mamazuma

Where will you be in Florida? When are you leaving?

I hope everything goes well in court when it comes time. I'm sure it will.

I'm not very organized, either. Never have been. I really want to maker sure this house is organized by the time the baby gets here, but right now we have been focusing on the other house. I guess we have til December.

Yeah- we are SUPER busy right now, too....but Lake Mary is really close to me. Next time plan an extra day to meet up with your SG friends...hehehe

And you know this....maaaaaan

hello. i read your comment on MadamY's journal. i also had a very young mom. she was in her early sixteenth year when she had me.

for reasons i don't want to go into on a public site, i was taken away and lived in foster care/children's homes for a few years as a kid. when i got out, i was sent to live with my father.

i didn't move into my mother's house until i turned fifteen. she just turned 35. i'm nineteen and living on my own now. we occasionally borrow eachother's clothes. it's fun.

wow see my journal for my glimpse at those feelings lately but those sort of things just terrify me.
I try so hard not to yell at my son for things like that becuase he just doesnt understand but it's so scary you just don't know what else to do.

be sure to give him a big hug later

hi.

I've never heard of that magazine, I will have to give it a look Just the name sounds pretty cool.

As much as I am away from home I try to come up with fun things to share with my son when I am home.
I got 3 new animal noises out of him this past weekend

well next week I go on modified bedrest...so the stress should come down.
We were living together for 4 years...but he has issues that he had/has to work through...so I told him I would prefer him to have his own place which he has had for a year. Now he works where I moved from and well I dunno we aren't sure how well we will do with living with each other again so soon..we toss the idea around but we are unsure if it is a mistake. we seem to do so much better when we have our own space (really he has his own mine is shared)

Hey happy birthday do you have anything fun planned?
I am hoping to be hiding out in the mountains this year when mine comes up.
That is fun for me.

I don't live anywhere near Atlanta. The times I've been there though, I've always had lots of fun. Georgia isn't as sterotypical as people think. I want to move far away from here but it's not that bad. I can think of worse places to be stuck in.

they will be 17 months apart. crazy, i know. we'll have a busy couple of years!!!

No, it was just the guy across the hall being drunk and shooting roman candles into the night sky. yeah, it's getting a bit ridiculous around here, we pay 1050 a month for a tiny little apartment on elm street. as for the band question, i do alot of freelancing, but mostly, i play with karsh kale. www.karshkale.com

Rarely......shes like a rock star..there are so many kids that crave her attention daily theres no room for me ya know..and I don't wanna be "one of those"...but I do check up on her sometimes. Besides, its hard for me to have my attention on more than one girl. I'm just not programmed that way.

I think I'm a woman in a man's body...a woman that likes girls of course.

yes double trouble twins
Well this was actually maybe 5 years ago and my friend brought me before I tried yoga..or any type of meditation. But I was going through some difficult things and there was a sort of calming afterwards. I have planned to see her again..just haven't gotten around to it..I am on the mailing list for my area so someday I will go.

Hope the birthday was good....I have a 1st birthday coming up on July 4th for my little one, guess I should get to planning the party!!

We have a couple books in common on our favorites list!

I've read ALL the birthing books....I used to want to be a midwife, but now I work as a labor and delivery nurse and don't think I want to be a midwife anymore, too much liability. The birth center I go to has red tent parties a few times a year, I really have been meaning to check out that book. It seems I have so little time, and I know its going to be even less in December! I'm thinking of working only part time so I can have more time home!

hi... what are you doing today!?

Damn, that sucks. It is hard to feel safe anywhere lately. Hope it turns out ok.

Benni & I discovered Corn Mo when he was one of the opening acts at the They Might be Giants show we went to. At first we were both a little hesitant about him. But by the time he was done with his set we were sold. He was not just funny but I thought he had a great voice and at least a few of his songs touched a cord other than just being funny. Really, we were both quite impressed.

Anyway we both decided to list just Corn Mo in our favorite bands. Just as a lark because most people would have no idea who we were talking about. I am always surprised when people notice and say something,

I wish I were friends with him. I bet he is a blast to hang out with. We talked to him a bit after the show and he seemed very nice and was very funny.