smile
northern:
I agree with the redhead part.

Wasn't aware of the Texas aspect of it.

I could also add the parts about your intelligence, your artistic flair, to the growing list of sexy attributes.