Whew, man that last entry took a lot out of me. Speaking of, if you dug that entry, you all should check out dannyboy's latest. He made a four-part entry (Dec 12th-30th), and what a story it was!
I stayed home for New Years. Not that it sucked, i'ts just that most of my friends would've wanted to go out and get obliterated which...
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I stayed home for New Years. Not that it sucked, i'ts just that most of my friends would've wanted to go out and get obliterated which...
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kestrel:
I always wanted that PJ Harvey cd.
akirali:
welcome back man!
"In my life, I'd not soften/Things that cut and burn so often/But I sit, think of somethin'/Scared to face a dyin' nothin'/See the cycle I've waited for/It ain't like that anymore...." - Alice In Chains
A few people have asked me about when I will write yet another one of my very long stories which they find to be deep, insightful, etc.
First,...
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A few people have asked me about when I will write yet another one of my very long stories which they find to be deep, insightful, etc.
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schoolgirl:
I am Soooooo looking forward to your writing, doll. I just love it! and I will miss you when you stop posting. If you want, cngillet@optonline.net email me Anytime and keep in touch. Good luck with your busy schedule and take care of yourself. 
violentlydave:
post on my friend. read a number of your long rants, and either simply appreciate them, or really relate them. hope life finds you well.
"It is a writer, with nothing left that he knows how to say. It is an artist, and fingers that will never touch the vision." - Neil Gaiman, Fifteen Portraits of Despair, from the book Sandman: Endless Nights
I've never liked the idea of a "muse". All my life as a writer, I preferred to depend soley on myself for ideas and...
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I've never liked the idea of a "muse". All my life as a writer, I preferred to depend soley on myself for ideas and...
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schoolgirl:
Lol! I love the manson and soccer mom scene you created! that's awesome. I'm not sure if Em will see me as a cool mom or an embarassing mom. I love your idea.
hey, I miss your thought-provoking journal writing, I guess you're super busy.
hope you are doing well and I wish you some big hugs.
hey, I miss your thought-provoking journal writing, I guess you're super busy.
hope you are doing well and I wish you some big hugs.
bleeder:
One more year bro and I will be done. How have you been?
A thought occurred to me earlier today: not only do I want to get some tattoos, I kinda NEED to get tattoos.
Here is why:
In my recent introspective journies into the depths of my lackluster love life, I made a discovery. Oftentimes, girls wouldn't want to date me because I was "too nice".
There are two different angles to look at this. One being...
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Here is why:
In my recent introspective journies into the depths of my lackluster love life, I made a discovery. Oftentimes, girls wouldn't want to date me because I was "too nice".
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schoolgirl:
just saying hi and sending a smile.
schoolgirl:
thanks, yeah, i know better than that you would change for anyone else. and yes, it's pretty frustrating being the "friend". I used to hate it being the perpetual friend before I was married. I'm sorry people make you feel like that. 
it sucks. I love having you as a friend cause you're real, intelligent, very (for lack of a better word) nice and genuine aout everything you say. and hopefully someone will appreciate 1000 times more than that.
Em cannot walk on her own yet, but is trying so hard and is getting pretty close every day. yay!!!I'm so excited and nervous at the same time. she smiles and laughs so much when she walks while I hold her. I love it!!
I like your tattoo ideas, I could say that now. I think you should do it, if you ever are ready.
and oh my god, I had that last name problem too! mine's a colombian name. ha. I don't wanna be a kid ever again.
it sucks. I love having you as a friend cause you're real, intelligent, very (for lack of a better word) nice and genuine aout everything you say. and hopefully someone will appreciate 1000 times more than that.
Em cannot walk on her own yet, but is trying so hard and is getting pretty close every day. yay!!!I'm so excited and nervous at the same time. she smiles and laughs so much when she walks while I hold her. I love it!!
I like your tattoo ideas, I could say that now. I think you should do it, if you ever are ready.
and oh my god, I had that last name problem too! mine's a colombian name. ha. I don't wanna be a kid ever again.
