had the second baby shower today.
in other news...i think i tore my gastrocnemius (calf muscle) today. i was teaching class and suddenly i heard and felt a pop just below the back side of my knee. now i've taken enough A&P and athletic injury classes to know a "POP" sound is a bad thing. my leg suddenly went very cold, too. and now i...
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in other news...i think i tore my gastrocnemius (calf muscle) today. i was teaching class and suddenly i heard and felt a pop just below the back side of my knee. now i've taken enough A&P and athletic injury classes to know a "POP" sound is a bad thing. my leg suddenly went very cold, too. and now i...
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its almost friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank goodness. i am so tired. i am so overwhelmed. i am so overworked. and did i mention uncomfortable? yeah, that too.
i have had friends tell me about the last month of pregnancy being just absolutely uncomfortable, but i never really believed them...i thought they were over-exaggerating and whining...so not true! the discomfort is all too real. my body feels...
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i have had friends tell me about the last month of pregnancy being just absolutely uncomfortable, but i never really believed them...i thought they were over-exaggerating and whining...so not true! the discomfort is all too real. my body feels...
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xalicex:
aww hun, i totally know how you are feeling....but your little one is sooo nearly here and you have done fantastic so far.
and seriously try not to worry about how you will cope once the baby is here....even though you might not know what to do now...it honestly does just fall into place when it needs to.
and seriously try not to worry about how you will cope once the baby is here....even though you might not know what to do now...it honestly does just fall into place when it needs to.
silvercharmer:
I hope you get your self-day soon. I can only imagine what it must be like for you. Hang in there!
today i managed to sleep until 6:30...well, kind of. I was up at 2 for a while and again at 5:30. finally at 6:30 i just decided to get up.
today's a better day. i've been cleaning--woo-hoo
i've made it to 36 weeks and i'm just "done". you just get to a point where you feel like you can't take it anymore...that's where i am....
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today's a better day. i've been cleaning--woo-hoo
i've made it to 36 weeks and i'm just "done". you just get to a point where you feel like you can't take it anymore...that's where i am....
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schiavona:
Soon now you'll be able to hold that lovely bundle in your arms. I can't wait.
And you do look cute!
And you do look cute!
bigman316:
you can make it darlin'!!!! and you are looking as beautiful as ever!!!!
having this insomnia sucks. yesterday i was up at 3:30, today it was 2:30. i'm not liking it at all. yes, there's a lot on my mind and yes, it is turning into extremely restless nights and restless mornings. my mind just won't shut off.
i literally feel just sick to my stomach...all the time. i haven't really eaten much the last 2 days. my...
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i literally feel just sick to my stomach...all the time. i haven't really eaten much the last 2 days. my...
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the_libertine:
dearest love... don't worry, okay? this is a brief message before I respond in full. I wanted you to know... it's important for me to know that you know... I heard you and I'm coming. promise.
I'll write again shortly.
I love you.
I'll write again shortly.
I love you.
xalicex:
aww hun, i hope the insomnia eases and you manage to get some rest.....i cant tell how much you will need it once the baby is here......i know its hard though, i read back through your last few blogs.....please try to eat though.
life can be so damn difficult sometimes. and other people in your life really don't make it any easier. take me for example...
i've got a new guy, whom i am crazy about. yes, there is the distance thing, but to me its not a huge factor. it sucks, but its the way it is right now. so, i tell my family...they start giving me...
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i've got a new guy, whom i am crazy about. yes, there is the distance thing, but to me its not a huge factor. it sucks, but its the way it is right now. so, i tell my family...they start giving me...
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miya:
Aww hun i hope everything will be ok, you dont need all the stress!
bigman316:
it is my biased opinion that you are absolutely, positively, woth not giving up on.....he is a very, very lucky guy to have you in his life. hang in there sweetheart!!! it will all work out.
so tomorrow i leave for my big "mini-vacation" yay!!!!!!!!!!! 
its gonna be a blast!
i cut my hair off
and that's about it!
hope everyone has a fabulous weekend! i am certain that i will
its gonna be a blast!i cut my hair off
and that's about it!
hope everyone has a fabulous weekend! i am certain that i will
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the_libertine:
have a great time!
schiavona:
Such cute little ears! 
Have a great time.
Love and hugs.
Have a great time.
Love and hugs.
here's something i have been thinking about for a few days now (and I warn you, because I am tired I may start rambling), but i'm curious to see your thoughts on this...
what do you think about the possibility of falling for someone you haven't physically met?
i'm not talking about L-O-V-E, but just falling for them...more than falling in like but less than...
