Okay. So I have upgraded from the floor to the couch at my dads house. Tonight I am on the couch at my mothers house. Tommorow...Ill be Ill be in Chico again, so most likely Ill be sleeping on a hardwood floor and not caring about it until I wake up the next morning and regreting more than a stiff back. Sunday night though...Ill be...
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Moving blows! Yeah, I know that is such a profound statement, but really, I am so over it. I'm looking at the kitchen floor. No, I don't want to mop it.
No, I don't want to go scrub the shower. No, I don't want to drive another carload of crap across town. And hell no, I don't want to sleep on the floor again tonight!...
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No, I don't want to go scrub the shower. No, I don't want to drive another carload of crap across town. And hell no, I don't want to sleep on the floor again tonight!...
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kelland:
Did you know there is an Elliott group?
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/sweet+adeline+-+elliott+smith+fans/
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/sweet+adeline+-+elliott+smith+fans/
brinny:
elliott is great.. i named my cat after him....
bright eyes new album is good... but conors stuff with park ave. and Commander Venus is pretty damn good. I like older bright eyes as well.
[Edited on Jan 28, 2005 8:23PM]
bright eyes new album is good... but conors stuff with park ave. and Commander Venus is pretty damn good. I like older bright eyes as well.
[Edited on Jan 28, 2005 8:23PM]
Two days of moving, one very long Saturday night and far to long in the back of a car. My body is not enjoying its own company right now. Plus, I have still got three more days of sleeping on the floor to look forward to...yay!
Despite the complaining is was an awesome weekend. I moved my stuff into my new place and then we...
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Despite the complaining is was an awesome weekend. I moved my stuff into my new place and then we...
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soma__:
moving can be so exhausting.. good luck on it all
coco:
oh so you're the billy i met. next time don't run off so quickly, shy boy.
-The Pointless Vodka Story-
When I was little I used to see guys in the movies drinking "scotch on the rocks" or glasses of whiskey and it always sounded so yummy. I mean, this is the first thing these dudes wanted when they got home from a hard day so it must taste good, right? Like melted butterscotch is what I thought. As I got...
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When I was little I used to see guys in the movies drinking "scotch on the rocks" or glasses of whiskey and it always sounded so yummy. I mean, this is the first thing these dudes wanted when they got home from a hard day so it must taste good, right? Like melted butterscotch is what I thought. As I got...
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djani:
mmmh vegan lasagna! yummy! Im hungry now...
but as to "a glass of vodka that had been run through ice", yuk!
I guess what we all learned from your story is that: if the bartender says they dont like doing a certain drink: keep your hands off it!!!
Next time try my favourite drink instead: amaretto with apple juice! Tastes like delicious liquid marzipan desert! (But not everyones thing I bet )
ps: thanx for the "" and the "" in my journal
but as to "a glass of vodka that had been run through ice", yuk!
I guess what we all learned from your story is that: if the bartender says they dont like doing a certain drink: keep your hands off it!!!
Next time try my favourite drink instead: amaretto with apple juice! Tastes like delicious liquid marzipan desert! (But not everyones thing I bet )
ps: thanx for the "" and the "" in my journal
bunnywoah:
martini's are good dude. it's a little vodka (or gin) and vermooth. and the olives. mmm. you should try a vodka gimlet those are tasty.
everything is as its always been. this never happened
So what's new? Alot and not a whole hell-of-alot all at the same time:
-I swooned hard over someone for a quick second but that quickly blew up in my sappy face.
-My good friend moved back from Brooklyn and is now staying with me but is probably gonna have to move again due to the...
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So what's new? Alot and not a whole hell-of-alot all at the same time:
-I swooned hard over someone for a quick second but that quickly blew up in my sappy face.
-My good friend moved back from Brooklyn and is now staying with me but is probably gonna have to move again due to the...
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aperfectsonnet:
I know. It's pathetic.
I wonder if a surgeon would do breast reduction on normal boobs.
They'd probably try to talk me out of it.
I wonder if a surgeon would do breast reduction on normal boobs.
They'd probably try to talk me out of it.
aperfectsonnet:
Can I add that not nearly enough people say darlin'?
I'm not sure why I like it-it's kind of a recent discovery-but it's weird. I hate most pet names. Sweetie and honey and things of that sort irritate me-but darlin' and doll win.
