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Monday Feb 28, 2005

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recovering just fine. thanks for all of your supportive words. smile love smile love my ex g/f and i hung out a little, and our friendship will survive, and that's nice because i don't have very many. i'm going to therapy mainly to cope with having avoidant personalty disorder, something i've needed to do for a very long time. i've been trying to 'get out there', and the results have been mixed, from lots of fun to outright traumatic. tough. i never imagined being grown up would be like this, to be honest, i thought i would be dead by now but soldiering on is the main purpose, and making connections. now when i see movies, (which i have'nt done much of in the last month) i'm going to go with PEOPLE. then maybe dancing, but that's a ways off, i'd imagine.

i'm getting a new camera in a couple of weeks so pics soon. me, my solitary world, dead trees. kiss kiss kiss
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antennatoheaven:
I hope the recovery is going well. I, unfortunately, became of a member of the broken hearts club last Septemeber when my girlfriend of 11 months just ended the relationship on a whim. Two days after her telling me that she wanted to be with me forever, I was single and wrapped in a world of self pity. Now, half a year later, I'm really starting to feel better about myself, life, and starting to live a little more than being a recluse. It has been a slow and frustrating journey, but I think life is worth living again. I'll stop now.
Mar 12, 2005
pygmy:
I have no idea if you'd be interested, but I just started a world music group, you should join! smile

How have you been lately? still recovering? Be well kiss
Mar 16, 2005

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