I think I'll be in LA from April 16th-18th. Leave me a note here if you want to ROLLERSKATE with me while I am in town.
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I'm through with this. I think my account is going away in a while. I'll check for messages just incase, but for the most part--bye.
escapegoat:
ive been thinking the same........its become pathetic
goz:
i'm kinda new to this site and hate to see you go as soon as i get here. oh well fuck it.
It's like a ghost town here.
My friend Delaney is here from Texas and we are having so much fun. I haven't seen him in about 5 1/2 years. We're going up to Seattle in a few hours and I'm excited
My friend Delaney is here from Texas and we are having so much fun. I haven't seen him in about 5 1/2 years. We're going up to Seattle in a few hours and I'm excited
The photo shoot today was incredible. We took pictures on some dirty railroad tracks with graffiti everywhere and big barrels and a shopping cart. Then to this torn down building wiht rebar and cement everywhere, including on top of this old smashed up broken glass dented car. And some yelling while brandishing a toilet plunger on top of a huge cement block. I'll post some...
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Finally, finally......heading out to Seattle tomorrow as soon as I get out of work, with my man Adam. I'm excited.
And only 6 days until Delaney is here......I can't fucking wait. 5 1/2 years since I have laid eyes on him. For the bargain price of $243 I'm bringing him here. I'm so excited.
Did I mention I'm excited about all of this?
In light...
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And only 6 days until Delaney is here......I can't fucking wait. 5 1/2 years since I have laid eyes on him. For the bargain price of $243 I'm bringing him here. I'm so excited.
Did I mention I'm excited about all of this?
In light...
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illogicalbeats:
I was born at 8.28 in the morning ..
I have very little of there work.... dam me... i am lookingto get more ... got a good place to look?...
I am in search but cant find much.....we have a great bloody ball going on in reno i may be going to the dj said he has some stuff by them i may like. and then valentines anti bal back in sac this sunday ..weeeeeeeee what a week
I have very little of there work.... dam me... i am lookingto get more ... got a good place to look?...
I am in search but cant find much.....we have a great bloody ball going on in reno i may be going to the dj said he has some stuff by them i may like. and then valentines anti bal back in sac this sunday ..weeeeeeeee what a week
escapegoat:
GO LIKE HELL LOOKS LIKE THEY COULD BE GOOD FUN!!!!!!!!!!!
opps....caps......
so ya...........the kool people around these parts are dwindling
opps....caps......
so ya...........the kool people around these parts are dwindling
Yay. I get to be photographed in an abandoned train yard this weekend. I'll freeze my ass off but it will be cool.
ONLY 9 DAYS UNTIL DELANEY IS HERE.
Lucky me.
ONLY 9 DAYS UNTIL DELANEY IS HERE.
Lucky me.
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illogicalbeats:
Broken heart's..... a great tije to take peice's and reinvent your self...... ..and the best markings of some one who is brave.
illogicalbeats:
wow you are right we almost do!! ..
i got in to sex gang children thro0ugh a roomate of mine about 6's years ago...
love death worship in eurasia and maurita mayer.
how about you ??
i got in to sex gang children thro0ugh a roomate of mine about 6's years ago...
love death worship in eurasia and maurita mayer.
how about you ??
After an extremely emotional evening, it's not best to wake up, take yourself to breakfast, and go see 'Monster' by yourself.
That fucking rape scene with the tire iron was just a little too much.
That fucking rape scene with the tire iron was just a little too much.
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illogicalbeats:
Yeah! a lover of sex gang children yes we are few it seem's
=====from your profile=====
"BODY MODS: I have a broken heart."
This is a very underestimated form of body mod that i have myself.
=====from your profile=====
"BODY MODS: I have a broken heart."
This is a very underestimated form of body mod that i have myself.
morbius:
i love you! Write me...
I am incredibly, incredibly nervous.
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vader_____:
have fun --understood
[Edited on Feb 07, 2004 6:41PM]
--understood[Edited on Feb 07, 2004 6:41PM]
echofonic:
"...yesterday the final nail in the coffin of the best relationship of my life with the boy I'm still in love with was driven in deep..."
i see, and i'm sorry.
i hope that the goodbye goes well. here's to beginnings where endings should be.
i see, and i'm sorry.
i hope that the goodbye goes well. here's to beginnings where endings should be.
Saturday....
I'm actually going to do it?
I can't decide if I'm crazy or lucky.
Maybe just too dead to decide otherwise.
I can't wait for this weekend to be over so I can really pick up the pieces and move on. I can't wait to have fun two weekends in a row after that. I'm going to need it. After Saturday.
I'm actually going to do it?
I can't decide if I'm crazy or lucky.
Maybe just too dead to decide otherwise.
I can't wait for this weekend to be over so I can really pick up the pieces and move on. I can't wait to have fun two weekends in a row after that. I'm going to need it. After Saturday.
Four days to the saddest good-bye I may ever experience.
Ten days until I get to go to Seattle and get photographed by Miss Cutie Pants.
Sixteen days until MR. DELANEY RAMSEY comes here and cheers my ass up for FIVE FUN FILLED DAYS.
Ten days until I get to go to Seattle and get photographed by Miss Cutie Pants.
Sixteen days until MR. DELANEY RAMSEY comes here and cheers my ass up for FIVE FUN FILLED DAYS.
vader_____:
wow what are the photos for?
it is done!
[Edited on Feb 05, 2004 6:07PM]
it is done!
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I've always thought suicide and all of it's weak, attention grabbing attemps were pathetic and weak.
But today is one of those days I can empathize. Death doesn't sound too bad.
I'm a case study for Murphey's law.
But today is one of those days I can empathize. Death doesn't sound too bad.
I'm a case study for Murphey's law.
echofonic:
i don't really know you at all, so forgive me for piping up and posting... words from a stranger, no matter how kind or empathetic, should always be taken with a a grain of salt...
...but having just gone through the toughest year of my life (when i felt very much the same way as you've stated above), i guess i just wanted to post some kind words in hopes that maybe they'd put a sunnier spin on your current state of affairs.
so, drawing a clue from your username and a certain favorite author of yours, i offer you this:
in times like these, try to remember what Alobar found written in the dust on the mantle:
erlichda
sometimes it's not so much what happens to us as it is how we take it.
...but having just gone through the toughest year of my life (when i felt very much the same way as you've stated above), i guess i just wanted to post some kind words in hopes that maybe they'd put a sunnier spin on your current state of affairs.
so, drawing a clue from your username and a certain favorite author of yours, i offer you this:
in times like these, try to remember what Alobar found written in the dust on the mantle:
erlichda
sometimes it's not so much what happens to us as it is how we take it.
the_mad_monk:
There have been many times in the past were i've looked at a knife and wondered if i should use it on myself...or someone else!!! i generally just put it away and move on. Life is to interesting to me, even when it's shitty!
A very specific nightmarish focus in my dreams is back with a vengence and driving me insane. I was plagued with these dreams for 2 weeks at the end of December and thought I had them all cleared out of my head, but surprise....a certain someone has a starring role again, every night. Playing little games that make me wake up crying and put a...
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vader_____:
That is why I use a shitload of sleeping pills 
the_mad_monk:
Dream Catchers don't make them go away they sorta filter out the really bad stuff, and before you ask, I don't know way they don't just call them Dream Filters!
I pretty well like all of John hughs films!!!
I pretty well like all of John hughs films!!!
It Tyler, I haven't seen you since I cooked that big carcass on thanksgiving. I hope all is well, hit me back you flaming ball of hotness