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recovering just fine. thanks for all of your supportive words. my ex g/f and i hung out a little, and our friendship will survive, and that's nice because i don't have very many. i'm going to therapy mainly to cope with having avoidant personalty disorder, something i've needed to do for a very long time. i've been trying to 'get out there', and the results have been mixed, from lots of fun to outright traumatic. tough. i never imagined being grown up would be like this, to be honest, i thought i would be dead by now but soldiering on is the main purpose, and making connections. now when i see movies, (which i have'nt done much of in the last month) i'm going to go with PEOPLE. then maybe dancing, but that's a ways off, i'd imagine.

i'm getting a new camera in a couple of weeks so pics soon. me, my solitary world, dead trees.