i'm so sad.
i like pop rocks.
they excite me.
they excite me.
oh poppycock
i'm exhausted.
how are you?
how are you?
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apathy_activist:
i'm exhilarated, thanks for asking.
kludog:
exhausted as well, driving took alot out of me.
so what have we learned so far this week?
heat.. is bad.
putting things away.. doesn't guarantee preservation.
tuesdays.. weird without buffy.
school.. no love there.
doctors.. still blow.
old friends.. leave it in the past.
music.. costs too much.
sex now?
heat.. is bad.
putting things away.. doesn't guarantee preservation.
tuesdays.. weird without buffy.
school.. no love there.
doctors.. still blow.
old friends.. leave it in the past.
music.. costs too much.
sex now?
emaline:
sex good.
heat bad.
cold bad.
music, does cost too much, i wanted so many cds today, and no money. boo.
heat bad.
cold bad.
music, does cost too much, i wanted so many cds today, and no money. boo.
apathy_activist:
heat does suck, i lived in an attic apartment one summer many years ago, and the only time i got dressed was to go outside.
i had all my records stored away safely and a third of them were destroyed by water. so now i have a bunch of cool records with just those blank DJ sleeves.
i watched the re-run on Space of Buffy. it was the season 6 premiere, when she comes back. such a creepy episode.
my doctor is a sweetheart. i still don't want her poking around my bits, though.
screw 'em if they wanna move away and get married and stuff, that's what i say.
download. buy used. defraud columbia house.
i doubt it.
i had all my records stored away safely and a third of them were destroyed by water. so now i have a bunch of cool records with just those blank DJ sleeves.
i watched the re-run on Space of Buffy. it was the season 6 premiere, when she comes back. such a creepy episode.
my doctor is a sweetheart. i still don't want her poking around my bits, though.
screw 'em if they wanna move away and get married and stuff, that's what i say.
download. buy used. defraud columbia house.
i doubt it.
cullen:
trippy haven't thought about it like that.... your so smart.
cullen:
trippy, haven't thought about it like that.... your so smart.
[Edited on Jun 03, 2003]
[Edited on Jun 03, 2003]
can't sleep.
today was upsetting.
tomorrow will be disappointing.
well, if one anticipates discomfort and discomfort is had, it's not technically a disappointment. i think.
everything is spaced out. to dramatize the space? or to space the dramatisation?
i don't know why i do any of it, but i haven't a clue what else to do.
hate the heat. it's ugly. sticky. breeds filth;
parasitic...
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today was upsetting.
tomorrow will be disappointing.
well, if one anticipates discomfort and discomfort is had, it's not technically a disappointment. i think.
everything is spaced out. to dramatize the space? or to space the dramatisation?
i don't know why i do any of it, but i haven't a clue what else to do.
hate the heat. it's ugly. sticky. breeds filth;
parasitic...
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kludog:
i think it is still a disappointment regardless of the outcome, if you anticipate it , it may turn out that way because you already expect it. but i think it helps to anticipate it, aleast for me it does. i used to get my hopes only to be let way down. so to deal with i just plan for the worst and hope for the best. heat is the future. it is only going to get hotter.
apathy_activist:
if you don't have hopes, what's left?
i'll agree with you on the heat, though.
i'll agree with you on the heat, though.
apathy_activist:
you're right. about the desire, not the silence.
pretty eyes.
what is with this constant self-sabotaging?
i recognize it as it's happening(or a bit after) and still... is this ego, that prevents me from asking for forgiveness?
what is there to be prideful of?
i'm conflicted. i see merit in my sabotage..
i also see myself drowning.. alone.
is it better to work with most or to wait for whole?
what is integrity when you...
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i recognize it as it's happening(or a bit after) and still... is this ego, that prevents me from asking for forgiveness?
what is there to be prideful of?
i'm conflicted. i see merit in my sabotage..
i also see myself drowning.. alone.
is it better to work with most or to wait for whole?
what is integrity when you...
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apathy_activist:
you don't even know me.
apathy_activist:
after reading your journal, i've decided that you must know me, because you ARE me.
(i also believe that is your longest journal entry.)
(i also believe that is your longest journal entry.)
We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown.
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown.
superfly4343:
fulminating...
jesus lives in florida.
it's all very uneasy. it is.
it's all very uneasy. it is.
apathy_activist:
i hear that's where you go when you feel irrelevant or unimportant.