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what do you think about the possibility of falling for someone you haven't physically met?
i'm not talking about L-O-V-E, but just falling for them...more than falling in like but less than...
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schiavona:
Hm, I like the now pic very much.
Yes, I think you can truly fall in love with someone without meeting them if you talk to them. I definitely know you can love someone without meeting them. I've never met WhiteWidow but I love her and consider her a part of my family. However, the actual meeting in real life might cause the love to diminish due to various factors, like mannerisms, that can drive the other person nuts.
Love you.
Yes, I think you can truly fall in love with someone without meeting them if you talk to them. I definitely know you can love someone without meeting them. I've never met WhiteWidow but I love her and consider her a part of my family. However, the actual meeting in real life might cause the love to diminish due to various factors, like mannerisms, that can drive the other person nuts.
Love you.
junnie:
Sometimes getting to know someone deeply before meeting them makes it easier and yeah you can fall for someone that way. Good luck to you! Sounds promising
6 weeks to go. i am so tired. i just want to sleep.
i've decided that my mom is trying to sabotage me. she is constantly nagging me for gaining too much weight and telling me that i need to watch my weight more...and yet sends me home from her house with cookies and cake and all sorts of yummy foods that she knows i'll...
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i've decided that my mom is trying to sabotage me. she is constantly nagging me for gaining too much weight and telling me that i need to watch my weight more...and yet sends me home from her house with cookies and cake and all sorts of yummy foods that she knows i'll...
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jordan8285:
you look so beautiful sweetcheeks
so i thought i would be better by tuesday...i was wrong. its wednesday and i am almost 100%. so, by thursday i hope to be myself again...well as much myself as i can be at this point
i swear, she's trying to get out. sometimes she literally reaches on top of my ribs like she's trying to climb a ladder and find her way out....
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i swear, she's trying to get out. sometimes she literally reaches on top of my ribs like she's trying to climb a ladder and find her way out....
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the_libertine:
Hey, gorgeous girl! I really miss you and the talks we have... I'm in Victoria now so my time is Pacific... don't know if that helps or hinders a potential chat hook up.
In any case, I'm so excited that every day brings up closer to the day we welcome your little heart breaker into the world! I can hardly wait
I know what you mean about snow... that's one reason I'm glad I'm out here for a little bit. There's no snow to irritate and frustrate me. I'm not rubbing in the fact that you have, mind you, just celebrating the fact that I don't have.
anyway, you're heavy on my mind but it's a weight that I'll happily bear until we speak again...
ps: you look beautiful... as always... pregnant is a good look for you. and happy suits you like you wouldn't believe...
In any case, I'm so excited that every day brings up closer to the day we welcome your little heart breaker into the world! I can hardly wait
I know what you mean about snow... that's one reason I'm glad I'm out here for a little bit. There's no snow to irritate and frustrate me.
I'm not rubbing in the fact that you have, mind you, just celebrating the fact that I don't have. anyway, you're heavy on my mind but it's a weight that I'll happily bear until we speak again...
ps: you look beautiful... as always... pregnant is a good look for you. and happy suits you like you wouldn't believe...
another weekend down, another week closer to mommyhood! 
just doesn't seem possible.
i'm very excited~~~i am going on a mini-vacation in less than 2 weeks! i need a vacation badly, as it will be my last for a while. that's not the only reason i am excited to go, however.
there's a certain someone that i am going to see
i've spent a majority of...
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just doesn't seem possible.i'm very excited~~~i am going on a mini-vacation in less than 2 weeks! i need a vacation badly, as it will be my last for a while. that's not the only reason i am excited to go, however.
there's a certain someone that i am going to see i've spent a majority of...
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miya:
oh my god her room looks wonderful and so do you
guitarpicker:
Congrats to you! You are sooo amazing Ailey!
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jstduckie:
rubber ducky???....
see ....im EVERYWHERE!!!....lol
congrats my dear.....hope ya got great things
see ....im EVERYWHERE!!!....lol
congrats my dear.....hope ya got great things
bigman316:
looks like it was a very nice shower.... i am sure you got alot of useful things.
today marks exactly 8 weeks left!
quincy's due date is december 10th and here it is october 10th! holy crap, how time flies!
quincy's due date is december 10th and here it is october 10th! holy crap, how time flies!
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jstduckie:
i totally dig the name "quincy".....
and yes, youre still hot...
and yes, youre still hot...
k_t_kat:
aww love the name! and you look super cute!
miss ya