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I go about my day,
Pretending Im okay,
Going through the motions,
As though Im moving on with life.

Even through the night,
My smile never wavers,
My eyes stay dry,
Except on nights like tonight.

The clouds rolling in overhead,
My bright blue sky covered in gray,
Nothing brings me pain,
Nothing like the rain.

Down it falls,
Washing away my little lies,
Cleaning...
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I love your smell.
Clean, man musk.
Like the breeze on a summer's day,
Fresh water, pine and cedar.
Mixed with the soap you use,
A smell I could only call you.
I could breathe you in all day.

When I'd lay my head on your chest,
I'd put my nose to your neck,
And breath in deep,
Carrying you in my dreams.
Sweet thoughts,...
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I don't have a heart to give you,

Or a place to weather your storm.

I don't have a soul to warm you,

Or a hug to return,

I can offer you no solace,

no comfort for your pain,

I'm your next tragedy,

a soon to come heartbreak.
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Honesty

I wish you could see what I see,
Just for a day,
See my world of ugly grays.
See the world you helped me make.
Forcing me to leave the black and white,
Now Im stuck in the in between,
Not quite with you, but I just cant leave.

I wish you could feel what I feel,
Everyday, sickening decay.
My heart without a...
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Its not that I'm still in love with you, that ship has long since sailed,
and It's not that I need you, I was taking care of myself far before I met you.
Its just that on nights like this,
When its cold out,
And i'm sitting up alone late at night,
My heart misses you somethings wicked.
Something desperate, something fierce.
My hands remember...
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incomplete.

We could dance across this world,
leaving fires in our wake.
And the destruction would be too magnificent,
For the masses to turn away.

We would trail devastation,
As we made our way,
bewitching the hopeless,
Causing a lovely sense of havoc,
And utter dismay.

We could bring about an end,
With resplendant extripation,
Overthrow society,
With enticing ruination.
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Expectations are funny things.
If you meet all the expectations of the people around you, your set a higher expectation.
If you don't meet expectations set for you, your considered a failure.
There's no winning in this. Moreover what about your own, personal, expectations, don't those matter?
I don't resent the expectations set for me,
There's nothing wrong with my family wanting me to learn...
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Hello boy,
It's me again.
Another heart your going to break.
Another girl you'll love and leave
Full of hate.
It's me again,
knocking on your heart's door,
Begging and pleading with it to let me in,
Crying tears of desperation
Bleeding blood of desolation,
Screaming out my declarations.

Let me love you!

Hello boy,
It's me again,
Coming 'round to get beat again,
Your...
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Meet Me at the End

Will you meet me,
Where eternity ends?
On the edge of reason,
Where nothing makes sense.

Will you follow me to the end of time?
Will you walk with me to the end of mankind?
Where history ends,
And all are done and over.

Where sun and moon cease to exsist.
Where everything around has become a black abyss.

Follow...
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