Honesty
I wish you could see what I see,
Just for a day,
See my world of ugly grays.
See the world you helped me make.
Forcing me to leave the black and white,
Now Im stuck in the in between,
Not quite with you, but I just cant leave.
I wish you could feel what I feel,
Everyday, sickening decay.
My heart without a beat.
Silent and still inside of me.
Rotting slowly day after day,
This tragic death you helped me create.
I wish you'd hear what I dont say,
So much left unsaid,
Just resting at the tip,
But never passing my lips.
My teeth beyond, biting my tongue,
Keeping me silent for far too long.
Things you should know,
Things I wish I could say.
One big message I cant convey.
Im trying to walk away,
Im trying to move on.
But the shades of gray have held me for so long.
Im finding it hard to leave.
But your hurt drives me on.
So much so,
If you keep at it,
Soon Ill be gone.
I wish you could see what I see,
Just for a day,
See my world of ugly grays.
See the world you helped me make.
Forcing me to leave the black and white,
Now Im stuck in the in between,
Not quite with you, but I just cant leave.
I wish you could feel what I feel,
Everyday, sickening decay.
My heart without a beat.
Silent and still inside of me.
Rotting slowly day after day,
This tragic death you helped me create.
I wish you'd hear what I dont say,
So much left unsaid,
Just resting at the tip,
But never passing my lips.
My teeth beyond, biting my tongue,
Keeping me silent for far too long.
Things you should know,
Things I wish I could say.
One big message I cant convey.
Im trying to walk away,
Im trying to move on.
But the shades of gray have held me for so long.
Im finding it hard to leave.
But your hurt drives me on.
So much so,
If you keep at it,
Soon Ill be gone.