True story time:
circa 1991
I was standing all by myself outside of James A. Farely Middle School (grades 6-8), with all the other kids. If it wasn't too cold, we were supposed to wait outside before the teachers arrived. This was a good opportunity for bullies to push around anyone smaller or weaker than them without getting caught.
Jeff hated my guts and loved...
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circa 1991
I was standing all by myself outside of James A. Farely Middle School (grades 6-8), with all the other kids. If it wasn't too cold, we were supposed to wait outside before the teachers arrived. This was a good opportunity for bullies to push around anyone smaller or weaker than them without getting caught.
Jeff hated my guts and loved...
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schoolgirl:
wow, you do always have something great to say.
Thanks.
Thanks.
akirali:
the hoodie was a steal at $30! although, all told they did get me for close to $100
yeah i know...BT$ like whoa!
yeah i know...BT$ like whoa!
Well I just watched "Matrix: Relaoded", and enjoyed it very much. The only let-down was the ending; felt WAY too abrupt.
There are two scenes where I couldn't help but get just a little bit somewhat choked up while watching. 1- in the beginning where Trinity and Neo are in bed. Neo says "I can't lose you" and she holds his hand and says "I'm...
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There are two scenes where I couldn't help but get just a little bit somewhat choked up while watching. 1- in the beginning where Trinity and Neo are in bed. Neo says "I can't lose you" and she holds his hand and says "I'm...
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bleeder:
Just saw the new Matrix bro! Got to say it was a bit of a letdown. I dont know why but, it just didnt sit right with me. How are you doing?
tonydanzabot3000:
Any time I start getting nostalgic about an ex-girlfriend and I start getting all of those cute memories looped in my head I just incert a scene in those memories. It helps. Check it out:
So you're laying there with her on a wonderful, sunny day. You're cuddling and then that turns in to tickling and that turns in to a tickle fight and then...all of a sudden..she laughs so hard that she shits herself. Not just...shit....but the most horrible, putrid diarrhea you've ever seen. And it's everywhere. There must be gallons of it. Theres shit all over your legs and crotch and stomach. The smell is overwhelming so you vomit..and then she vomits. Again...must be gallons of vomit...gallons. And then...she fucking snaps...and starts eating the shit/vomit combo...just scooping it up in her hands and shoveling it in to her mouth. And in her craze she looks up at you and says "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT YOU FUCKING WORTHLESS ASSHOLE?? CANT A GIRL ENJOY A LITTLE SEXUAL HEALING EVERY ONCE AND A WHILE??!?!? IT'S NOT LIKE YOU HELP ME OUT IN THAT DEPARTMENT".
Incert that little snippit and everything should be all gravy...
But then again...I'm a bad person.
So you're laying there with her on a wonderful, sunny day. You're cuddling and then that turns in to tickling and that turns in to a tickle fight and then...all of a sudden..she laughs so hard that she shits herself. Not just...shit....but the most horrible, putrid diarrhea you've ever seen. And it's everywhere. There must be gallons of it. Theres shit all over your legs and crotch and stomach. The smell is overwhelming so you vomit..and then she vomits. Again...must be gallons of vomit...gallons. And then...she fucking snaps...and starts eating the shit/vomit combo...just scooping it up in her hands and shoveling it in to her mouth. And in her craze she looks up at you and says "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT YOU FUCKING WORTHLESS ASSHOLE?? CANT A GIRL ENJOY A LITTLE SEXUAL HEALING EVERY ONCE AND A WHILE??!?!? IT'S NOT LIKE YOU HELP ME OUT IN THAT DEPARTMENT".
Incert that little snippit and everything should be all gravy...
But then again...I'm a bad person.
On Monday I went to the Girlz Garage tour in Boston and it was a good time. When we got there, Lennon's crew was setting up her gear. She played an acoustic set with herself on piano and a drummer/guitarist. I was wondering how this was going to work live, but work it did, and damn was it fun.
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aries:
hey, thanks!
laine666:
no i wont hate you...
no one knows who he is
no one knows who he is
Welly welly welly........
