date canceled...but got the proverbial "raincheck". mystery and enchantment, mystery and enchantment...repeat it like a mantra.
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rying to turn a life of sadness and anger into one of mystery and enchantment...got a date tonight! (?) 
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l_f:
Ha ! Tomorrow I gonna ask you the question that my colleagues love to make whenever one of us returns from a conference: Did you ... er... Did you get laaaaaaid ? 
pygmy:
Lucky lady! 
Have fun!
Have fun!
it's been a long time since i've updated...i've been oddly busy. my first solo synthesizer album should be coming out in a month, in a limited edition cd-r version. the first release i've done since a double 7" that my high school grindcore/power electronics band did. that was a long time ago. so i'm moderately excited. in my spare time i've been working on album...
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jonnytrrrash7:
yeah i'm gun shy lately too!!
i wanna hear the new cd!
thanks for the birthday greeting!!
i wanna hear the new cd!
thanks for the birthday greeting!!
shayne:
your sweet words on my new set made me smile
recovering just fine. thanks for all of your supportive words. 
my ex g/f and i hung out a little, and our friendship will survive, and that's nice because i don't have very many. i'm going to therapy mainly to cope with having avoidant personalty disorder, something i've needed to do for a very long time. i've been trying to 'get out there', and the results...
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my ex g/f and i hung out a little, and our friendship will survive, and that's nice because i don't have very many. i'm going to therapy mainly to cope with having avoidant personalty disorder, something i've needed to do for a very long time. i've been trying to 'get out there', and the results... Read More
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antennatoheaven:
I hope the recovery is going well. I, unfortunately, became of a member of the broken hearts club last Septemeber when my girlfriend of 11 months just ended the relationship on a whim. Two days after her telling me that she wanted to be with me forever, I was single and wrapped in a world of self pity. Now, half a year later, I'm really starting to feel better about myself, life, and starting to live a little more than being a recluse. It has been a slow and frustrating journey, but I think life is worth living again. I'll stop now.
pygmy:
I have no idea if you'd be interested, but I just started a world music group, you should join!
How have you been lately? still recovering? Be well
How have you been lately? still recovering? Be well
I'm always on the verge of tears. i hate this. she says that she still loves me...but how can i believe it? how do you trust?
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cybele:
Here's another Falconetti photo for you, Lams:
Beautiful, no? (Have you seen the film yet?)
Beautiful, no? (Have you seen the film yet?)
friedbanana:
Trust is the hardest thing ever...I feel for you and I know what it feels like. Good luck 
single again.
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jonnytrrrash7:
aw, i'm sorry........
for the first time in several years, i had a really good birthday. even though i had to work most of the day, a onging for life was fulfilled. i went and saw the sound artist Phill Niblock, and it was astonishing. it's very difficult to hear his music as it should be heard, (excessive volume is needed) so that was a special treat for...
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jonnytrrrash7:
that niblock thing must have been amazing
hope you guys have a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!
hope you guys have a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!
something new i wrote. still has lots of problems, but i don't have much to say and i have'nt posted poetry for a while, so here goes. if you want to critique it, be as brutal as possible!!! you can't say anything worse about it than i already have!
at shattering, pan-planar light
seeing, natal
evades now recapture
keeping pace
scattering you,
at winded rest,...
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at shattering, pan-planar light
seeing, natal
evades now recapture
keeping pace
scattering you,
at winded rest,...
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pygmy:
I bet you didn't expect a...
SUPRISE KITTEN PARTY
*noisemakers*
[Edited on Feb 12, 2005 1:35PM]
SUPRISE KITTEN PARTY
*noisemakers*
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palindrome:
happy birfday.
((I hope this isn't too terribly unsolicited - I almost mauled a couple people this year for reminding me of my birthday))
Take care.
((I hope this isn't too terribly unsolicited - I almost mauled a couple people this year for reminding me of my birthday))
Take care.
it took me a while, but i'm finally feeling better! (physically and spiritually.) thanks to all you guys who wished me well (and the kittens 
) you really are the best. no use pokin' arouund here without you.
) you really are the best. no use pokin' arouund here without you. VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
arlo:
aww, thanks. i try to pretend i have a good heart...but really i think i'm just shallow. haha. oh well.
i love that picture you have of being assaulted in the photobooth. that made me laugh
xox.
i love that picture you have of being assaulted in the photobooth. that made me laugh
xox.
pygmy:
but of course
He's my favorite. Really, not too much competition as far as I'm concerned.
I thought you knew that about me Hmm, I thought he was somewhere hiding in my profile, but I guess I took him out of "into" and forgot to put him back in "books"
Oh, and this is where I recommend (again?) David Abram's _The spell of the sensuous_. I'm certain you'd appreciate it.
If you've already read it, then I'll faint.
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He's my favorite. Really, not too much competition as far as I'm concerned.
I thought you knew that about me
Hmm, I thought he was somewhere hiding in my profile, but I guess I took him out of "into" and forgot to put him back in "books"
Oh, and this is where I recommend (again?) David Abram's _The spell of the sensuous_. I'm certain you'd appreciate it.
If you've already read it, then I'll faint.
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force feeding yourself is one of the hardest things to do. i seem to be sick more often these days. aches and pains. weird feeling of constant melancholy i've been unable to write in months, and i've been reading lots of blanchot. eyes red all the time. nightmares. meat cravings. feeling needy. feeling alone. inventing a wordless language. realizing that it's a function of the...
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bigblack81:
You're welcome. I'm glad you found relevance in the words and hope that you'll spread the word to others.
Color does not make a person, color accents what a person has to offer to the table.
Holla back, geeky brotha.
EDITED for one hell of a funny typo.
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Color does not make a person, color accents what a person has to offer to the table.
Holla back, geeky brotha.
EDITED for one hell of a funny typo.
[Edited on Jan 28, 2005 7:47AM]
Keep playing, sweetie.