It's made. My day, that is.
I'm not sure why I like it-it's kind of a recent discovery-but it's weird. I hate most pet names. Sweetie and honey and things of that sort irritate me-but darlin' and doll win.
It's made. My day, that is.
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terental:
dude, where's my car?
evil_homer:
Glad to hear you're staying in SF! I'll try to make it to Hemlock.
I wrote a big long thing just a second ago but it really made me feel like I was 17 again and over-analyzing if what Susie said meant she really wanted to go to the prom with me or if Johnny was really that mad that I skipped band practice.
so i erased it
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so i erased it
Long story short- I am glad there is a fee to...
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pixen:
My sick and twisted sense of humour got me into big trouble with one of my housemates via an internet forum. So she wrote me a note and stuck it in my bed. How much more convoluted can you get?
I always end up having strange internet arguments because it is very hard to convey sarcasm and wryness in a typed message.
I always end up having strange internet arguments because it is very hard to convey sarcasm and wryness in a typed message.
My eyes feel like they are gonna bleed. This doesn't feel like a hangover. I think my car, which I have been in for the last fours hours, is leaking some poison gas through the vents or something Man, I really feel like death. Anyway...
I spent the night in Chico last night and came to the decision that, come hell or high water, I...
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emilygee:
Superb. Sounds like you've made the right choice, Billy. Trail blaze the shit out of SF.
daggers:
and I think that that would be the best thing ever!!!!!
Well, I think that is the longest I have gone without updating in recent history...could it be that I am actually busy I know, this is a first for me.
I wasn't that busy last night though and I didn't know what to do with myself. My big ol' plans for the night fell through so I ended up just making a huge dinner for...
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I wasn't that busy last night though and I didn't know what to do with myself. My big ol' plans for the night fell through so I ended up just making a huge dinner for...
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fanny:
bowie nearly ran me over in december - what a way to almost die
bowie nearly ran me over in december - what a way to almost die
catiedid:
Bottle Rocket is such an amazing movie! I must try watching it while enjoying PBR
I never owned a gun in my life, but if I did I'm sure the first thing I would do is accidently shoot myself in the fucking foot.
I have a sneaking suspicion that I have just cast myself into two years of regret by jumping to a conclusion and make a different attempt before giving the first attempt achance to work itself out...
The...
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I have a sneaking suspicion that I have just cast myself into two years of regret by jumping to a conclusion and make a different attempt before giving the first attempt achance to work itself out...
The...
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pixen:
I have a room for rent at my house. But I don't think you are going to want to commute from Australia daily. Which is a shame because it is a very nice room. Also, you would get to drink cheap wine on my balcony and talk bollocks with me.
Furthermore, Bright Eyes are touring Australia in April. I am so excited I almost peed my pants.
Furthermore, Bright Eyes are touring Australia in April. I am so excited I almost peed my pants.
djani:
Cant you explain your doubts to your roommate?
(who knows, maybe hes having the same thoughts, but none of you are saying anything.. and therefore youll end up trapped in Chico FOREVER!! )
Just an idea....
PS: I cant believe how expensive one room is over there, me and my 2 roommates pay 500 for our entire flat (3 bedrooms, bath, hallway, and kitchen)! My condolence...
(who knows, maybe hes having the same thoughts, but none of you are saying anything.. and therefore youll end up trapped in Chico FOREVER!! )
Just an idea....
PS: I cant believe how expensive one room is over there, me and my 2 roommates pay 500 for our entire flat (3 bedrooms, bath, hallway, and kitchen)! My condolence...
I posted my apartment online last night and already buttloads of people are responding. Two came by today and it totally snapped me out of my dreamland of doing nothing. I frantically was running around cleaning the place, cleaning myself, and hiding any sort of items that may cause someone to question what sort of things go on here. It is weird to have people...
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enid149815:
You lucky thing moving! I used to think that i hated moving as it is a pain packing and unpacking but i've decided that i love moving and really want to move someplace esle... Oh well...i'm sure i will soon enough.
kelland:
Hey you.