I am going to the Girlz Garage Tour when it hits Boston on Monday. Yay! I'm only going cuz Lennon (yes, the SG) is playing there. It's been a while since I've seen her. I hope I'll get to meet her again after her set. She's a real sweetheart and very genrous with the time she spends with fans. I'm also bringing...
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I am going to the Girlz Garage Tour when it hits Boston on Monday. Yay! I'm only going cuz Lennon (yes, the SG) is playing there. It's been a while since I've seen her. I hope I'll get to meet her again after her set. She's a real sweetheart and very genrous with the time she spends with fans. I'm also bringing...
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kestrel:
Haha, you're such a goon.
Congrats on getting to see Lennon again!
Yeah, there was a guy I had a thing for... for like a year, I think... but he kept pulling stupid crap like he was in middle school or something. Like calling me a couple hours after he was supposed to meet up with me, and saying he wouldn't make it because he'd been in a car accident, and was in the hospital (it's sad when you don't believe a reason like that... but he did it multiple times), and calling into work (we worked together) because his dog had been hit by a car.
The worst part is that he'd forget what he'd lied about to get out of things, and go back on them later. He'd bring his puppy into the store on his days off, who had NOT had a leg amputated, and drive the car he'd supposedly totaled three times. Sigh. I always felt bad for not believing him. But, DAMN! He was sexy!
I finally had the chance to date him this past summer, if I'd wanted to, and after hanging out with him once, I decided it wasn't worth my time. But, DAMN! He was sexy... but he kissed like a fish.
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Congrats on getting to see Lennon again!
Yeah, there was a guy I had a thing for... for like a year, I think... but he kept pulling stupid crap like he was in middle school or something. Like calling me a couple hours after he was supposed to meet up with me, and saying he wouldn't make it because he'd been in a car accident, and was in the hospital (it's sad when you don't believe a reason like that... but he did it multiple times), and calling into work (we worked together) because his dog had been hit by a car.
The worst part is that he'd forget what he'd lied about to get out of things, and go back on them later. He'd bring his puppy into the store on his days off, who had NOT had a leg amputated, and drive the car he'd supposedly totaled three times. Sigh. I always felt bad for not believing him. But, DAMN! He was sexy!
I finally had the chance to date him this past summer, if I'd wanted to, and after hanging out with him once, I decided it wasn't worth my time. But, DAMN! He was sexy... but he kissed like a fish.
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bleeder:
Oh yea! You never can get over them being annoying in the end you know?
Oh yea, nice "Clockwork Orange" reference
Oh yea, nice "Clockwork Orange" reference
I finally rented "Equilibrium" and damn is this a fun movie!
In the aftermath of World War III, mankind has resorted to drastic measures to curb its violent nature. In the 1984/Brave New World-esque city of Libria, emotions and all things that stimulate them, are illegalized. The citizens of LIbria are required to take a drug called Prozium II, which surpresses emotions. The drug curbs...
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In the aftermath of World War III, mankind has resorted to drastic measures to curb its violent nature. In the 1984/Brave New World-esque city of Libria, emotions and all things that stimulate them, are illegalized. The citizens of LIbria are required to take a drug called Prozium II, which surpresses emotions. The drug curbs...
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schoolgirl:
Miss Emily is doing well, she crawls all over and laughs all the time. i love her! she's so full of energy and happiness.
I think after reading your journal, I want to see this movie. Sounds very interesting. and yes, keanu sucks. I do like the matrix, but he seems to only makes me think of bill and ted and I can't take him seriously as an actor.
how is Newbury comics working for you? I remember shopping at that store in this rhode island mall and I got cool pants and toys. see you later sweetie.
I think after reading your journal, I want to see this movie. Sounds very interesting. and yes, keanu sucks. I do like the matrix, but he seems to only makes me think of bill and ted and I can't take him seriously as an actor.
how is Newbury comics working for you? I remember shopping at that store in this rhode island mall and I got cool pants and toys. see you later sweetie.
akirali:
in case you didnt know, Christopher "Memento" Nolan will be directing Herr Bale in the new Batman flick.
divine justice indeed
divine justice indeed
I bought "Apocalypse Now" on DVD. Woo!
