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happy mother fuckin st patricks day!

am i irish? no... do i like stew? sometimes.... so i drink? fuck yes

so yeah.. boyfriend and i are fighting. long story, not gunna get into it too much but he got all drunk and ditched me blah blah blah. so there went/goes my plans/ so im gunna get drunk alone untill other plans come up. and...
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deathbyopus:
Hope things pick up for ya, happy st. Patties day
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ok, so im going to totally rant

i work with a complete moron... and why, you ask?

heres just a FEW reasons

1. shes lazy
2. she lies to residents and says she will do something but doesnt
3.she ignores call bells
4. last week when i was putting laundry away, she was sitting in a residents room watching tv-NOT HELPING
5. last night...
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toplessdmh:
I used to work with a guy just like that. I am the boss though, so I fired him.

Good luck with that.
deathbyopus:
happy thoughts, hope she gets the herpes
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today... 139.4lbs..


goal is to be 130

went on the treadmill yeserday twice for an hour each...lets see how today goes
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marvel:
Good for you!
starlastarlove:
that's awesome, congrats!
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mother fucker im done school! AND i've got two interviews this week

wish my luck!
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tactical:
Good luck
atmosphericchaos:
Good luck!
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I dunno if why i'm in such an emotional mood lately, but I am. i'm such a girl frown


Been thinking about my ex, Leland, lately. Nothing bad or that I want to be with him..Just that we got along great as friends. Part of me wished we would have remaind friends rather than dating. We got along very well. I'm not...
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heartbaker:
Central Valley by Fresno
violently:
all i'm gonna say is, you can't hold other people to the standards you hold yourself. you will probably never understand why he did what he did, but believe me when i say it's nothing you can blame yourself for. some people are just wired differently, and it's not your problem. you did the best you could, and he missed out on an awesome chick. <3

and also, i want to watch movies! can you move here plz? smile
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i've been so busy lately.. frown i work 8 hour days then monday and wednesday i go to school for 3 hours at night. it's great, dont get me wrong. im just exhausted! o well in april im only taking one class, which is great!

Mark and I have booked a vacation for my birthday. Going to Disneyland!! yahoo! flights are already booked and...
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heartbaker:
I want to go to Disneyland sooooo bad. I haven't been there in like 2-3 years
kacy:
You're gunna have sososo much fun lady!
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so..i just want to go back to sleep and not work this week at all
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violently:
yeah apparently the mail here is not so awesome? thank you again, it made my day smile <3 xoxooxo
kacy:
I heard that
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i think its time i go on vacation now..

far away
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fatkidlovescake:
i think you should...or at least just swing by for a day in boston. i'll take you around, we can go on a duck tour, grab a beer in a real pub, boston type stuff.
fatkidlovescake:
you know what works wonders for me? leaving my cell phone off, forgotten at home while i go off on my own without telling anyone where i'll be. you get to enjoy yourself for a day or two or three if you have the time, and you dont have to worry about the rest of the world. oh, and abstaining from the internet goes without saying on this one too. the point is to gain some separation from people. alone with your thoughts or a good book. relax. go for a drive. that kind of thing.

the bonus at the end of it is when you come back after 3 days and people have been frantically looking for you for no good reason and you realize you just dont care. your ex will be freaking out, not cause he's worried about you, but because he doesnt have any kind of knowledge of where you are or what you're doing. no matter how many times i say it (and i know its a cliche) knowledge is in fact power. every little scrap of info gives someone a little bit more control. and when you unplug and excommunicate for a little while you have ALL of the control. complete and total. and the only people it bothers are people who really want to be able to hold that over you.

and in the least i think you need to interact with your ex a bit less for a while, because i think he still wants to play his game.
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how come no matter what, nothing i do is ever good enough? i cant be nice-he gets mad

how am i supposed to say "if you need me, im here" or "im truly happy you've moved on and are happy"
without someone getting mad at me?

its like no matter what-he will always have this bad image of me in his head..and i...
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lylee:
i agree with violenty all the time, she knows best..its just hard and i suck frown
milyy:
Hey! been a while, how you been?
lmao i'm no longer part of the vampyre red party haha