I hope that the arrival of my package will help some. Sweetheart, what's the matter? I'm worried about you. I understand the pains of anxiety disorder. When I was in 7th grade I started taking antidepressants for that, and even though I eventually weaned myself off, I know that I am still anxious. I have these terrible anxiety-induced terrors at night. I always have horrific dreams. So in all actuality, I'm not getting any "real" rest. I had an anxiety attack once and I felt the effects of it for almost two weeks. Last year, my nerves caused me to lose about 10 pounds. I stopped eating and sleeping and became a mess. I quit volleyball because of an anxiety attack at practice.
It's tough shit.
But you know that I'm here and I care about you. I know that doesn't seem like much since we only know each other through the internet and we are pretty far apart location-wise. But I really do care. You are one of my favorite people on here and I would hate to see something bad happen to you.
If you ever feel like you don't have anyone to talk to... that's not true. You have me. I don't care if you ever have to write me (material letter-wise or just e-mail) even if it's just to complain and vent. I don't care when people vent and complain to me. I encourage it. Anyway.
Be well and try to stay in touch.
Take care and mucho love from Kelland.
I hope that the arrival of my package will help some. Sweetheart, what's the matter? I'm worried about you. I understand the pains of anxiety disorder. When I was in 7th grade I started taking antidepressants for that, and even though I eventually weaned myself off, I know that I am still anxious. I have these terrible anxiety-induced terrors at night. I always have horrific dreams. So in all actuality, I'm not getting any "real" rest. I had an anxiety attack once and I felt the effects of it for almost two weeks. Last year, my nerves caused me to lose about 10 pounds. I stopped eating and sleeping and became a mess. I quit volleyball because of an anxiety attack at practice.
It's tough shit.
But you know that I'm here and I care about you. I know that doesn't seem like much since we only know each other through the internet and we are pretty far apart location-wise. But I really do care. You are one of my favorite people on here and I would hate to see something bad happen to you.
If you ever feel like you don't have anyone to talk to... that's not true. You have me. I don't care if you ever have to write me (material letter-wise or just e-mail) even if it's just to complain and vent. I don't care when people vent and complain to me. I encourage it. Anyway.
Be well and try to stay in touch.
Take care and mucho love from Kelland.
Scratch that last journal entry. I think my New Years resolution is to keep my mouth quite when I have been drinking. I really don't talk that much anyway but when I do, blasphemy comes out. It's like a switch with only two settings:
1)Rediculously reserved, to the point that people think I am an asshole and must not enjoy their company.
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kelland:
Well since I don't get kissed EVER I'd have to say that I desire a multi-purpose mouth.
I think maybe you are a little hard on yourself. Or rather, don't you think, you might be able to avoid this whole predicament by not drinking? Haha. That statement alone might seem like blasphemy. I have never been drunk. I don't drink. I don't know. I am pretty much straight-edge except for my addiction to Advil Liqui-Gels.
I read your other two entries but I didn't muster the energy to leave comments, but geesh, you are busting out entries left and right and even I, the almighty journal reader, cannot possibly keep up.
"I don't have much in my life, but take it, it's yours."
I need to send your package soon. Hrm. Now I'm thinking a lot of the music I'm going to send you already have stored away somewhere since you are such an avid music collector. Oh well. It will still be special because it's from *me* right?
This comment is long. Blargh marfle blavin chortle bobb.
I think maybe you are a little hard on yourself. Or rather, don't you think, you might be able to avoid this whole predicament by not drinking? Haha. That statement alone might seem like blasphemy. I have never been drunk. I don't drink. I don't know. I am pretty much straight-edge except for my addiction to Advil Liqui-Gels.
I read your other two entries but I didn't muster the energy to leave comments, but geesh, you are busting out entries left and right and even I, the almighty journal reader, cannot possibly keep up.
"I don't have much in my life, but take it, it's yours."
I need to send your package soon. Hrm. Now I'm thinking a lot of the music I'm going to send you already have stored away somewhere since you are such an avid music collector. Oh well. It will still be special because it's from *me* right?
This comment is long. Blargh marfle blavin chortle bobb.
terental:
Is it possible we were both making out on New Years, not with each other? Yes! But now she won't answer my calls, haha. Oh well I should have known. Sounds like you had fun minus the . Were you in the citay? I don't have to go back to work untill wed so we should hang out. It's been a while.
That movie reminds me of my ex-boyfriend, whom, I just saw a picture of today, and it looks like he got the same haircut as me. Haha.