I got the original version. I've seen the Redux version, but I thought the extra footage didn't do much for the movie. The whole French Plantation sequence really slowed down the movie to a crawl. It felt like it was suddenly a different movie.
The only extra footage that interested me was the extra scene with Willard and...
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I got the original version. I've seen the Redux version, but I thought the extra footage didn't do much for the movie. The whole French Plantation sequence really slowed down the movie to a crawl. It felt like it was suddenly a different movie.
The only extra footage that interested me was the extra scene with Willard and...
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bleeder:
You know...I have never seen that movie either. I need to rent it and check it out. I just am a little burnt out on millitary related things.
Hey bro, that was such an awesome testimonial. You really made my day with that. Thank you very much. There are alot of us that I wish lived right by each other. We would have some amazing converstaions.
Hey bro, that was such an awesome testimonial. You really made my day with that. Thank you very much.
There are alot of us that I wish lived right by each other. We would have some amazing converstaions.
laine666:
yeah, i havn't had a 'real relationship' in ages and seeing this thing get closer to that is kinda exciting.
This thing with this guy reminds me of how i felt about that Scott guy... completely smitten
I dont mind though, ive felt very half assed about most of the guys ive gone out with since him. This is certainly a welcome change.
This thing with this guy reminds me of how i felt about that Scott guy... completely smitten
I dont mind though, ive felt very half assed about most of the guys ive gone out with since him. This is certainly a welcome change.
It's true story time again........
"A pill to make you numb/A pill to make you dumb/A pill to make you anybody else/but all the drugs in this world, won't save her from herself...." - Marilyn Manson
Her name was Rosie, short for Rosalba. A slim hispanic girl with long curly black hair, fair skin, large dark eyes, and high cheekbones.
I got to know her...
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"A pill to make you numb/A pill to make you dumb/A pill to make you anybody else/but all the drugs in this world, won't save her from herself...." - Marilyn Manson
Her name was Rosie, short for Rosalba. A slim hispanic girl with long curly black hair, fair skin, large dark eyes, and high cheekbones.
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akirali:
damn son. She kinda reminds me of this one girl ive been tryin to write a song about for a while. I empathize with the whole rollercoaster you described man. Its hard to see the end of the tunnel at the beginning or the middle, but shit all works out at the other side.
mexicant:
I remember the post in question. It was actually one of the first ones I read by you. I thought to myself, "Self, you gotta stop doing that." Guess it's harder than it sounds!
But, yeah. She did need alot of protect and saving. I was happy to do it, but it always seemed as though there was more. The thing that really got me down was that I saw her recently and noticed she saved herself. Kinda made me feel useless...
But on a happy note, I am going to the 18V concert. Alone or not!
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But, yeah. She did need alot of protect and saving. I was happy to do it, but it always seemed as though there was more. The thing that really got me down was that I saw her recently and noticed she saved herself. Kinda made me feel useless...
But on a happy note, I am going to the 18V concert. Alone or not!
[Edited on Oct 06, 2003]
Thanks to everyone for their advice.
I submitted an application at Newbury Comics the other day. On Monday, I'll call up the hiring manager and keep checkin' up on what's going on. I know nowadays you have to call the place up after applying to make it clear you really want the job, but
I don't wanna be pushy and piss them off. I figure...
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I submitted an application at Newbury Comics the other day. On Monday, I'll call up the hiring manager and keep checkin' up on what's going on. I know nowadays you have to call the place up after applying to make it clear you really want the job, but
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tigress:
There are dirty ladies out there!!I don't even use public bathrooms unless I really have to. some of them are just too Nasty!!!
Social interacion is def important! We don't want you bitter and miserable!
band heh? good luck!!!
Social interacion is def important! We don't want you bitter and miserable!
band heh? good luck!!!
akirali:
duuuuuude... I Just rebought a SNES the otherday for the sole purpose of replaying FFIII (and Zombies Ate My Neighbors). I havent gotten out of Narshe after fighting Whelk. Silent Hill 3 has been owning my ass sevearly