lostandlonely

This week had been so full... I had a ton of work for school to do... but it was the last week before finals so i don't have any papers or any assignments to worry about just a little bit of studying for my finals.

I went on 3 dates this week and I have one tonight and one more on Sat. (dang it sucks...
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today was decent... had french and survived our class discussion about the reading that i didn't do... so dodged a bullet on that one... then went to a thrift store and was fortunate enough to find a nifty "the cure" shirt.

Then work.... serving society... one pizza delivery at a time...

then I went bowling with some friends from UCR... friends, what a novel idea!...
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today was pretty bad emotionally... nothing really eventful happened to make it that way... the weather was even beautiful. It was just simply the pings of not having someone to share it with really hit hard today.

...I feel like christ making this glass of water into a sort of wine, to drown my troubled mind. I can smell the alcohol on my memories.

--Brent--

Hey everyone, in case you are wondering... I get the priveledge of temporarily hi-jacking a close personal friend's account for a little while, she hasn't been using it... but doesn't want to cancel it... so until she wants it back she said I get to use it... a true friend...
take care
--Brent--

things are better now. im dealing and im not so scared. things are looking up. im 19 weeks along and im starting top show. i saw josh (babys daddy) for the first time in like 3 months yesterday and he totally freaked out when he saw me.good thing is that he wants to actually be a part of the baby's life. he also says that...
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my crazy life:
i may be prego, but that doesnt mean he should care enough about me to stop partying, so, yes, im single. hes not ready to cut the crap, quit getting with other girls, and pull his head outta his ass.
so...
FUCK HIM!

my crazy life:
i may be prego, ut that doesnt mean he should care enough for me to not get to be single! yes im single. hes not ready to cut the crap, quit getting with other girls, and pull his head outta his ass.
so...
FUCK HIM!
only problem is that im REALLY REALLY horny!!!!
to bad psiko isnt here. damn i want some...
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well, i had a great time with this girl and my boyfriend last thursday. bombass threesome. i love pussy!!
whats this? something new... coolio
anyways
shocking news. but now im happy about it!:
im having a baby. thats right im pregnant. ill keep you guys updated on my progress, ive never done this before!! later

I GOT A JOB TODAY!!!!!!!!!
now i can pay my car payment, and actually have something to do all day!! im SOOOO stoked!!! yayayayay!!!
i now am employed at A&W rootbeer in yucaipa!! i start tomorrow at 11 am!! i love rootbeer, but i think that if i drink to much of it i'll hee hee


have you ever noticed how sexual a piercing is?...
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I GOT A JOB TODAY!!!!!!!!!

now i can pay my car payment, and actually have something to do all day!! im SOOOO stoked!!! yayayaya!!!
i now am employed at A&W rootbeer in yucaipa!! i start tomorrow at 11 am!! i love rootbeer
(maybe if i drink to much, ill hee hee)

have you ever wanted something so bad, but you know you cant have it yet, because way to many things have to fall into place before it can happen?

or you wanted something so bad, then you got it now you dont know wha to do with it and its kinda different, an you just dont want anything anymore, except for the stuff you cant...
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YAYYYYY!!!!!
im home!!!!

ok, ill tell you all at once because im so damn sick of typing out individual e mails

i got kicked outta my house 2 months ago for punching my stepdad in the head. it was very out of character for me , it sucked and it was a horrible experience, and he had to get 20 stitches. i missed you guys...
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