yeaaaaaaaaaa soooo, i graduated, the new boy that was amazing and even came to my graduation turned into a huge dick but i still cant let him go. i have really been single for 10 months, he always told me we were just friends nothing more so thats how i acted and it fucking kicked me in the ass in the end was going to the bar a LOT cuz i dont have a job other than selling avon. my best friend i think got mad at me for drinking all the time, part of me thinks its out of jealousy part of me thinks its out of trying to keep me from being the alcoholic i have potential of being. only time i truly like myself is when im shit faced drunk only time i have confidence everything sucks i feel like i am all alone with no one there for me its really scary, sometimes i feel like my family hates me blah ok im shutting up no one will read this anyway
hooglebug:
o dear. im really late, but i read it. and i know how you feel! hope you're feeling lots better by now