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hello

well eeerrrggghhh I have a cold again. I'm all snotty and sore throat. I hope i get better asap.I go away 2 weeks today and I want to in good health to enjoy it!

I still think I have a lot to prepare for my trip. Like what im going to take my luggage in, looking at size and weight and all that. Look...
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Hello!

EDIT: Oh yeah here it is. I'm having a massively lonely day today. Feel a bit like crap. I miss hanging out with people. *sigh*

So I finally got my memory card and went for a walk today to try and take some photos, but it was freezing cold and my hands went numb. Plus it was an incredibly gray day so I didn't...
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heartbaker:
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l1vingdeadgurl:
I'm ok sweetie, just a drunk and high rant. Thank you for asking, have fun on your trip smile
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Hey Ya'll!

How is everyone. After a terrible, terrible saturday I've picked up again. Been feeling soooo much better. And I'm on half meds now so this is good news! Maybe I will be able to come off them before America after all? I'm pretty proud of myself for getting on so well with a lower dose. I'm feeling better now than I did when...
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lemolaura:
You should go for it! I love doing these photo shoots with my girls! it's been great fun and i've learned so much
heartbaker:
I don't remember the first one... But this one wasn't funny
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FUUUUUUUUUCCCKKKKKKK
I'm getting suffocated living at home. Everything I seem to do is pissing off my parents, without me even trying. It seems as though the person I am just grates and disappoints them. Well part of me says fuck that I'm going to be the person I want to be to try and make me happy, and if they don't like that then sod...
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l1vingdeadgurl:
Its all in the angle...lol
It's pretty ok. smile
l1vingdeadgurl:
Canada is a beautiful serene place. I'd never live anywhere else smile
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Right so then, what has happened since my blog. Well I've been to work, I've watched tv oh and I had a girl round. Hurrah. It's just a casual thing I think which is cool for now. I'm looking to try and move away soon after I get back from America so starting off a serious relationship probably isn't really a good idea. So having...
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l1vingdeadgurl:
You are awesome my friend!!!!
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I just right out a whole blog then accidentally clicked refresh instead of a different tab Gutted.

Basically it started with a rant about American football. It doesn't make any sense. They hardly play. they throw the ball fall over stop. Have a rest for a bit, then do that again. Then have a rest, throw to the studio so they have a bit of...
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lemolaura:
haha well as a man I don't think you'd enjoy it as much, I can see it being a right laugh. Me, my girlies, lovely weather a good book/music and we'll be good!
Sounds good, what do you think you'll watch? I hope you enjoy your party! aww that sucks so much, well I hope you do find a job that gives you back your weekend! biggrin
lemolaura:
Oh right I see, still hope you enjoy yourself! Cool beans, let me know what films you do watch. But you must watch trainspotting, it's an amazing film! Well good luck hun, I hope you do find something better suited for you biggrin Yes it's always hard to go from freedom to somebody else's rules and tbh I could never move back in! I have been living without them since I was 15 and I would like to keep it that way haha
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So basically I booked my tickets to America! My time table is this:
21/03/2011 - London to New York
24/03/2011 - New York to Chicago
28/03/2011 - Chicago to LA
04/04/2011 - LA to London

I would much rather have spent more time in all these places and gone to about 100 others as well, but given the limited time I can take off work...
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sammarie:
This sounds like an awesome trip. biggrinbiggrinbiggrin I'm so jealous. I've been yearning for some international travel for myself a lot lately.
sammarie:
lack of travel funds. frown i am a poor kid. lol
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Hello.

So I have been looking at moving on and moving forward. This has involved finally starting to plan my trip to america! I'm trying to get it sorted as soon as really, but realistically thinking end of March/beginning of April. Just need to book the time off work and book the flights and hostels. So far planning on spending a few days in New...
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snowy:
Yes! An America trip smile It was this time last year that I decided that I wanted to do an American road trip during the summer and it was surprisingly easy to organise, even for finding cheap motels for four people to share. It'll be an absolute blast for you, and how wonderful having something great to look forward to.

I also need to get looking for a new job smile and also missed the SGUK party, but due to being ill. Blerg. Next time nothing will stop us!!!
snowy:
Will do, I have been saving my update for after my adventure (which I've just had) and will update in the next few days, as soon as I get my photographs developed.... So much to tell!

Even on the plane it will seem surreal, you'll have to wait until you set foot on American soil. Or get questioned by their border guards. One of the two wink
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Bloggity Blog Blog

I've been in a really good mood today for some reason. I think I'm on an upward climb after last weeks downward spiral. I think I'm just glad not to be in work after going in seven days on the trot. And despite them not paying nearly 600 of overtime on time.

I've actually started to email places trying to get a...
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padam:
Thanks smile I'm using a Canon 40D at the moment biggrin
Also 'Depression can fuck right off' is an awesome, awesome thought. I may have to borrow that from you. smile
l1vingdeadgurl:
you are so kind. I will probably stick around- things have been tough lately and sometimes this site reminds me of sad things. I hope you have fun and get out there- life's a journey!
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Two blogs in a week. What's going on!?

Well good things are going. I'm happy with a girl. It got simple and it's awesome. Relationship with parents maybe a little weird now after she stayed over but I really don't care. I want to quit my job as well but I have no other job lined up so I guess i'll be there for a...
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jamity:
cool song biggrin
padam:
Aww, thanks! biggrin I'm planning on taking some more later.
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Hello SG people.

Firstly can I say how amazingly friendly and lovely the people on this site are. I've been having a crummy time of late but people's support on here means a lot. I'm very excited about the upcoming possibility of finally meeting some people from the SG community. The only thing that stands in my way is myself, and the recent rota change...
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heartbaker:
Maybe when you introduce yourself to girls the first question should be... Are you single? haha
b1gfatho:
Yeah man, they're very cool. I think he said something along the lines of if there is a clear demand for it, he will do one anywhere, so maybe you should start something... or not. biggrin
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Hello everyone

I'm still here, still alive. Still occasionally blogging. Basically I've just been working over xmas, and being ill.

I had a period of feeling like complete and utter shit, that seems to have past though and I think I'm over the hump. I had an assessment with a mental health nurse who is going to sort out some cognitive behavioral therapy. Not entirely...
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heartbaker:
Hugs
l1vingdeadgurl:
Hey thank you for the xmas wishes, I have been so flipping busy tongue
Cognitive behavior therapy is usually good, I went thru it and it helped. I am sorry you feel alone, you are adorable so I dont know why you are biggrin