hooglebug

i think my time on here is coming to an end soon. im not sure. if it is, somehow i dont think anyone is going to notice

its been 18 months since i even had a cuddle, never mind anything else. my record is 19 months. somehow, i think im going to smash it

trying to learn japanese again. i tried a few years ago and got as far as introducing myself and stopped.

this time im using an app on my phone and its starting by teaching my the alphabet. so far i know a, i, u, e, o, ka, ki, ku, ke, ko, ga, gi, gu, ge, go, sa, shi, su, se, so, za, ji, zu, ze...
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we only spoke a couple of times, but she was nice to me. and its made me very sad.

sure would be nice to have friends. i imagine. a friend would be nice.

i really wish i could stop cutting my fingers everytime i do something. even a file cut me today. a file!!??

i hate being shit. i hate stupid last second ebay bidders outbidding you on something you really need and thats actually on the same street as you the bastard cuntfaced cock-knocking monkey knackers. i hate being a fat ugly bugger who know ones looks at twice. i hate liking people who hate me or even worse dont think anything about me. i hate being attracted...
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i dreamt i was at a party (me!?? at a party!!!???) and all these girls went upstairs to a bedroom and one just said i should go too. so i went. they all went and sat on the bed and moved a picture aside on the wall and there was a little hole. they all started taking turns looking through the hole that went into...
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